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Chapter 11
Dimitri was kissing another girl. I just couldn't believe it. Tears were streaming down my face. I turned around walk back into the studio. Christian stopped me and he looked concern.
"Rose what happened?" Christian asked.
I just shook my head and walk to get my purse. I heard a door slam and came in Dimitri. He looked sad and angry.
"Rose let me explain." Dimitri told me.
"What the hell happened to my sister Belikov!" Christian yelled.
"Please Roza." Dimitri asked desperately. When he reach out and grab my hand I slapped him across the face. He looked shocked at what I did.
"No Dimitri! It's over. I told you everything! I never want to see you again!" I ran out of the room before anyone can say anything. I kept on running until I reached my car. I heard someone call my name. I turned around and saw Dimitri running towards me. I hopped in my car and drove away fast.
I didn't know where was I going but I just knew I had to get away from them right now. I just needed to be alone. I end up pulling into a parking spot that's by the beach. I got out of the car and walk towards the shore.
I couldn't believe that he would do that to me. I told him everything I told him I love him. I just didn't think he would be one of those guys. I thought I finally found my happy ending but I guess faith has other things in mind.
While I was walking along the shore I saw couples that are happy. You can see the love they share. I couldn't help but feel jealous. I notice that it was sunset. I guess it was time for me to head home. I walked back to my car and checked my phone and saw I had 9 missed calls from Christian, Lissa and Dimitri. I also had 12 text messages all from Dimitri. I didn't bother reading the messages so I just delete them all. Once I finish with that I drove away from the beach and head home.
I was hoping Dimitri wouldn't be in front of his house. I couldn't bear to see him. I turned on my block and saw Dimitri wasn't out there. I parked in the garaged and got out of the car. I guess Christian heard me come in because he was at the door already.
I ran to his embraced and started to cry. He told me everything is going to be alright and other comforting things until I calmed myself down.
Once I was calm he led me into the house and to the couch.
"Rose, I know you are hurting but you have to let him speak." He said. I stared at him in shock. I couldn't believe he was taking his side.
I guess he read my mind by what he said next.
"Rose I'm not taking no one's side. He told me everything that happened. He did not kiss her Rose. She kissed him. That was his ex-girlfriend that he has no feelings for what so ever." I didn't believe anything he said. I just shook my head and ran up to my room. I closed the door and slide down crying my heart out.
Dimitri took half of my soul with him. I felt numbed . . .
I didn't notice I fell asleep until I heard a knock on my door. I got off the floor and open the door to find Lissa there.
She took one look at me and quickly put me in her arms. While I silently sob in her arms.
"I'm so sorry Rose." She said.
"I love him Liss. I can't stop thinking about him." I told her the truth.
"I know. I know." She said.
I spilled my heart out to her. I told her everything. Lissa stayed silent throughout the whole thing. She knew when to be there for me and let my feelings out without judgment or anything. She understood. That's what I love about her. Once I finished she gave me a hug telling me everything is going to be alright.
"Would you want to come to practice today?" she asked.
"Yeah I need to sing something it always makes me feel better." I said.
"You know you don't have to. He's going to be there."
I knew I don't have to but I know I'm going to be seeing him sooner or later.
"It's fine Liss." I told her the truth.
"Okay. Let's get you dress." She walks into my closet and pulls out my ripped skinny jeans and a white and black holter top.
"Put these on." I listened to what she said. Once I was dressed she did my make up with a light touch and put my hair in loose curls.
Once we were done we made our way downstairs.
"I told Christian I'm going to get a ride with you." Lissa said.
"That's fine." I said. We made our way to my car and I turned the radio on before heading out. The car ride was silent the whole way there. I parked in the usual spot and got out of the car with Lissa following me.
"Are you sure about this Rose?" Lissa was looking worried.
"I'm positive Liss." I told her only half lying. I was nervous and sad.
"Okay." Was all she said. We walked in silence and once we got to the room I was frozen while he looked at me.
"Hi Rose." Said Dimitri. His eyes hold sadness and desperate. He shouldn't be feeling that since he was the one who cheated.
"Hi." I walk away and towards the equipment.
"Alright Rose you going to sing by yourself for now then one with Dimitri. Understood?" Christian said. I just nodded my head.
Lissa started to play the piano. I looked at Dimitri when I started to sing.
Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
And I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, Yeah
Some people search for a fountain
That promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them
Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be
With no one to share
With no one who truly cares for me
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, you, you
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, yeah
If I ain't got you with me baby
So nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby
I had a tear in my eye but I quickly wiped it for no one can see. But Dimitri did. His eyes looked painful but still held love.
Dimitri was about to say something until we heard a knock on the door and came in my father.
"Hey kids." Abe said.
"Hey" we all said back.
"I came to check how the band is doing and to hear a song." He said.
"Sure why not dad. But the band is doing great we already got some songs recorded but we are just practicing right now." Christian said.
"Alright you heard my dad let's play. Oh and this is Dimitri dad he is new to the band." He said.
"Nice to meet you Mr. Mazur." Dimitri said while shaking Abe's hand.
"Nice to meet you too Dimitri." Abe said.
"Alright start playing some music." Said Abe.
"Yes sir." They all said. Lissa gave me a sorry face for the song we are singing. I mouthed 'it's okay'.
They started off with the guitar and we started to sing.
[Rose]
That's how much I love you
That's how much I need you
And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile? (No...)
[Dimitri]
But you won't let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)
Can't remember what you did
[Rose]
But I hate it...
You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long that's wrong
[Dimitri
But I hate it...
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't want to fuss.. and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you
[Rose:]
And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah...)
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you...)
And I hate how much I love you boy (oh whoa..)
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so (oh..)
[Dimitri:]
You completely know the power that you have
The only one makes me laugh
[Rose:]
Said it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I... love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain't right
[Dimitri:]
And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you (yeah..)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
But I hate that I love you so
[Both:]
One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...
[Dimitri:]
Yeah... Oh...
[Rose:]
That's how much I love you (as much as I need you)
That's how much I need you (oh..)
That's how much I love you (oh..)
As much as I need you
[Rose:]
And I hate that I love you so
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you (can't stand how much I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go (but I just can't let you go no..)
And I hate that I love you so
And I hate that I love you so.. so...
Dimitri sang into my eyes the entire time while I sang in his. I still love him no matter what. Dimitri gave me a sad small smile. My father approaches me and gave me a kiss on the forehead.
"That was great kiz." He said with a smile.
"Can I hear once more song by yourself though?"
"Okay." Was all I said. I got one of the electric guitars while everyone went to take a seat on the couch.
I started playing then started to sing a song about how I feel.
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do [CD version]
All the stuff that you do [radio edited version]
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
[Chorus]
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
[Chorus x2]
[x2]
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh..
I couldn't take my eyes of Dimitri.
"That was beautiful kiz." Abe said.
"Yeah." Everyone said.
"Thanks." I said then walked out of the room with a tear falling down my cheek. I went out the building and lean against the cool wall.
"Can we talk." I knew the voice from anywhere . . . .
Review! Longest chapter so far.
Songs – ain't got you by Alicia keys
Hate that I love you by ne-yo ft rihanna
My happy ending – avril lavigne