It was another dreamless sleep and I was awoken by my mother yelling. Once I gained full consciousness I realized it was at me. I over slept through my alarm and was probably going to be late for school. Great, I looked at the clock 6:55, I typically leave the house around 7:05, 7:10. I knew I had to be quick, I jumped in the shower and took the quickest shower ever, a total of 3 minutes. I had no idea what I was going to wear, so I found a pair of jeans and an old tshirt from high school. I finally got into the bathroom to scrunch my hair and it was 7:05, nice, not terribly late. I finally left the house at 7:12, I was relieved to know I wouldn't be late.

I got to school around 7:40ish. So I decided to go to class and catch up on some reading I had to do for a later class. I walked into class and there was only three other people there, also doing homework. I sat down and began reading, I also began thinking how only 2 days in this class I was doing the exact same thing and met Cam. Lets just hope Cam doesn't have coffee today. Speaking of Cam I haven't heard from him since our kiss, and that made me nervous, so I figured I wouldn't get terribly worried until he got to class to see if he talked to me or not.

I looked at my clock and it was 7:55, class starts at 8, where is he? Oh well, maybe the band had something to do today. I continued to read, a little bummed out that he wasn't here. I guess maybe I messed up and shouldn't have kissed him, but I totally enjoyed it. 7:59, I guess he really wasn't coming. As I thought about that I noticed something out of my Peripheral vision, there was someone trying not to drop anything, not very well coordinated. I looked up and it was Cam, I smiled, in his hands he had 2 ice coffees and all his books. He walked over to me and handed me one, "sorry I'm late and I didn't text you but I wanted to surprise you". I didn't know what to say, "Thank you!, I actually got worried you weren't showing because of well, ya know" He looked surprised, and right as he was about to answer the professor came in and started class. Ughh.

Class seemed to take forever when your wondering what someone was going to say to you. The next hour and a half seemed like eternity, and I think it was for Cameron too because every so often I caught him looking at me from the corner of his eyes. Class finally ended and we resumed our conversation.

"wait you didn't want last night to happen?" I looked shocked at the way his tone came out, "No, of course I did, but I mean I hear how shy you are and how the guys help you sometimes and I didnt want you to feel like we rushed into kissing", He just looked and smiled at me, "Well yeah the guys help because I don't know how to deal with girls, they told me to kiss you, but I honestly wanted to kiss you when I walked you to your car after bowling." Well, now I felt less bad. "Oh, well I'm glad to hear that, and you don't have to worry about how you are with me" I said with a smile. He took that into consideration, as we walked into the quad in silence, I felt like I said something wrong, and I decided to sit on the bench for a minute. "But I do have to worry how I am with you, because I don't want to ruin anything" I looked at him and he continued, "I'm usually not this open with people this quickly but there's something about you, that tells me I can be open with you and you wont judge me for it, but I often time lose girls to other guys, one main guy being Zach, so I worry about me losing you, so I'm scared to get attached" I honestly did not know how to react, did he really just confide in me like that? I'm glad he did, I guess I'm going to be open to, ok here it goes, lets hope this doesn't come out wrong, "Well Cam since were being honest and open, know its tough for me too, but I'm not other girls, I like you for you. I don't want Zach or any other guy, im interested in you and like you a lot and I cant believe im admitting this to you right now, but you spilling coffee on me was the best thing to ever happen to me", He looked confused by that last statement. "Why was me spilling coffee so good?", "Because now I got to meet you, and you always make me smile and I feel different around you, a good different". He smiled and nodded,"Oh, well Im sorry we had to meet that way, but I will tell you this, I have never been more interested in a girl until I met you, like for some reason I always want to talk to you and be with you, sorry if that's a little much but its true, I really do feel something different with you" I just looked at him and smiled, "I feel something different with you too, and I always want to be with you, its weird, this is new to me". I looked down after that statement because I knew I was turning red.

I felt his hand brush my hair out of my face, "you have to get to class, Ill save you a seat in English" I smiled at him and nodded, "Ok, Ill see you later", and I bent down and kissed him on the cheek. Great as if Math wasn't boring enough I had to deal with Cam and I just admitting to each other that we really do like each other and want to always be around each other. This cant be healthy, well the part of us having a such a strong connection so quick, I have no idea what to think.

My page in math was filled with little notes and mainly pictures of question marks I didn't even realize I wrote. The entire class was really me just thinking about Cameron and I, and if he told the guys about this. Then I realized what Zach said about Cameron not being able to stop talking about me and being serious about me and that's why he tested me so early. Zach also said the guys like me for him and if they know how serious this is, at least on his part that's good. The only issue with this is the big thing in the back of my head, Hes in a band, hes only in New York for 6 months, then he goes on tour and such. I worry about that later down the road, me and Cam weren't even dating yet.

Math was finally over and I walked out of class to see Cameron waiting for me outside of class. I was so surprised by that, that I went up to him and gave him the biggest hug causing him to chuckle a little bit. "Hi, I'm happy to see you too" he said in between his little laughs. "You didn't have to wait for me, our class if only down the hall but it is cute of you", I couldn't stop smiling. "The littlest thing really make you happy don't they?" I smiled and nodded, "you have no idea, Id rather go for like a surprise drive somewhere then go to a big fancy dinner. I'm a simple girl", "well that will be noted" he smiled and pointed to his head.

English wasn't terrible. Sitting next to Cameron was nice and we just kinda smiled at each other through the entire class. i was excited about all the new things we just found out about each other, and that I was taking a nap after this, but I had to come back in like 3 hours, eww. Class ended rather quickly and Cameron walked me to my car, as we were walking he surprised me by grabbing my hand. We both just smiled at each other as we held hands. We finally got to my car and he sighed. "Whats wrong?", "Honestly?, I hate goodbyes" I smiled, "its not goodbye silly, Ill text you and such, just not from 1-2 prob cuz I'm taking a nap when I get home then I have class 310-410". He looked happy for some reason."Can I drive you back to class, so you don't have to find a parking spot, that when Ill do the grocery shopping for our apartment, and Ill pick you up after". I wasn't sure if I should let Cam drive me, but hey not wasting my gas and seeing him more was nice. "Ok, Ill text you my address in a few minutes" We said out goodbyes with a huge hug and a quick kiss which made us both smile at each other. I swear kissing that boy I could never get used to.