Chapter 17
I was in shock. I didn't know what to say or do. All I knew was I'm carrying a baby. Dimitri's baby. I looked over at him, he was also in shocked.
"Well, I'll print up a picture and go get you some vitamins." Dr. Galvan left the room.
"Are you okay baby?" Dimitri spoke for the first time since we came into the room.
I didn't know if I was okay or not. All I knew was I am going to raise this baby with so much love no matter what. I couldn't help and think what if he didn't want this baby?
"Dimitri do you want this baby?" I was nervous to hear what his answer was.
"I want you and this baby more than anything." He said. I looked into his eyes and saw that he was telling the truth. I couldn't help the smile I was forming. Dimitri was smiling the smile that was so rare from him. I love that smile so much.
I jump on him hugging him tightly and he responded by hugging me back.
"Were going to have a baby." I said excitedly. No one was going to ruin this moment for me.
"God I love you so much Roza and our baby." Dimitri said while leaning his head on the crook of my neck.
"I love you too babe." I got back on my feet while putting my hands on my stomach. I couldn't help but smile at the thought of my child in there. I heard my stomach growled loudly. I was so embarrassed so I blushed a deep red. Dimitri laughed when he heard my stomach growling but stops once he saw I was on the verge of tears. Damn these hormones.
"Baby I'm sorry please don't cry." He said apologetically.
"I forgive you." I said. He gave me a quick kiss.
"Let's go feed you and the baby." He took my hand and led me to the door.
We went to the front desk and picked up the vitamins and pictures. I couldn't help but looked at my baby.
We made our way to Dimitri's car. Once we go in we drove to McDonalds.
"What do you want babe?" Dimitri asked. I thought about what I was craving for.
"I want a large coke and two cheeseburgers with fries. Also a small mcflurry." Nodding my head confident with what I order.
Dimitri's jaw drop.
"What?" I asked.
"Wow it's just that's a lot of food for one person." He said.
"I'm eating for two remember." I told him rubbing my stomach even if I don't have a bump yet.
"Oh yeah." Was all he said. I rolled my eyes at him. Dimitri orders my food also ordering him a cheeseburger. We got our food and headed home. But I couldn't wait to eat the food sp I started eating it on the way. I finished a cheeseburger and my ice-cream.
Dimitri was laughing at me because I spill some ice cream on my tank top. I was so angry.
"DIMITRI BELIKOV THIS IS SO NOT FUNNY." I told him angrily. I crossed my arms and turned my head away from him staring out the window.
"I'm sorry babe." Dimitri said while still chuckling. I ignore him. We turned down our block and I saw a car on my drive way. I knew that car from anywhere.
"Dimitri stop the car." I told him as quick as I can.
He stopped instantly. "What's wrong?"
"My dad is here." I told him.
"What do you mean your dad is here? You said he will be gone for a few days." Dimitri was getting worried. But I knew I had to tell my parents I'm pregnant.
"Dimitri I'll walk from here. I had to tell him alone." I said. His expression looked confused but then he got what I was meaning. His expression turned into anger.
"No, Rose you should not tell him alone. I should be there with you." He told me angrily.
"No Dimitri I have to do this on my own."
"No you will not!" Dimitri yelled. I stared at him in shock.
"Dimitri you are taking this out of control." I told him angrily.
"I am not taking this out of control. I'm just trying to go with my girlfriend."
I couldn't believe he was yelling at me. For me wanting to do this on my own. He needed to understand but he doesn't. That is what hurts the most. I turned towards him with tears in my eyes.
"When you learned how to control yourself, you know where to find me." I told him while getting out of the car. Once I slam the door he sped off not knowing where he was going. I couldn't believe he did that to me. I started walking towards the house and saw Christian waiting for me. Once he saw ne he ran down to me giving me a hug.
"Dad is home and I couldn't reach you. So are you or not?" he asked.
I nodded my head to tell him yes. "I'm almost four weeks."
"Wow I'm going to be an uncle. This is going to be fun." He smirked. I smack his arm playfully.
I sighed knew what I had to do. "I'm going to talk to mom and dad." I told him.
Christian nodded his head. "Okay. We'll meet you in the studio after." He walked towards his car. Once he was in he drove off. I turned around and headed inside the house making my way towards the kitchen.
"Were have you been Rose." My mom Janine asked. She was sitting on the table with my dad.
"The doctors. I thought you will be gone for a few days." I told them.
"We had to take care of some business here. Why were you at the doctors? Are you feeling well baby?" My mom was always so caring. I took a seat across from them.
"I have some news for you's." I told them while playing with my hands.
"What is it?" Abe said.
"No . . . please say you are not thinking of what I'm thinking of." She begged me. I couldn't look at her. I nodded my head to let her know that it is that. Tears started to fall down my cheeks.
"Why is nobody telling me what is going on." Abe said.
"Honey she's trying to tell us that she is pregnant." My mom said softly.
"WHAT!" Abe yelled and I flinch.
"Who is the father Rosemarie." He asked me angrily.
"The father is Dimitri baba." I said looking up to meet his blazing eyes.
He was about to speak but I cut him off.
"Listen I did not mean for this to happened. But I cannot go back now. I want to have this baby more than anything dad. But I cannot do this alone. The baby will need its father I do not want he or she grow up without him. Please give him a chance. Please." I begged him. Even though me and Dimitri got into an argument that will never break us. I would always love him. But it is true the baby will need its father.
"Look what he did to you Rose. He knocked you up." My dad practically telling me he is not good enough for me.
"I love him. You don't even know him." I told him while tears keep running down my cheek.
"Baby let me speak to your father alone. Go wait upstairs." My mom said. I nodded my head. I got up from where I was sitting and walk to my room. I got my iPod and lay on my bed putting some music on. While listening to music I felt someone tap me. I looked up and saw it was my dad.
"Come on were going to be late." He said. I walked out my room with him. We walked down the stairs and ran into my mom she gave me a small smile then walked off.
We made it to Abe's and Pavel was driving. God he is such a dick.
The car ride was silent the whole time. No one spoke or anything. We got to the studio and everyone was there already except Dimitri. I gave a sighed. I knew he probably was still mad.
"Okay sis, you know what to do."Christian said. I nodded my head at him and walked in the booth. I saw that my dad was standing right outside the window looking at me. The music started. I gave all I had into the song. (A/N video on profile. Rose acts the same way in the studio.)
Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete
Listen to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release
Oh, the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen
Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known
Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
I saw my dad was talking to someone on the phone.
You should have listened, there is someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
Oh, I'm screaming out and my dreams'll be heard
They will not be pushed aside on words
Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen
I notice Dimitri coming in and was listening to me sing.
Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known
Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't
Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but I will complete
Abe told something to Dimitri and I wanted to know what that was I needed to know. Dimitri smiled at him and walked away. Where did he go?
Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own, my own
Once I was finished everyone gave their cheers but I ignore them I wanted to speak to Dimitri but I couldn't see him anywhere. I heard the door open from the booth and saw Dimitri coming in. he walked up to me and grabbed a hold of my face softly and gave me a passionate kiss.
Dimitri broke the kiss and leaned his forehead on mine. "I love you." He said.
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