.2 monday night
So Cam and I went walking down the boardwalk at the beach around sunset. We were just talking and laughing and getting to know each other. It was really easy just to be around him. I didnt really feel any pressure around him, which was a nice change of pace compared to how I normally feel around guys. As we were walking down to the beach I saw a blnaket layed out on the beach with a basket. I thought to myself, "who would leave that there", but as I was thinking that Cam walked ahead of me and sat down.
As I looked at him confused, he said he put it here while I ran to the bathroom. I didnt know how to react, the only way I could at that point was just to sit there with my mouth open. He chuckled at me and just gave me the biggest grin. I had no idea what to do, all I could get out was "oh my god". Once I finally got my thoughts together I ran over to him and gave him the biggest hug in the world. "This is the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for me, Thank you" I said while still hugging him. "Anytime, anyone as sweet as you deserves this" he said as I went to sit down.
He opened up the brown basket and handed me a cup, followed by a plate, and a napkin. I had no idea what we were planning to eat until he pulled out apple slices and soem turkey sandwhiches. I smiled at him, "apple slices are my absoulte favorite". " I know" he said at me with thoses big eyes of his. We ate and continued our conversation, with laughs and teasing. I seriously was so shocked by this I didnt know what to do. Throughout the conversation ,we both gradually ended up scooting next to each other till finally we were side by side. It was nice just sitting next to Cam.
As we were sitting next to each other Cam grabbed something else out of the basket. I saw chocolate covered strawberries, and I think I died a little on the inside. " I hope you like these, I know most girls do, and I know you like strawberries because sometimes I smell your shampoo" he said, followed with a half smile. "I love them and the fact you noticed my shampoo scent" I smiled. We both went to eat them, then I stopped just to look up at the sky, which was the prettiest shades of orange, red and purple Ive ever seen. Cameron looked at me with a strawberry,"want a bite?" "sure", as I took a bite of it, trying not to make a mess. He smiled at me and finished the strawberry. There was one more left, so I took it. Cameron made a sad puppy dog face, I giggled " do you want this?". He nodded and I fed him the strawberry. Everything about this picnic was perfect.
We finished the strawberries and just sat on the beach looking at the water and the sunsetting. As we were watching the waves break upon the shore, he put his arm around me very cautiously, I smiled and leaned into him. It was nice just cuddling with him on the beach and just watching everything, it was so peaceful, it seemed like nothing was going on around us, jsut me and him on the beach enjoying each others company. Unconciously I shivered, realizing it started to get chilly, so I snuggled up closer to Cam and he was more than willing to let me get closer to him. He was very warm, and the sun was just about gone and I knew we had to leave, which started to make me sad. I just decided to look up at the boy who took me here and he was already staring at me with the biggest smile I sware Ive ever seen on him, Which in turn made me smile just as widely back. As we were smiling our heads slowly started getting closer, and I could feel his heart starting to race, which in turn made my heart to start to race. We both finally got close enough were we were centimeters away, both of us a little afraid to make the moved to close the gap. Then I felt him take a deep breathe and he quickly leaned in to close the gap, and I suddenly hear beeping.
I wake up to my alarm telling me its 6:05 and I have to wake up for another day of school. Seriosuly? that was all a dream? ughh. I got up a little disappointed to not know how the dream ended and hopped into the shower. During the shower all I kept thinking to myself was did I really just have that dream and did my alarm really go off before I kissed him? I mean come one now if Im going to have a dream like that i think I could at least knwo how the kiss went. I was so annoyed at this point and my shower was done. I headed from the bathroom to my room to go find clothes to wear for the one class I had today and I heard a beep. I ignored the beep until I got dressed and finished processing this dream. I guess I did like cameron a little bit more than I thought, well if we are friends I hope it wont be awkward to see him. For most people after a somewhat personal/romantic dream of the person they get a little weird. I wont Im just more suprised I had that dream, but after last night, it wasnt completelt shocking. I finally got dressed and checked my phone.