A/N: I'm Back! Here's chapter 19! I'll probably end this soonish. IDK when but, well, I've lost my inspiration for this story…again! So, here's this chapter. Thank you for the reviews! :D M contents in here!

Chapter 19:

Kendall sat there, gasping for breath and sobbing into the cold ground. He soon felt warm arms around him, lifting him up and taking him back to civilization. He looked up at Logan's blurry face and sobbed harder. James wasn't coming back this time. He had lost him forever.

"Kendall, you didn't lose him forever. You just…he's upset. He needs time." It was only then Kendall realized he had whispered his thoughts out loud.

"I don't have time! He's really gone, Logan." By now, Kendall had started crying into Logan's firm shoulder, his breath erratic and coming in gasps. That stupid whole in his chest wouldn't go away. "He's gone, and it's my fault. I couldn't choose when he was there. I was confused…but I'm not, now! I need him…without him I'll die, Logan. I'll die."

Logan swallowed as the words sunk in. Without him I'll die. He sighed. Why did his friends have to put themselves through more pain when they clearly didn't need to? Why did they just have to keep doing these things? At least he and Carlos weren't like that…and he was thankful for that.

Kendall was asleep in his arms now, snoring lightly and gripping onto Logan like there was no tomorrow. At least he was still holding onto the dagger and ash, meaning that James could be saved along with Shane. Logan ran onto the road, stopping the incoming car with Carlos and Shane in it and getting in.

"Where's James?" Shane asked.

Logan sucked in a sharp breath and looked away. "I don't know."

"Well how is he going to be changed back if he's not here?" Carlos butted in.

"I don't know! All I know is that Kendall and James had a huge fight which left Kendall heart broken and James running off. I have no idea where he is at the moment. Shane would know, though, considering they're brothers and both vampires." Logan spat out, scowling at the window while holding Kendall tighter.

Carlos stopped and got out, dragging Shane along with him. "We need to find James. You said you wanted to gain back his trust…well, here's your chance. Find him."

Shane looked flabbergasted at Carlos' harsh words. "B-but-"

"Not buts, Shane. If you really want him to trust you and consider you his brother, then find him. If not, just go. You've hurt him enough, I think." Carlos spat, shoving Shane against the car.

"Get your hands off of me, you filthy werewolf." Carlos was shoved back. "Look, I've done all I can, but I'm not doing this. I just wanted to be human again and you're making me find him when it's going to be impossible? Well, I saw fuck him. I'm out." And with that, Shane sped off.

"Oh my God…" Carlos muttered, wide eyed.

"Did he-" At Carlos' nod, Logan looked back at Kendall, who was still sleeping.

"Ugh. Why do we have to always be the ones to fix everything?" Carlos asked.

Logan shrugged and sat in the passenger seat while Carlos sat in the driver's seat. "I don't know. But we need to find James, and fast."

Carlos nodded and drove off; leaving behind a jack-ass they called Shane.

They spent the night searching Mystic Falls, calling out for James in distressed tones. After three hours, they collapsed back into the car.

"You know what really bothers me?" Carlos asked Logan.

"What?"

"Shane called me a filthy werewolf…when I'm human…and, I don't know…but something tells me he knows something we don't."

Logan nodded. "I wonder what."

"Me, too." Carlos spoke. "But…what if I'm a werewolf again?"

"You're not, Carlos." Logan sighed.

"But what if I am? Then I would be able to search for James and I could find him and-"

"Carlos, you're not a werewolf! You're human." Logan stated, scowling.

"Fine then. I'm going off to find James and I'm going to try something because, face it, Shane does know something we don't. And I think I found that thing out. You can do what you want, but I'm going to find James. Take care of Kendall." Carlos said, before getting out and running off.

"God…why do we have to fight all the time?" Logan muttered, getting into the driver's seat. "Well, Kendall, where to?" At no answer, Logan said, "Fine. We'll drive to a hotel." And with that, Logan drove to the nearest hotel, a motel really, and decided to crash there. Kendall was sleeping on the bed when Logan went into the bathroom to shower.

"Nngh." Kendall was cut off when James jutted his hips up to meet the blonde's. James groaned again when Kendall rolled their hips and reconnected their lips together. James' and Kendall's shirts were gone, and Kendall's pants were unbuttoned and unzipped, James' hand buried beneath them while James' pants threatened to rip.

"Nngh…James…God…please…" Kendall moaned out. James, in turn, gently laid Kendall on the bed, climbing on top of the quivering blonde.

James looked up at Kendall, smirking and asking, "What do you want me to do?" James squeezed Kendall's length before pulling his hand out of the blonde's humid boxers.

"Please, James!" Kendall cried when James fingered the hem of his jeans and boxers.

"What do you want me to do, Kendall?" James asked again.

"Suck me." Kendall stated, fed up with all the foreplay.

"My pleasure." James answered before pulling Kendall's pants and boxers down at once. He stared at Kendall's erect member before leaning down and prodding it with his tongue. At Kendall's moan, he dived deeper, taking all of Kendall in before coming off with a popping sound.

"James!" Kendall exclaimed.

"Shh. It's ok. We'll be doing much more…" James trailed off, unbuttoning his jeans and pulling his pants and boxers off. At seeing Kendall's harsh swallow, he leaned forward and kissed the blonde gently, saying "It'll be ok. I swear."

Kendall awoke with a gasp, clutching at the sheets and covered in sweat and hard. He heard the bathroom door open and Logan step out, fumbling around in the dark room. Kendall quickly dashed up and into the bathroom, locking the door and turning on the shower and getting in. He finished his business, quickly jacking himself off and moaning James' name like a prayer, before getting out and walking into the room with his hair wet.

Logan smirked at him. "Have nice dreams?" At Kendall's blush, Logan laughed. "I see. I have a lot to tell you, though." Logan's smirk quickly faded as a frown took its place. "Uh…well…I don't know how to say this…"

"Spit it out, Logan."

"Shane left and Carlos is apparently a werewolf again and is out searching for James." Logan rushed out.

"What?"

"Shane left…as in is never coming back…and Carlos believes he's a werewolf and is looking for James." Logan said slowly.

Kendall sat down on the bed. "Shane's gone?" Logan nodded. "Carlos is a werewolf?" Logan shrugged. "Haven't found James yet?" Logan shook his head. "And we might very well have our powers back?" Logan shrugged again. "Well, did you try contacting Carlos, yet?" Logan shook his head, a blush splaying across his cheeks. "Of course." Kendall muttered, taking out his phone and texting Carlos.

Find James? R U a werewolf?

I smell him. I can smell & hear like I could w/ the genes. So, I'm assuming yeah.

Oh great. Thx. Update us.

Kendall sighed and looked up at Logan. "He's still a werewolf." Logan looked down. "I don't think we are, though. Not werewolves…but I mean I don't think we still have our powers."

"Yeah. I was about to say the same. Hey-" Logan was cut off when Kendall's phone buzzed.

I found him…in the woods…by this lake…I think it's called Mystic Lake? IDK…but there's a stake in his stomach…I took it out but he's not fending well…

Kendall looked up at Logan with wide eyes before typing in a quick message. We're on our way.

Kendall looked up at the ceiling of the car as they drove and whispered, "Please be okay, James. I love you."

A/N: This is kinda short, I know. But I wanted it to have some sort of cliff hanger! I hoped you liked it!

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