A/N: Hey...Um...Like usual I have a couple things to say. First off, Thank you to the bands, He is we, Red, Saosin (They're song is the name of the fanfic :3 ), Superchick..Ect. You can see the rest on my profile page. It says the songs that are meant for this fic. I guess that's all I wanted to say...So... 0_0

P.S. This chapter is also meant for the song Pieces by Red. Check it out while your reading this. Tell me if it fits really well. Love you guys! Enjoy.

Chapter Fifteen-

"Haunting Memories" Part 2

It had been a whole week since my accident. But It's also been a whole week with out Clare. It drove me slowly insane. Was she okay? Was "X" on her tale? I needed to know.

I sat by the window elegically on the other side of the room. The pale, blinding light hit my eyes before me and I peered right out at the patients spending they're time wisley before they were locked up in here again. Before they had to say goodbye to they're daily freedom and say hi to the crazy house.

Brook sat on her bed reading a novel she must've gotten from the Hospital's library. It was called "Gone with the wind." I remember CeCe reading that book once. She said it was the best thing she's read in a long time.

I turned to her and coughed up a smile. I held the hidden bandage from my last slip up tightly and I began to talk.

"You know if you keep reading I might commit suicide." I joked. She smiled, with her blue eyes still locked on the book.

"Too bad. This book is really good. You should read it."

"Look Brook. I'm lonley right now. I need someone to talk to. Your the only person." Brook closed the book and set it off to the side. Then, taking her left hand, patted the spot on her bed for me to sit next to her.

Once I was seated she began her rambling and asking questions.

"So, are your potential "urges" getting better?" I nodded.

"Yea...It still hurts. Hows your problems?" She shrugged. Her eyes fell. Something was on her mind. "I'm inlove with this guy but he doesn't understand. Nothing at all." Just when I thought we had finnaly gotten over this subject it just HAD to fling it's self back. I sat up straight and looked directly at her, and said calmly.

"Brook you already my perspective on this situation. GET OVER IT!" My whole body pounced off of the bed and I started my old habits by pacing around the room. Biting my skin until I cut off circulation. Yata Yata!

A knock came from the door and Brook's eyes shot right at me. Who the hell was that? Me and Brook didn't do anything. Another knock sounded, which the effect caused the knocker to come in.

The metal door carefully opened and when the person walked in a huge smile came on my face. I ran over to Clare taking her in my arms. The smell of her perfume and scent that was so familliar hit me and I laughed in joy.

"Clare! You're here!" I spun her around. Her cinnoman locks dangling with every motion. Everything was back to me now.

"Eli...You look so much better!" Clare shrieked.

"Yea...He had an accident." Brook huffed under her breath. I could feel my face becoming flush and soon Clare looked at me seriously. "What did she say?" All I could do was shake my head and brush it off.

I tugged on Clare's wrists and pulled over to my bed so that I could talk to her. Hopefully alone. Brook flashed us a look and a fake smile appeared. She grabbed her books and angrily left the room. Bitch.

"What's gotten into her?" Clare asked.

"She's off her meds. So how are things back at home? Is Adam alright? CeCe? Bullfrog?" She laughed and placed a small peck on my cloud-like lips and nodded.

"Yes. Adam is supposed to come up tomorrow to have a guys night."

That sounded like Adam. I pecked Clare and she pecked me back. Soon enough we were making out. This felt like...I had no words to describe it. But it made me, personally, feel closer to Clare.

Our connection was back.

When things were getting good Clare pulled away. Clare's eyes filled with tears. What's wrong with her? I tried sitting Clare back down. But it didn't work. She was sobbing now.

"Eli...I want you to know that no matter...No matter what happens I love you. Okay?" I couldn't even think straight right now. So I just nodded.

Clare wiped her eyes, kissed me by, and left. Leaving me confused. What was going on? Was Clare dying?

I wasn't gonna live this down. Was I?

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When I got home, tears where streaming like crazy. I didn't want to leave Eli. I loved him to much. But there was no way to break this, no way at all. I collapsed onto my bed, stuffing my sorrowful head into my fluffly pillow and sobbed like crazy. Remembering when Eli and I had first kissed. It panged in me. Really hard.

XXX

I sat on my bed, sobs dodging out of my eyes. Eli had been mean, jerk-ish, unbelievably mean…

But he went to far. Way to far.

A knock approached the door. I didn't want to see his face right now. Not ever!

"Go away!" I screamed. He knocked again.

"Clare. Let me come in!" I threw my pillow at the door and yelled.

