The clocked read 5:30 and I had no idea what to wear. I started rummaging through my drawers and found a cute purpleish button up and Id match that with a pair of jeans and some flip flops. I was pretty sure this was just going to be me and Cameron so I was both nervous and excited. I was really interested in him, so I hope tonite went well. I ran down stairs, yelled to my mom where I was going, gave her a hug goodbye and went off the starbucks.

I got there before Cameron which I was glad about because I wanted to buy him something for once. I went in and ordered him a Grande Caramel Frappacino and myself a venti passiontead lemonade Sweetend. I grabbed both our drinks and sat outside to wait for him. I was a little worried he wasnt going to show up though. I checked my phone, 6:30, ok where is he?. I needed to relax, he was coming, mayeb he got lost or hit traffic, or the boys tried to give him advice, oh boy. I couldnt understand why I was freaking out so much, I guess its because I really did like Cameron, I mean besides his looks. He was an all around good person, he was such a sweetheart when he spilt his coffee on me and even after, he was a true gentleman.

I was so lost in thought I didnt even realize he got there until he was walking over to me, with the biggest smile on his face. My god did I love his smile. When he got to me he gave me the biggest hug and a kiss on the cheek. I think I died on the inside. He looked behind me and realized I bought his drink, "You didnt have to get me my drink." "I wanted to, you bought me dinner last night, and paid for bowling, its the least I could do" he looked confused by that statement. "I appreciate you paying but I wanted to do something nice for you" I said with a smile. He sighed and we sat down. We talked about what he did today and how recording went. The boys are starting the beginning of a new album and we talked about how the boys are doing and how his bass recordings are going. He wasnt sure the next time he was going in, but he said when he found out he'd let me know and that I should come watch. I smiled with that, I would love to watch him record things.

We continued talking, we discussed classes and how excited we werent for tomorrow, but it made it better that we were in atleast two classes together. I couldnt get over the fact that he was happy about being with me, like jsut talking or glaad that we shared a class. I honestly did not know what to do with myself after that. He asked me questions anbout life, what its like growing up here, what I look for in a guy, how my last relationship and if hes annoyed me yet. With that last question I simply smiled and said "I doubt you could annoy me ever, Im suprised I havent annoyed you yet" and he responded with. "Never".

The night went well, it was nice and relaxing. It felt so natural to be with him just talking about nothing and everything. It was nice to get to hear about him and his family. He talked about growing up all over and his house in Hawaii. He was so interesting and I sware I couldnt listen to him talk forever. WE both finished our drinks and continuted talking, we had alot in common liek music we both like, food with both like and things of that sort. It was nice and very enjoyable. I looked down at my phone and it was 9:00. I laughed at how much time passed and we didnt even realize it.

The starbucks employees very politely told us that they were closing and we had to leave. We both apologized and slowly walked to our cars. I really wish this dateish thing didnt have to end. "So can we consider this a date? I know thats very out there but I wanted to know" he asked cautiously. I swore my smile must have been huge, "If you want to call it a date then we most definately can". He jsut looked at me with both a schocked, confused, happy look and I wasnt sure how to take that. He didnt say anything for what felt like a good 5 minutes, "This was my first legit date". "Suprisingly enough it was mine too". He looked suprised by that, but it was true, yes Ive had a boyfriend before but we never really went out like this, it was nice. Cameron walked me to my car and I wasnt sure what was going to happen, I got butterflies in mystomach thinking about it. We got to my car and I unlocked it, he opend the door like a gentleman and said, "next time, Im taking you on a proper date, where I pick you up and I pay". I giggled, "fine, if thats what makes you happy". He nodded, I gave him a big hug goodbye and we were in t hat hug for a very longtime, but I wasnt complaining it was a good hug, note to self: Camerons like a human teddy bear. After the hug we stood there for a minute not sure what to do, jsut looking and smiling at each other and thats when I was heading into my car and he pulled my hand and bent down and kissed me. It was gentle and quick but it was nice, even his kiss had a gentleman feel about it. He leaned back up and smiled at me, as I smiled back at him.

We just stood there smiling at each other for awhile, we didnt even say anything. We didnt really have to, I think by that kiss we knew how each other felt. There was such a nice feel to that kiss and such a spark, I think we were both stunned. We were interupted by his phone ringing, "hello?" he answered, "Hi, were just leaving now Ill be back soon, bye" and hung up. I laughed at how fast that conversation lasted. "Zach?", "no actually it was michael, I think they wanna know how tonite went" he said with a confused look. "well what are you going to tell them?" "Well I will tell them that I got to know you really well and well I really do like you, oh and that we kissed, I think Michael would like that one", I smiled at that comment, he looked slightly embarassed by that one. "Well good, im glad, I had a great time too, and I really like you too". His face looked shocked,"you really like me?", I nodded. "wow, this is new to me" I smiled at him, I seem to do that alot, I got on my tippy toes to kiss him, I kissed him and said "I had a great time tonite but you better go before they get worried" He stood there smiling, "ok, ill see you tomorrow morning, goodnight", "night".

I jumped into my car and I realized I couldnt stop smiling. I guess thats what he does to me. I dont think this smile would stop ever. I was suprised at what such a great time I had with him. You know that saying, I think by , whre it goes somethign like, you dont want to sleep because reality is better than your dreams? Oh yeah, I feel liek that right now. I got home, and everyone was in bed already, so I headed to my room and got ready for bed. I finally laid down and didnt know what to do, I was so happy. We got to know each other and we finally told each other how we felt, and we both feel the same way and that kiss. ughh. I was just interested to see how school went tomorrow with him. I fell asleep just thinking about everything about us.