A/N: LOL I would have updated sooner but I've been super busy! XD So here is chapter 5…I'm so glad you guys like this so far! I've taken some of your earlier ideas and morphed it into this. XD I hope you like it!

Chapter 5:

Logan's plan of getting James and Kendall together had gone down the drain.

Fast.

The two were practically ignoring each other.

Let's clear that up.

Kendall was ignoring James. And everybody else that didn't have blonde curly hair, brown eyes, and was a girl named Jo.

Logan was only forced to watch his best friend find 'the love of his life' and his other best friend die slowly every day. Hell, even Logan felt some of James' pain.

It wasn't a good feeling.

It's been a week since Kendall's unhealthy obsession with Jo started.

Logan constantly asked himself what was Kendall's problem…and yet came up blank each time. The only theory he had was that Kendall wanted a distraction from James. Why, he didn't know. Not knowing was something Logan hated.

Like, punch-your-best-friend hate.

So that's what Logan did.

He punched Kendall.

Kendall was walking into the lobby with Jo hanging off his arm. Logan saw it as a chance, and walked up to him. And punched him in the eye.

Hopefully he would have a good black eye in the next hour.

As Kendall covered his eye, he gave Logan the WTF look.

"Unbelievable." Logan muttered, shaking his head and walking away.

Kendall didn't see what Logan was trying to get at. He didn't see James' new attitude.

Logan did.

James constantly wore long sleeve shirts. He never undressed in front of anybody. The lets-show-off-my-body James Diamond was now shutting himself off and covering his body. Logan hadn't seen James' abs or muscles in the past two weeks. That wasn't a good sign, at all.

James also picked fights with everybody. He had gotten into countless arguments with Mrs. Knight about petty things. He had gotten into a rage-filled fight with Jett once, and pummeled the poor sucker. Jett had a few broken ribs because of James.

James' rage and anger towards everything was getting stronger.

James had even slapped Carlos' cheek when Carlos had pried too much in his business.

The Latino had run off crying to Logan.

James also argued a lot with Gustavo, which caused him more work, which caused more arguing. It was an endless cycle that, luckily, didn't reach the other three.

Logan had even caught James walking along the edge of the rooftop of the Palm Woods one night. When it was windy.

That's what really shook Logan out of his little world.

James could have died that night.

And yet, the stupid idiot continued avoiding Logan.

Logan sighed. What was he to do? James won't talk to him, Carlos won't talk to James, and Kendall was off in his own little happy world of Girlfriend Land.

Wait.

That was it.

Kendall. Kendall could be the one to help James. And then they would look into each other's eyes and kiss and-

He really needed to stop reading Mrs. Knight's romance novels.

Logan softly groaned at the sight of Kendall and Jo cuddling by the pool. There he was, off in Girlfriend Land.

God, he needed a better name for it.

But Kendall didn't like Blonde Bimbopalooza or Bitch's Caverns.

Carlos wasn't very creative with names…but James' names for her and her land were just plain cruel.

Back on topic.

Logan marched over there with a scowl on his face. "Kendall."

"What?" Kendall looked up, eyes clearly trying to convey leave me ALONE!

Logan laughed. "I need to talk with you. Now."

"Can't you see-"

"It concerns someone's life, Kendall. I'm pretty sure you don't want someone to die."

Jo lifted her head and scowled at Kendall. "Just go help Logan out with this person whose life is on the line!"

Sometimes, Logan was glad for Jo's power of Kendall.

Kendall groaned. "Fine!"

Logan quickly grabbed the blonde's wrist and tugged him over into one of the villa things. "You idiot!" Logan exclaimed, smacking Kendall's chest.

"What did I do?" Kendall asked, his WTF face being displayed.

"Do you not see what James has been doing the past two weeks?"

Kendall looked down.

"I thought so." Logan growled, turning to walk away.

Kendall grabbed his wrist. "What's he been doing?"

Logan turned. "Do you not notice how he never shows any more skin that his hands and neck and face? How he's picking fights with everyone? Have you not noticed his absence at nighttime? You share a fucking room!"

It was serious when Logan swore.

Kendall looked down again. He had noticed those things. He just kind of thought that James was taking on the role of bad boy.

"And you know what he does at night? He doesn't go sleeping around, he doesn't go get drunk, and he doesn't go to parties! He goes to the fucking roof top and walks the edge in twenty mile per hour wind! That's what he does!"

Kendall looked up at Logan's face with wide eyes. It couldn't be true.

"He's contemplating suicide, Kendall. About two weeks ago, I caught him in a mental breakdown. He's been cutting himself, Kendall. He does it because his mom's dead, his dad's a fucking asswipe, and he loves someone who doesn't love him back. Do you know who that person is?"

Kendall shook his head. He was speechless. He just found out his best friend was cutting himself. That was a lot to take in.

"He fucking loves you." Logan growled.

No…it wasn't possible…

"Has for a long time. You can see it in his eyes."

Stop, Logan…you're not serious…

"He's been avoiding me, Carlos has been avoiding him, and you, really, are the only one that can save him. So you either do that, or go back to Jo-ho over there and watch your friend die."

Kendall swallowed. "You can't be serious…"

"He fucking loves you!" Logan shouted, slamming a fist to Kendall's chest. "It's the main reason he cuts, you idiot! You're the only one who can save him!"

Kendall pushed Logan away. "You're fucking with me."

Logan growled. "I'm not."

Kendall sighed. "Whatever." He turned to walk away.

"Kendall." The blonde turned back around. "If he gets up in the night, follow him."

Kendall nodded before walking away.

It was three a.m. when James left the apartment.

Kendall awoke to James softly cursing when he fell.

And, surprisingly, he did as Logan told him to do. He followed James.

He found the brunette on the roof top, walking the edge.

Kendall gasped almost inaudibly. Logan was right. Then he scowled at himself.

When was Logan ever wrong?

Not now, Kendall.

Kendall sighed but stepped towards James' figure. "James!"

James turned and his eyes widened. "What?"

"Get down from there!" Kendall scorned, tugging on James' wrist. James winced, the telltale sign that Kendall had been missing.

It was true.

James was a cutter.

Kendall started to tear up. "James…"

James' cold eyes melted as he pulled Kendall in.

"How could you turn to that?"

The brunette stiffened.

"You could have come to me with everything. I wouldn't have hurt you."

James pulled back. "Like you do every day?"

Kendall looked down. "She's only a distraction…"

"For what?" James yelled out.

"So I don't break down every time I see you with someone not me!" Kendall exploded.

James gasped quietly. "…What?"

Kendall nodded. "You heard me."

James looked down. "Logan told you everything, didn't he?"

Kendall nodded. "And if you use that blackmail against him, I swear-"

James flicked his wrist. "I get it."

"James…please…I can help you."

"How?"

"By being your boyfriend. I love you back, you know."

James sighed. "Really?"

Kendall smiled and kissed James' lips softly. "Really."

James laughed lightly. "Let's get back to the apartment. It's cold out here."

Kendall took ahold of James' hand. "Alrighty then."

A/N: OMG that didn't turn out the way I expected it to! Anyway, I hoped you liked it! I worked hard! XD It's about 2:30 in the morning here. So, yeah. Mmmhmmm. James has gone suicidal. D: I watched BT Break Up today. I think I gagged when I saw James in that mini fat suit and all the Kendall and Jo moments. But the end, James puts his arm around Kendall's shoulders or something and Kendall puts his arm around James' waist, they looked like a couple! SOOOO CUTE! XD Please, REVIEW!