Chapter 26
Once we heard the crash I was the first one running up the stairs while everyone was behind me. What I saw was the front window was broken. There was glass everywhere, but what I notice was that there was nothing to detect what had broken the window.
I jumped when I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned around and faced Dimitri.
"What happened?" he asked.
"I don't know. I cannot find what had broken the window." I said. I looked around the room once more. That's when I notice Abe wasn't down here. So where is Noah? I started to panic.
"Where's Noah? Where is my baby!" I yelled. Dimitri ran to the front room and the kitchen.
"He's not down here." He said angrily. I ran up the stairs and check in the rooms. No this can't happen. My baby can't be gone. While I made it to the rooms I checked my room and found no one there and ran back to my parent's room. When I open the door I sighed in relief to find Noah and Abe surrounded by two of my father's guards.
I ran over to them and took Noah in my arms clutching him to my chest. Dimitri and the rest of the gang made it up the stairs by then. Once Dimitri saw us he came right over and took us in his arms giving a kiss on a sleepy Noah forehead.
"What happened?" I demanded my father.
"I don't exactly know right now. I came up here with Noah to put him asleep when we heard the crash. My guards surrounded us not to let anything or anyone come by while Pavel when to go check out what happened." He said. I had a gut feeling that I knew who exactly did this. But I'm just scared, scared for Noah. I don't want anything bad to him. I don't want to put him in this danger.
I was brought out of my thoughts when I heard Pavel coming into the room.
"What happened?" Abe barked at Pavel.
"I don't know what cause this sir, or who cause it. But it looks like it was meant to give a scared and the person who cause this was gone before we even checked it out." Pavel said.
Abe nodded at him and told everyone to get rest. I gave Dimitri Noah while I went to go get change. I made it to my room and stopped. I just stared at my door that had a note on it. I reached out and grab the note and read what it said:
See you soon.
Adrian.
I couldn't let Dimitri see this note. I know not to keep things from him but I knew he would not let me be by myself or perform tomorrow.
I scrunch up the note and throw it in the trash. I went to my dresses and put on a white tank top with black short shorts. Once I was dress I made my way towards the nursery where Dimitri just finished changing Noah. I gave them both a kiss on the cheek.
I grabbed Noah from Dimitri and sat down on a rocking chair getting ready to breastfeed him. I pulled down my tank and position him on my nipple while he started sucking.
I knew that I had to perform for the band even though I am exhausted. I just had Noah and I had to do a concert two days later that's too much. But the band did everything for me and if I don't do this we lose out a lot. I feel like I had to repay them somehow. They stood by me with Mason's death. Christian and Lissa especially stood there with what happened with Adrian and what still is happening. I had to do something for them.
But when I think about it, I had to do something about Adrian. If he doesn't get me he will hurt the ones I love. I can't let anything happened to Dimitri or Noah or anyone. I knew what I had to do now, but how?
I looked down and see Noah sleeping. I got up gently and put him in his crib. I walked out slowly closing the door softly behind me while taking the baby monitor with me. I walked back to my room and saw Dimitri sitting on the bed waiting for me. I went over to him sitting on his lap while his arms wrapped around me.
We sat in silence for the next few minutes until he spoke.
"I don't want anything bad happened tomorrow." He said.
"Nothing will happen. We will take Pavel and another guard of my dad's. While a few stay here with him and my mom. It will be fine." I assured him.
"I don't know Rose. I don't want you to go tomorrow you need to rest."
I turned and face him, "What do you mean you don't want me to go. I have to go." I told him.
"I don't want to you to go that's all I have to say." He told me. I can tell he was trying to keep calm about this.
I can't believe he doesn't want me to go. I have to do this. He doesn't see that I have to no matter what. I got off his lap and stand up facing him with my hands on my hip.
"I am going whether you like it or not. You have to go to." I told him. I knew I was being stubborn.
"Stop being stubborn. I am not going to go and neither are you." His patience was running out.
"You can do nothing about it."
"And what are you going to do leave Noah here. For god sakes he was just born two days ago and you're already going to go do a concert?" He shouted at me. I stared at him.
"What are you trying to say?"
"I'm trying to say is that you need to relax." He told me softly. I knew he cared about me but he still needs to know that I am going to do this.
I went over there and sat back down on him while putting my head on his shoulder.
