A/N: Now I wanted to make some things clear...Some. Okay this is probably going to be a like 30-some chapter fanfic. And PM me if you want to work on a fanfic with me. It will be fun. Anyways...Uh...Enjoy.

Chapter Nine-

"This heart beats, beats for only you"

I packed up my clothes and pulled the black hoodie over my head. I was really doing this. I was really going to leave Eli. I shook the guilt out of my head and grabbed my Duffel bag and pulled it up on my right shoulder.

I checked the alarm clock sitting just aside from my bed and saw it read, 2:19AM. Everyone had to of been sleeping. Eli was probably confused about what I told him earlier. About everything.

As I exited the room once known as mine I grabbed the note off my dresser and hurried across the hall to Eli's door and slid it under. As I did this, tears clouded my vision. But I just tried to prevent them from falling out.

I stood back up into place and quietly walked down stairs and pulled the door open gently and walked out onto the front porch and shut the door behind me. Soon I found my self cluthing the handle bars on my bike and swinging my legs over it, and riding into the pitch black, eye piercing night. ...

...

When I arrived at the enterance to the woods I felt like what I was about to do was extreamly idiotic. Like I was taking things to the extreme. But I couldn't hurt Eli anymore. I couldn't allow Eli to be forced back to that extreamly sick, demesticated place where no damaged, beautiful boy should go to. I needed to leave everyone once and for all.

I sat on the damp wet pavement and waited patiently for Xavier to appear with his abusing ways.

"Mom? Dad? I'm home from school!" I called. I sat my stuff down by the rim of the couch and walked into the kitchen. It was silent and very creepy I must say. When I walked into the kitchen there, my stalker, Xavier stood. He had a butcher knife at hand that spilled small amounts of blood from the point.

"What did you do!" I shrieked. He walked closer to me with a scarsim facial expression. I began to panick when I found my self in a puddle of blood. And right next to me was my two beloved parents.

"We can be together now! Just you and me!" Was he psycho?

"YOU KILLED MY PARENTS! YOU..YOU KILLED THEM!" I punched his chest and began to run up my stairs when a hand extended and pulled me down the staircase harshly.

"Don't run. All this time they've been trying to protect you." He plunged the knife into my side. I winced at the regardless pain. "From me. All the camping trips they took you on. You'd have to leave early becasue they heard I was coming up. Just for a visit. That's all. I love you Clare. Your mine now!" He held my left arm and pierced his nails into me rarpidly.

"AHHH!"

"Scream my name! Scream IT!"

"FITZ!"

I opened my eyes and regained reality. The day my parents died...The day when they variously lied there not breathing with cuts and slits in their throats made my memory hurt.

My cellphone buzzed and I pulled it out of my pocket. It was from "X."

Clare,

I'm not ready for you.-Yet- I want you to pain Eli. I want you to be what I am. I love you...

-X (A.K.A Fitz)

Rage grew in me and I threw my phone to the ground and screamed. He was gonna leave me bleeding eteranlly inside. Leave me wanting him to just kill me off.

I got back onto my bike and road home. I road it carlessly making cars honk their horns and all. But I didn't care. I knew once I'd get home I'd be grounded. Eli would be confused still and I'd be hurting.

When I arrived at the house there were two ambulance trucks and one was loading a green eyed boy onto an orange stretcher. I ran over to CeCe and Bullfrog who were in a symphony of sobs.

"WHAT HAPPENED?" I cried.

"He cut himself...Deep this time." I ran over to the stretcher and saw blood gushing from his arm. He was wounded. I felt like crying, but already was.

"What's gonna happen to him?" I cried even more louder. Bullfrog glared at me holding a bloody towel.

"He's going to Crodane." This was all my fault. Everything I chose to do effected someone's life somehow. I needed an escape...

But how?

(End of chapter nine)

A/N:Okay that wasn't one of my best. But there you go! Review!