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Chapter 5

Our lips were so close . . . until we hear a loud pitch squeal. I sighed and turn my head what it was. Lissa. God she pick the perfect timing to ruin the moment. Her eyes saw Dimitri arms around my waist.

"Sorry." She yelled.

I turned back around and give Dimitri a half smile and swam towards Christian and Lissa.

"What happened?" I asked.

"Oh, nothing. Christian was telling me something." She said. I rolled my eyes.

"Oh." Was all I said.

In the corner of my eye I see Dimitri wondering off somewhere but his face hold sadness. Once he caught me looking at him he put that mask up.

"Hey Rose?" Lissa called.

I turned to face her. "Hmm?" I kept thinking about how close we were about to kiss.

Does that mean he likes me?

Would he want to kiss me again?

My thoughts were interrupted by what she was saying.

"Has Adrian tried to contact you?" That brought my temper up.

When I was 17 I was dating Adrian who was 20 at the time. He was my first love. So I thought. We were dating for a few months and it was going really great. Until Adrian started to act different. He was starting to drink and smoke a lot. He was yelling at me all the time. When he comes to me drunk he tries to force himself on me. I was a virgin at the time. One night when he wanted me really bad and he was drunk I wouldn't let him touch me. So he hit me and kept on. It been happening almost everyday until he decided he wanted more. He wanted me. I beg and screamed for help while he took the one thing that was special to me. My virginity. Ever since then I haven't seen him but he would call me a lot. The only people who ever knew what he did was Christian and Lissa. I freak out when he calls.

"No I haven't." I said quietly. But they still heard me. A didn't notice I had tears in my eyes. They started to fall down my cheek. Until my brother wiped them away. He holds me tightly while I sobbed quietly and lay my head on his chest.

I forgotten that Dimitri was still with us until he spoke.

"What's wrong?" he sounded really worried.

"Its not my place to tell you." Lissa said quietly.

"I won't let him get close to you again Rose. He won't hurt you. I promise." He whispered in my ear. I knew he cared so much about me. Instead of speaking I just nodded.

I got out of his embraced and looked at him.

"I'm just going to be in my room for a bit." I told him. I needed to be alone.

"Okay." He said while he gave me a kiss on my forehead.

I turned around made my way out of the pool giving Dimitri a small sad smile. Lissa gave me a tight hug while placing a kiss on my cheek.

Once out of the pool I grab my towel and made my way up to my room. Once in my room I grab my guitar and sat down on the bed. Decided to write a new song to calm me down.

I closed my eyes and started to play softly.

I am outside
And I've been waiting for the sun
With my wide eyes
I've seen worlds that don't belong
My mouth is dry with words I cannot verbalize
Tell me why we live like this

I heard my door open to see Dimitri coming in. Sitting right in front of me.

Keep me safe inside
Your arms like towers
Tower over me

Yeah
'Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence
And oh, the promise we adored
Give us life again
'Cause we just wanna be whole

Lock the doors
Cause I'd like to capture this voice
It came to me tonight
So everyone will have a choice
And under red lights
I'll show myself it wasn't forged
We're at war
We live like this

He looked straight into my eyes while I sang my heart out to his.

Keep me safe inside
Your arms like towers
Tower over me

'Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence
And oh, the promise we adored
Give us life again
'Cause we just wanna be whole

Tower over me
Tower over me

And I'll take the truth at any cost

'Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence
And oh, the promise we adored
Give us life again

'Cause we just wanna be whole

By the time I had finished I saw his hand moved up and wipe the tear that fell down my cheek. His hand brushed my cheek while I lean into his hand closing my eyes. Out of nowhere I felt warmth, fireworks, loved. I knew how I got that feeling because his soft lips were on mine . . .

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