Disclaimer: I do not own any of the vampire academy characters that I write about. Or Rinse by Vanessa Carlton. There are also a few lines taken from The Spaniard's Blackmailed Bride by Trish Morey.
WARNING: LEMONS IN THIS CHAPTER. Please be nice with the reviews it's my first lemon.
Chapter 3 – Rinse
"She'd do anything to sparkle in his eye,
She would suffer; she would fight, and compromise,
She's been wishin' on the stars that shine so bright,
For answers to the questions that will haunt her tonightShe must rinse this all away,
She can't hold him this way,
She must rinse this all away,
She can't love him this way
How she'd be soothed, how she'd be saved if he could see,
She needs to be held in his arms to be free,
But everything happens for reasons that she will never understand,
'til she knows the heart of a woman will never be found in the arms of a man, She must rinse this all away,
She can't hold anybody this way,
She must rinse this all away,
She can't love him this way
And if she runs away she fears she won't be followed,
What could be the worse than leaving something behind,
And as the depth of oceans slowly become shallow,
It's loneliness she finds...
If only he was mine
She'd do anything to sparkle in his eye,
She would suffer, she would fight, and compromise,
She's been wishin' on the stars that shine so bright,
For answers to the questions that will haunt her tonight
She must rinse him,
She must rinse him,
She can't rinse him,
She can't rinse him,
She can't, she won't, she must rinse him
She can't, she won't, she must rinse him,
She must rinse this all away,
She can't hold him this way,
She must rinse this all away,
She can't love him this way."
My eyes flooded with tears as I finished my latest song.
"Why can't she love him this way?" The unexpected voice made me jump. I didn't need to turn round to know it was him. The smell of his aftershave made love to my nose and his deep Russian accent sent shivers all over my body. I stood up and turned towards him.
"Because she can't have him, she must let him go even though she can't."
"Why must she let him go?"
"Because he doesn't want her." He walked over to me.
"Wrong." He snaked his arms around my waist and pulled me to him. His lips crushed mine before I had a chance to say anything. There was such passion and love in the kiss that made me wonder why he had changed his mind. I pulled back.
"What are you doing? I asked in a state of flux.
""I want you, Roza."
"But you said you didn't. That we can't do this."
"We can't do this. But I can't not have you. I need you." I saw the desire in his eyes.
"But you seemed to hate me."
"I thought it would be easier to hate you than give in to my feelings for you. It would ruin both of us."
"Why have you changed your mind?" He seemed so sure of his next answer.
"Because I love you, Roza." I felt like I'd been slapped around my face. He loves me? Why am I holding back? He loves me. I jumped on him wrapping my arms around his neck. My lips pressed against his with an urgency that scared me. The power that he had over me was frightening.
My hands slowly slide from behind his neck down his chest. I felt his breathing catch under my touch. My fingers itched to undo the buttons of his cotton prison an run them through the dark forest growing on his immaculate chest. His hands slid up from my waist to the small of my back, to the base of my neck leaving a trail of fire burning through my top onto my skin. He reached for the bottom of my top and it felt like an eternity for him to pull it over my head. I just wanted our naked flesh to rub against each other. He undid my denim shorts and they pooled at my feet leaving me standing in my black lace bra and thong. His eyes traversed my length, all the way from my eyes, searing a trail over my dhampir curves and down my long tanned legs to my pedicured toes and then all they way up again. Slowly. Taking in every inch of my skin. His eyes, heavy with raw passion and firm possession, finally returned to mine and it was all I could do to remember to breathe. "You are so beautiful, Roza." My hands returned to his chest to undo his shirt. His tanned skin felt so soft under my hands. My fingers tangled themselves in the dark hair on his chest. I pushed his shirt off his shoulders whilst placing a trail of light kisses up his neck to his jawbone. He dipped his head so our lips brushed sending an electric current through us. My hands made a trail from his shoulder, down his perfectly carved chest, past his flat stomach to the rim of his jeans, which felt tight underneath my touch as I felt around for the zip. He must have sensed how nervous I was so he removed his jeans himself to reveal very powerful legs.
