Title: Harry Who?

Rating: T

Summary: Some things you want to forget; others you want to remember forever…. Sometimes remembering is not an option…

I came back everyday for months, learning little by little the life I had, but I could not remember any of it myself. Like knowing facts but not knowing the emotions of the experience. I watched as I cried because a man died, Sirius Black, my godfather. But I could feel that pain, I did not know the man any longer.

The next memory I was coming into Severus' classroom. "Look at me, Damn it!" I yelled. "What do you THINK you are doing?"

"Potter, leave." former Severus said coldly to former me. "It is done, there is nothing you or anyone can do about it."

Snape stopped the memory, "We cannot watch this memory." he said abruptly.

"Why? What happened? Please, I would like to know what happened in my life." I begged.

"Harry please, not now." He seemed upset.

"Someday can we come back to this?"

"Harry, it is not a memory you want to see."

"Why not? It is something that happened in my life, I wish to see it all, the good and the bad."

"Please, let this one go." He begged me back. Now I really wanted to know what happened. He was the only who would be able to help me. He is the only one who would be able to tell me this little bit of my history.

"Will you at least tell me?"

With a sigh Severus waved a hand and the memory began again.

Former Severus would not look at former Harry. "I have turned in my resignation. The Dark Lord has been defeated and everyone is healed. There is nothing here for me. So if you do not mind," Severus pointed towards the door.

"You are just running away, you are being a coward!" Former Harry yelled.

In a flash, Former Severus was up and had Former Harry pinned to the wall. "Mind your tongue Harry." Former Snape growled.

"No," Former Harry stated sternly. "You are running from your life here. You say there is nothing for you here. Let me be your something. You are the reason I am alive, but I need you to be my reason for living."

"Get Out!" he stated having pushed former Harry away from him.

"Severus," Former Harry tried to explain.

"Out!" former Severus yelled.

Former Harry was not sure what came over him, but soon he was kissing Former Severus full on the mouth.

Severus could not move he was so surprised that he was frozen in his place. Finally he regained his composer.

"I can't live without you." Former Harry said.

Former Severus looked away. "You are wrong. You are married. You do not want me."

"Severus, please look at me," said former Harry in a softer voice. "Ginny and I are separated. We never really loved each other. We were together because it was expected of us."

Former Harry got closer to former Severus, he reached out and touched the sad looking face. "I will always be here, for you, whenever you want me. I will never leave you, or turn away from you. I will always love you. Always."

Severus stopped the memory before it went any further.

I reached out and touched Severus' arm. "That is why I remember you, why I know your name. That is what you were talking about in the apothecary, you wanted to know if I had talked with Ginny."

Severus moved away from my touch. "Harry, you do not want this."

"How long ago was that memory?" I asked.

"Less than a week before your accident."

Before he had enough time to move away, I leaned in and kissed him. "I knew things were not right with Ginny, I belong here with you. If you would have me, that is?"

Severus would not look up at me.

"Maybe we should just go to a new memory." I tried to keep the hurt out of my voice, but it was hard to hide how much I wanted him to want me back.

Severus closed his eyes and then once again we were standing in my memories.

"You have known that this was going to happen. Ginny, you know we can't go on like this." Former Harry was standing in front of Ginny, they were in a classroom.

"What are you saying?" tears were forming in the eyes of Former Ginny.

"Ginny, you know what I am saying. It is time for both of us to move on. We cannot make each other happy, let's go on now and hopefully retain our friendship. You mean so much to me, but we are not right for each other." Former Harry moved closer to Former Ginny and brushed her hair out of her face.

"You've met someone, haven't you?" Former Ginny said after a few moments.

"I did not intend on meeting someone, it just happened." Former Harry tried to explain. "But our relationship had failed a long time ago, and you know that and we both deserve to be happy."

"Who is she?" Former Ginny questioned.

Former Harry's face contorted. "Well, it's… umm…" Former Harry looked away. "It's Snape. Ginny, I'm gay."

"Snape? Snape, as in Severus Snape, as in our potions Professor?"

"He is not our professor any longer." Former Harry defended.

"Harry, how could you? He's gross, don't do this!" Former Ginny got angry.

"Ginny, please don't be like this." Former Harry tried to comfort her.

"Harry James Potter, you stay the hell away from me. How dare you try and touch me after you destroyed our marriage with that slimy, slithering, traitor."

"Take that back. You know as well as I that Severus Snape was no traitor that he was working under the guide of Dumbledore. I cannot believe you would say things like that when you know they are not true."

"You will not do this to me." Former Ginny got an angry look in her face as she pulled out her wand and the memory went black.

"What happened?" I asked Severus whose expression was dark.

"Seems your wife is the one who took your memories." his expression softened when he looked at me.

"Why would she do that to me?" I tired not to cry, but so much of my life was missing because she got angry. I let my emotions get the best of me, feeling a lot like a child who lost a friend.

Severus came closer to me and hugged me tight. "We are going to talk with the head master now."

It felt wonderful to be in his arms, as though I was home.

There will be more…. :)