It's been three days and I haven't heard anything from Cameron. To say I was upset would be an understatement. I'm sad and pissed off majorly. I don't open up a lot, and then I did and bam, I need a break? I was on facebook and an allstar weekend picture came up. I went through the pictures and started tearing up, stupid emotions. Of course as I'm tearing up my mom knocks on my door, "Kerri can I come in?". If I said no she'd come in anyway, "sure, mom" as I minimize the page. "I just wanted to know what's going on with you, you were barely home Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday and now your always home, and your looking all sad and depressed." I started to tear up even more, well I guess I should tell her now.
"Well mom, I met this boy on Monday, whose in a band and he spilt coffee on me Monday morning, and gave me a shirt to wear, then invited me out to dinner then bowling with himself and the band because he still felt bad" ugh I miss that night. "Hes the nice sweet type, and I started to like him, then Tuesday I went to my class, and I met one of the guys Zach who is a sweetie for breakfast and he was "testing me" to make sure I wasn't going to ditch Cam for someone else, because he apparently has bad luck with girl." with that statement my mom laughed a little bit, and I continued, "he apparently freaked out when I didn't answer him during my nap and Zach texted me to make sure I wasn't freaked after breakfast, I texted Cam back and we went to starbucks that night, we were there for like hours and then he walked me to my car and we kissed and I was super happy". I looked at my mom to see her reaction, "Cam? his name is Cam, or is it Cameron?, and you guys kissed? if hes as shy as you say he is, woah." I looked at my mom and nodded, "his names Cameron, but I call him Cam and I know I was shocked when we kissed to and hes only here for a few months because their recording an album, but I didnt get to the best part about it yet". My mom was shocked she didn't know what to say or do. "This next part is why I'm so confused mom".
I started to explain my Wednesday to her, the day everything went from great to a complete disaster. "Well, Wednesday was both bad and good, I was worried he wasn't going to show up to western Civ, but he did with a coffee for me, it was so sweet. Before I went to math we opened up to each other, it was great. I went to class confused and happy, then he was waiting outside my class for me, it was the sweetest thing ever and we went to English together." I was trying to read my moms face, that was impossible, "well anyway, I went home napped, he picked me up and took me to my class, went grocery shopping, and picked me back up and we went to the guys apartment" That's when my mom made a face. "Breathe mom, nothing happened, he gave me a tour of the house I ended up talking to Nathan about his girlfriend back in Cali and how its tough on them with him traveling, but they make it work, then Cam drove me home". I could feel the knot forming in my throat, and I felt my eyes starting to tear again, "Well he looked at me weird so I knew something was up, and we didn't talk the entire car ride. We got to the house, he said we needed to take a break and that he would text me when he was ready, and now its been 3 days." That's when the tears actually started to fall, and my mom just hugged me. "Hunny, I know its tough, boys suck, and that's a very odd situation. I wonder what happened with him" I giggled, "me too, mom, me too". "well Kerr, if you don't hear anything in 2 days, slowly start to move on, I know its going to be hard, but it will be better than wallowing in it, and if you need to talk I'm here" I smiled,"thanks mom". With that she walked out of my room and I just sat there, not sure what to do.