Disclaimer: I do not own any of the vampire academy characters that I have used in this fanfic.
Chapter Two – Without You
Practicing in the gym in the early hours of the morning was a very new experience. I was wearing my black sports bra and very tight black shorts whilst kicking the crap out of the punch bag. The stereo player was blasting out Without You by El Presidente. "Without you, I don't want anybody, without you, I don't need anybody, without you, what do you want me to do? Cuz there ain't no way that I could possibly love, without yo-" The music suddenly went silent. I spun round ready for a fight.
"You're here early." Dimitri said as I just stared at him. "What's wrong?" he said, as if he didn't know.
"I couldn't sleep. Too many things going on in my head. It's very distracting." I walked over to the stereo and pressed skip then play. Your love is my drug by Kesha came on. I went back over to the punch bag and started kicking the crap out of it. I was surprised that there was anything left after I had been kicking it with such force that if it swung back it would have knocked me off my feet. I started to sing along to the song.
"Maybe I need some rehab,
Or maybe just need some sleep,
I've got a sick obsession,
I'm seeing it in my dreams
I'm looking down every alley,
I'm making those desperate calls,
I'm staying up all night hoping,
Hit my head against the walls
What you've got boy is hard to find,
Think about it all about it all the time,
I'm all strung up my heart is fried,
I just cant get you off my mind
Because your love, your love, your love, is my drug,
Your love your love your love,
I said your love, your love, your-" The stereo went silent again.
"Enough!" I turned to him.
"What do you mean?" I was so confused.
"I've had enough. We are done for today" he crashed down on a chair and put his head in his hands. I grabbed my bag and made my way over to the stereo, which was situated right next to Dimitri. I reached my hand out to get my CD but Dimitri grabbed it and pulled me to him. He stood up and I was pressed against that god-like body of his. My eyes locked onto his smouldering dark brown orbs that looked as though they would devour me. As if I would fall into the darkness that was threatening to consume me. I went to push my hand through his hair when he grabbed my wrist to stop me. His eyes changed form being filled with desire to being filled with anger. "No!" He pushed me away and crashed down on the chair again. I stood in front of him trying to stop the tears from escaping and rolling down my cheeks.
"Okay." I forced out. "I get what you're saying." I tried to keep my voice level. "You don't want me."
"Finally, she gets it!" he stared at me with some sort of hate in his eyes. Was this really my Dimitri? He had never treated me like this before. What is going on?
"Yes. I get it. Goodbye Dimitri." I couldn't hold it back. A tear escaped and ran down my face. I turned and walked towards the door.
"Roza wait!" I just carried on walking. I couldn't face him. I got out of the door and my walk turned into a run as I heard him say, "Please! Roza!" But after a while, all I heard was my heart breaking. I ran to the only place I knew I would be alone. The cabin.
It was an old, disused guardian cabin. It was the only place in this school where you could actually hear yourself think. What am I going to do? What can you do? He doesn't want you. Deal with it. My head is telling me one thing, but my heart is telling me another. But which do I listen to? If I listen to my head I will be miserable, but if I listen to my heart and get it broken I'll be even more miserable. I sat on the disused bed and contemplated my future. I love him. I know I do. And that is worth fighting for. I will make him mine. He loses control sometimes around me; he must feel the way I do. How can he not?
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