The desire in his eyes mirrored my own, so much so that the underwear didn't stay on very long. He swept me into his arms in a heartbeat, capturing me in a tangle of limbs. I felt his throbbing shaft against my stomach as Dimitri trailed his fingers down my throat pausing at my swollen breasts. He captured a bud between his thumb and forefinger teasing and tantalising me. I think two can play at that game. I reached for his length. Breath hissed through his teeth as I caressed his silken shaft. "You're playing with fire," he warned, removing my hand and placing it back around his neck. He lifter me higher, wrapping my legs around his waist while our lips brushed and our tongues danced. "If at any point you want me to stop, please tell me. I don't want to hurt you," he said with such love in his eyes. He slowly let me down, absorbing all his length as he lowered me all the way. My muscles clenched and spasmed around him, my head thrown back and legs kicking as I exploded in his arms. There was none of the pain that I had been warned about, just pure pleasure. A kind of pleasure that should be made illegal. So sinful. I heard him mutter my name as we rocked together. I tried to match his rhythm to deepen his thrusts and coax me closer to my release. A wave of ecstasy drowned me as my inside shuddered and I reached my climax closely followed by Dimitri.
"Dimitri!" I moaned as I road on the wave of endorphins produced by our love making.
"Oh Roza! My beautiful Roza!" he grunted. He held me close to him as our breathing returned to normal. He put me down. " We should get dressed before someone comes in."
"Do you know what times it is?" He searched through his jeans pockets for his phone.
"It's 12."
"Shit! I was meant to meet Lissa an hour ago." I quickly dressed myself, hoping that Dimitri would hurry up because the longer it took him, the more I wanted to undress him again. When we were both fully clothed we left the music room. "I best go to Lissa." I said, even though I didn't want to leave him.
"I'll see you later then?" he asked unsure of my answer. I smiled at him and he returned it with that smile that I love so much. It made me just want to forget about Lissa and drag him to my bedroom where we wouldn't be interrupted.
"Yes, I'll see you later."
"Great." His smile was even wider.
"I love you."
"I love you too my Roza." I kissed his lips once more.
"Goodnight Comrade."
"Goodnight Rose." I turned away with the biggest smile on my face and practically ran to Lissa's room, knocking on the door until she opened it.
"Where have you been? You were supposed to be here an hour ago." I walked past her and sat on her bed while she closed the door.
"I'm sorry," I said still smiling, "I got caught up in the music room."
"You and that bloody music room…" she trailed off. "Wait. What happened in the music room?" I giggled at her as realisation dawned across her.
"What makes you think something happened in the music room?" She huffed at me.
"Well you're late and you have a very big smile on your face." I just kept giggling. "Spill!"
"Okay! Okay! I lost my virginity tonight." I said with a big smile.
"Really? To who? It wasn't Jesse was it?"
"Hell no! Even I'm not that stupid. To Dimitri." Her jaw hit the floor as she stared at me.
"Dimitri? As in Guardian Belikov? Your mentor? I thought you only had a silly crush on him. I mean I wouldn't blame you, he's gorgeous, but your first time is supposed to be with someone special." She was going full steam when I interrupted her.
"Lissa calm down. It was with someone special. It's not a silly crush. I love him." I couldn't stop smiling.
"You love him? That doesn't happen. You don't fall in love Rose."
"Well I have now, and he loves me." Her jaw hit the floor again.
"He loves you? Really? Aww that's really sweet… So how was it?" She giggled and I couldn't help laughing at her bluntness.
"It was unbelievable. We fit together perfectly. It's like we were made for each other." She looked at me awestruck.
"It was that good huh?"
"No." She looked confused.
"No?" She asked trying to confirm my answer.
"No. It was better. It was completely indescribable." She laughed and then some invisible hand slapped her.
"But what are you going to do? Staff and students can't have relationships."
"I don't know. I guess we will have to figure something out. We haven't had chance to talk yet. I raced over here as soon as I saw the time."
"Well you better think of something fast before the other guardians find out."
"I know, but what can we do."
A/N: please review else I'll assume that people don't like it so I won't upload anymore. I really don't want that to be the case because I want to share this with you and find out what you think.