I smiled at the feel of his hand on my waist. It was soft, hesitant like I was the one who was the one who would break. I grinned though, at least he thought he needed to protect me. Right then, in that moment, I forgot everything. I forgot Sully, Grace, I forgot my family, my life, my plane underneath us, everything but this. My fingers in this man's hair, this man who I'd thought was just another science jerk. Some one who was too into the plants that were on the ground to see the poeple infront of him.

I didn't understand why I wanted him, I was so confused but I liked it. I loved the feel of his hands running down my back. They were gentle, under my shirt running up and down my spine. I shivered involintarily kissing him again. His shirt was already on the floor, my hands running up and down his suprisingly muscular chest. His arms were wirey, still muscled but they were nothing compared to his chest and stomache. I liked where we were headed so far. I bit his lip lightly and he growled, obviously something he'd picked up from his Avatar.

" Shit." I pulled away slightly. " Norm did you- you didn't- holy fuck- you just growled didn't you?" I smiled hugely at the turn on.

" Maybe." He smirked at me giving me a sexy shot of his eyes. He rolled over pressing me into the floor kissing me so hard I though he'd melt into me. Shit, no one'd ever kissed me like that. It was nothing but flesh and tounge and skin and touch and teeth and lust. He pulled away after only a second and I pulled him back unable to stay away.

His fingers were everywhere and I arched to every touch. I tightened one of my hands in his hair. It was probly too tight but he didn't say anything. I was pressed so close to him I could hear his heart beat a broken rythem that was onyl a bigger turn on. My hands found his belt and worked it off then his pants, leaving him in only a pair of boxers and socks.

He took a little longer with my flight suite, then my shirt and pants. His lips never left mine and I couldn't breathe but I loved it. I loved stealing each breathe he took only to give one back. His tounge was in my mouth, every where it could be. I was high of off his fingers as they traced over my back and down my legs racing back and forth on my spine. One hand was on my leg tracing what I thought might be algebra and the other was all over my skin his touch buring faintly. He kissd my neck and then... holy shit... he started sucking on my neck. Norm Spellman, the dorkiest guy on all of pandora, spare Max, was trying to give me a hicky. Holy shit!

" Norm." I gasped just that one word. His name. " I-uh-oh-uht- oh god." I moaned yes actually moaned in nothing but a sports bra and briefs no less. He had bitten my neck, just light enough to keep it from hurting and then, he licked me. Holy shit, he fucking licked my neck. Holey shit! I had never expected him to do that, ever. " Where the hell did you learn that?" I pulled him tighter to me as he kept sucking on my neck.

" Not in my five years of Avatar training I'll tell you that much." His lips moved down my neck to my sholder.

I felt lower for his boxers and pulled them off. The rest of my clothes were removed and then Norm, the science ziodie with an IQ higher than my last ticket, showed me why he was a man.

" Mother fucker!" I moaned into Norm's sholder trying to be quiet. I groaned biting my lip to keep from screaming. " Fuck me!" I knew I was drawing blood but I couldn't scream, I'd never hear the end of it if we were found out.

" What do you think I'm doing?" I could hear him smile.

" Norm!" I pulled his mouth to mine.

The suddenly it hurt. I whimered and rolled my sholders tyring to dislodge the fierce hurt. I'd been hurt before sure, like when I'd broken ym leg shattering the bones. That had hurt but been no where near this painfull. This was ripping me open from the inside out and then some. Fuck this hurt.

I whimpered again and the I was on top and he was gone pulling back to look at me.

" Trudy? What'd I do are you hurt? Did I hurt you? I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. I'd never hurt you." His lips brushed mine softly.

" I-I'm fine now... but damn that hurt... it's fine it wasn't your falt." I brushed his ruffled hair out of his eyes. " You didn't know, now come back it's cold in here." It was too, it was freezing in the back of my Samson.

He did and then we picked up where we'd left off.

AVATAR

" Trudy? Truds?" I woke up to Sully's knock on the Samson's door. He knew I usually slept in my plane.

" Shit!" I sat up feeling around for something to cover my self with. My hands found Norm's shirt and I pulled it on right as Sully opened the door.

" Dammit wheels! Just wait a second."

" Shit Trudy! Put some fucking clothes on!" He covered his face with a hand spinning his chair around.

" Screw this, Grace can come get you herself." He slid the door shut and then he was gone.

I shook my head muzzily and curled back in Norm's sleepy arms.

" Wha Jake wan?" His voice was sleepy and slurred like a drunk's.

" I don't know, and don't care." I took a deep breath my head tucked into his sholder checking my watch.

0300, who the hell would want me awake at three in the fucking morning? What the fuck did Grace want? I fell asleep again still wrapped in Norm's shirt his arms just as warm.

I'd been with Norm officially yet unofficially for close to three months and yet like everything on Pandora it felt so much longer.

When I woke up it was Grace pounding on my door this time. I sat up and put my knees together, looking around I realised I was sitting in Norm's lap and he was still laying down fast asleep.

" Trudy! Open this goddam door!" Grace barked throwing open the door as I pulled the blanket up so it'd cover Norm. " Oh damn who the hell is-" Right then Norm decided he wanted to wake up and more importantly sit up. " Norm?"