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So here is chapter 6. Enjoy. Grtz majobloem

When I arrived back at the border, Jacob and I walked back to Sam's. "So what did you and Bella do today?"
"Christmas shopping." I answered.
"Anything else?"
"Maybe. Why?"
"Christmas shopping isn't something I really need to keep from Edward, I think." Jacob answed.
"Just keep it away from Edward, like Bella asked. It's the best for everyone, especially for Nessie. I'll explain later."
"Okay." he shrugged.

When we entered Sam's house I got the same question again, twice. Once from Sam, once from Seth. And twice I told them the same thing as I had told Jacob.
A week passed. I had spent Christmas at Charlie's place, along with Edward, Bella, Nessie, a few of the wolves and Sue. Seth had gotten me a silver necklace which had Amy inscribed. I gave him a friendship bracelet. There was turkey, talking, laughing and presents. A few days later, Bella called me again. She'd meet me again at the border, this time I went alone. She asked me to keep Jacob's and Nessie's passports safe, so she'd be sure Edward wouldn't find it. "I'm keeping this from Aro, and not from Edward, right?" She asked.
I simply nodded. "If Edward knows, Aro knows. You're the only one that can keep a secret from Aro. That I know the truth, is even a threat. If Aro finds me, it's all been for nothing."
"If he reads Edward's mind, he'll find you anyway. And they'll give you the same choice they gave me."
"I know, Bella. I know there's a huge chance that if I don't get out of here in time, I'll die anyway. I'm still looking for a way out."
"Seth will be devastated if you leave."
"So will he be if I die."
"Poor kid."
"I know. He's a great guy. I hope he'll find the right girl someday."
"What if you are that girl?"
"Bella, I don't belong here. Somehow in a twisted fate I ended up here and now I don't know how to get home."
"What if you're meant to stay?"
"I just can't leave my family behind."
"Can you just leave Seth behind?" Bella asked.
"No." I muttered. "I think I love him." Bella looked shocked. "What?" I asked.
"Nothing, just… At the Christmas party I had this feeling there was something between you two, though I wasn't sure. Amy, that's great!"
"No, it isn't. I have to chose between my family and friends and the boy I love. It's not fair."
"I had to make the same choice, you know."
"I know. But you had made up your mind from the beginning. I haven't."
"It's not too late to do so." Bella said.
"I know." I sighed. "Don't worry, I'll keep the little purse safe, until the battle. I'll give it to Seth or Sam or Jake, and tell them to give it to you, so you can give it to Renesmee." I changed the subject.
"Okay, thank you." Bella said and hugged me.
"Bella, please stop." I said. Bella looked confused at me. "It's a bit too cold right now for me to hug a vampire."
Bella smiled. "Oh right, sorry."

Again 3 nerve-racking days passed, and I knew today was the big day of the battle. All the wolves, except Jacob, had gathered in the small living room of Sam's house for a last meeting. 15 big boys and Leah were ready to fight for Nessie if necessary. Sue, Emily and I had been busy all night to make them a large breakfast, and in half an hour everything was gone. Just before the wolves left I had a little private moment with Seth. "Seth, there's something I'd want you to know." I told him.
"Oh, sounds serious. Something wrong?" He asked.
I shook my head and started sobbing. "No, it's just… come back safe please. I love you, Seth Clearwater." I choked out and began crying. I heard howling from the woods. Damn wolves heard me, but I didn't care right now.
"I love you too, Amy. I'll be back, don't worry." He said, hugged me and kissed my forehead. When he let go to leave to the meadow, I stopped him.
"Seth, one more thing."
"Yes, Amy?" he asked softly. Again I melted inside.
"Give this to Bella. She knows what it's about." I said him, handing him the little purse with Jake's and Nessie's passports in.
"I will." He vowed and left with his brothers and sister to the meadow. I was left behind with Emily and Sue. And we were all nervous for what was gonna happen next, and the only thing we could do was wait.

To get my mind of things, I turned on the TV. There was nothing interesting on, so I ran through Sam's CD-collection instead. I was quickly ready with that too, since his collection was rather small. I didn't know how to get through the day and I sighed. "What's wrong?" I heard Sue asking. She's a very lovely woman, compassion, a true mom.
"Nothing."
"Oh, come on Amy. You're nearly dating my son. I can see something's bothering you."
"I hope everything's gonna be alright."
"I thought you already knew the outcome." Sue said.
"If nothing changes, I do."
"Then you have to believe that. Everyone of our tribe that knows about the werewolf-secret is nervous right now for the outcome. We all have somebody out there we love. We have to believe the spirits will guide them right and that everything's gonna be fine. My two most precious things, my children, are there, Amy. I can't give up hope."
I sighed. "I know, Sue. It's just that… I don't know how my presence will affect the story line, and that's making me really uncomfortable."
"Oh Amy. Sue's right. We have to keep faith." Emily reacted and I knew they were right.