"I need to do this for the band. They were here for me for everything I went through. If we don't do this we will lose everything we have worked for. I feel like I need to do at least this one thing for them from me." I said softly. I felt his arms around me pulling me into him more. We lay down and I put my head on his chest.
"We will do this for them. But I need you to promise me if you don't feel well or you don't feel right tell me and we will be out of there. Understand?" He said. I nodded my head too tired to speak.
"Go to sleep baby." He said while kissing my hair.
"I love you." I said while snuggling closer to him.
"I love you to Roza." I was barely able to hear it when darkness took over me.
I was getting ready for the concert today thinking about how this is all going to work out. I put on some skinny jeans with a baby blue and black corset and black pumps.
I did my make up smokey and my hair straight but then messed it up like I roll out of bed after having sex but in a sexy style. I was grateful that Dimitri got up last night with Noah letting me rest for today.
I was finishing up with the last touches when Dimitri came into the room. He was wearing a white button down shirt leaving some buttons unbutton showing off some of his chest with the sleeves rolled up to his elbows. He had on some black jeans and white shoes with his hair untied.
He looked delicious.
I was staring at him for too long when I looked up I saw him smirking at me.
"Enjoying the view babe?" He said while chuckling.
"Oh yes. A lot." I said.
"Come on we have to go. Noah is with your parents." Dimitri said while giving me his arm. I gracefully took it and we made our way out the house towards the cars. Christian left to pick up Lissa and everyone else was meeting us there. While me and Dimitri took one car we had another car with some of my dad's guards following us.
When we made it to the concert we were supposed to start in 5 min when I had some ideas.
"Hey guys I want to mix this up so we are going to have some rap mix with band and everything. I want to start with Eddie singing with me first." I said. Everyone nodded and we took our places.
I ran up the stage with my microphone.
"What's up everyone!" I yelled. Everyone cheered and I smiled at them. I nodded towards the band.
The music started and I started first.
Rose: Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Eddie: I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I sufficate
And right before im about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I'm leaving you
No you ain't
Come back
We're running right back
Here we go again
It's so insane
Cause when it's going good
It's going great
I'm Superman
With the wind in his bag
She's Lois Lane
But when it's bad
It's awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap
Who's that dude
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength
Rose: Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Eddie: You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
Of looking at 'em
You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom
And these words
When you spit 'em
You push
Pull each other's hair
Scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down
Pin 'em
So lost in the moments
When you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over
It controls you both
So they say it's best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It's a different day
Sound like broken records
Playin' over
But you promised her
Next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane
Rose: Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Eddie: Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn't mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper's just as bad
As mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love
You're just as blinded
Baby please come back
It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed
I'll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
I'mma tie her to the bed
And set the house on fire
Rose: Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
When the song ended I went and gave Eddie a hug because that was amazing and the crowed was cheering. We looked at each other but couldn't help but laugh.
I went to the front of the stage.
"Ready for some mix up!" I yelled while everyone cheered. I nodded at Dimitri while he was playing the electric guitar first. I went over and stand by him and started it off.
Now I will tell you what I've done for you -
50 thousand tears I've cried.
Screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you -
And you still won't hear me.
(going under)
Dimitri came in and sang back up.
Don't want your hand this time - I'll save myself.
Maybe I'll wake up for once (wake up for once)
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I starting walking towards the middle of the stage.
I'm dying again
I'm going under (going under)
Drowning in you (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through
I'm going under
Blurring and stirring - the truth and the lies.
(So I don't know what's real) So I don't know what's real and what's not (and what's not)
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again
I went and put my back against Lissa while she sang back up.
I'm going under (going under)
Drowning in you (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through
I'm...
So go on and scream
Scream at me I'm so far away (so far away)
I won't be broken again (again)
I've got to breathe - I can't keep going under
I'm dying again
I'm going under (going under)
Drowning in you (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through
I'm going under (going under)
I'm going under (drowning in you)
I'm going under
After that was played the crowd went wild and Dimitri came and gave me a kiss on the cheek. That was taking some energy out of me.
I made my way down the steps of the stage to get some water while the Lissa takes her turn. When I made it to my dressing room I grabbed a bottle of water and a small towel.
I was about to turn when I felt something cold on my head turned and see it was a gun. Then I felt a hand grabbed me by the neck. I was about to scream until I heard his voice.
"You're coming with me."
Sorry it's been a while since I have updated! I've been so busy. Thank you all for the reviews. It means so much to me!
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Songs: Eminem – love the way you lie
Evanescence – going under