"GO!" But that didn't stop him from coming in. I stood with infuriation filling my face. Once I was up we knocked into each other. His lips meeting mine. What was happening?

XXX

I turned to my side and the tears began dripping down my nose and onto my bed sheets. The thought of my camping trip with my parents rang back to me. I wanted it to stop.

"Leave ME ALONE!" I screamed at my mind.

XXX

"Clare could you please pass us the water. You're father drank mine and I'm dying of thirst." I smiled lightly and bent over to retrieve the water bottle.

We were all crowding around the warm cozy fire place. The smell of bark burning made my whole body tingle and I felt like this couldn't get any better.

"So, how is you're writing coming out? Any great ideas lately?" Dad asked. I shrugged taking a sip of water.

"Okay, I'm kind of concentrating on this one piece that I'm still trying to put together. It's called "Love and Forgotten" The two smiled and took in the woodsy odor.

My mother's phone buzzed and she excused herself from the fire and went out more to get good reception. I hated when they'd pick phone calls over family time. It drove me insane.

Minutes passed and finally my mother came back, only to pull my father aside.

I couldn't make out what they were saying. All I could hear was their muffled whispers and sounds.

Both of them exchanged glances and turned to me.

"Clare-bear. We're gonna have to cut this trip short. We have some…Work problems we need to go home and fix." Dad hesitantly cooled the fire down and headed back into the cabin.

"Mom, what's really going on-" She cut me off mid-sentenced by pulling me into the cabin.

"Just get your stuff and head to the car."

"But-"

"Now!"

XXX

More were imploding my mind and I thought I'd lost my sanity. They kept on coming to me. With out warning.

XXX

"Come over here, now!" I backed away from him. My head was loosing focus. I knew I'd be dead soon. I was just a matter of time. He held the knife at hand tightly, gripping the handle with as much power as he possibly can.

"Do as you're told! You hear me? Do as you're told!" My feet trembled before him and walked closer and closer to him.

The tears that were cornering my eyes were willing to fall but didn't. If he saw me cry he'd loose it. He'd want to just remain being my gruesome stalker.

"That's my girl. Now put your hands above your head." I stared at him with tear filled eyes. Confusion sweeping across my face. He barked at me again. But this time with more rage.

"Are you deaf?" At this point the knife was facing my neck and with one forceful move he compulsory the knife forward.

XXX

When I arrived at the enterance to the woods I felt like what I was about to do was extreamly idiotic. Like I was taking things to the extreme. But I couldn't hurt Eli anymore. I couldn't allow Eli to be forced back to that extreamly sick, demesticated place where no damaged, beautiful boy should go to. I needed to leave everyone once and for all.

I sat on the damp wet pavement and waited patiently for Xavier to appear with his abusing ways.

"Mom? Dad? I'm home from school!" I called. I sat my stuff down by the rim of the couch and walked into the kitchen. It was silent and very creepy I must say. When I walked into the kitchen there, my stalker, Xavier stood. He had a butcher knife at hand that spilled small amounts of blood from the point.

"What did you do!" I shrieked. He walked closer to me with a scarsim facial expression. I began to panick when I found my self in a puddle of blood. And right next to me was my two beloved parents.

"We can be together now! Just you and me!" Was he psycho?

"YOU KILLED MY PARENTS! YOU..YOU KILLED THEM!" I punched his chest and began to run up my stairs when a hand extended and pulled me down the staircase harshly.

"Don't run. All this time they've been trying to protect you." He plunged the knife into my side. I winced at the regardless pain. "From me. All the camping trips they took you on. You'd have to leave early becasue they heard I was coming up. Just for a visit. That's all. I love you Clare. Your mine now!" He held my left arm and pierced his nails into me rarpidly.

"AHHH!"

"Scream my name! Scream IT!"

"FITZ!"

I opened my eyes and regained reality. The day my parents died...The day when they variously lied there not breathing with cuts and slits in their throats made my memory hurt.

My cellphone buzzed and I pulled it out of my pocket. It was from "X."

Clare,

I'm not ready for you.-Yet- I want you to pain Eli. I want you to be what I am. I love you...

-X (A.K.A Fitz)

XXX

I sat up straight and tried catching my breath. I needed to leave as soon as possible. But not right now. I needed to spend time around sanity for a while.

I threw the picture frame of my parents onto the floor and remembered.

This once was they're fault.

(End of chapter 15)

A/N: Once again nothing to say about this chapter. So review about how crazy that was.

-Sapphy :3