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Usually my day would start out the same. I'd brush my teeth, get dressed in a simple yet stylish outfit, check my 20 messages from Jacob and then I would go downstairs and have breakfast while waiting for Jacob to pick me up. The date was 6th June. But this day was not good. Why? You ask. Today it's been 10 years since my mother died in the car crash. It always effects my mood, normally I am this happy girl that doesn't take no for an answer but today's mood is quiet, sad, breaking inside and also wanting to be invisible. Every year I drive down to the graveyard where my mother is buried and I sit there and talk to her. And this year I did that. The drive is about 20 minutes from home. As I pulled in to the parking area, I sit there and take deep breaths. I got out of the car and locked it, as slowly make my way to her. In my hand I am carrying a sunflower and I am trying to fight back my tears. As I reached the grave I kneel down and place I the flower on the grave. And I started talking to her.
"Hi, Mum. I think you know what day I am looking at. It's been 10 years, Mum and it still hurts, to think about it. I promised myself that will not cry but I can't help it. It feels different getting up in a morning and not smelling your pancakes and when I come home from school not to hear your voice as I walk through the door and not to able to hug you when I'm upset. What I would give to bring you back. I'd do anything. The past couple of years I have always been thinking about you every day, and now I have a distraction. Not that I want to be distracted, but I have to move on sometime like you said. And he's called Jacob Black, he's the sweetest guy ever he makes me happy and makes me feel like there is no reason to be scared anymore because I have him. I so wish that you could meet him and see for yourself because when I see him my heart is like humming bird's wings and when he kisses me I feel so safe and I feel that I could trust him. He doesn't know about my visions, I'm going to tell him soon. But I don't know when. Well I can't stay here all day because I got to go to school and smile like nothings wrong, but I know there is. I wear the necklace you gave me on my birthday everyday so that I know you're with me. I'll try my best to visit more often." I stood up and said.
"Bye Mum Love you." I walked away from her as tears were slowly falling down my face. I finally reached my car and drove to school. I tried avoiding everyone today I didn't feel like talking. But when I see my girls I can't help but smile.
'There's something different about Kelly's hair?" I thought to myself I got closer to them I realised that she had dyed her hair red.
"Oh my god, Alice look at my hair!" Kelly said pointing to her hair, happily.
"It's red."
"You okay, Alice you seem a little down." Amy said to me.
"Everything fine." I did my pretend smile.
"Okay, if you want to talk we're here." Emily said to me.
"Thanks Girls. It means a lot."
"How come you're not with Jacob?" Emily said smiling as she mentioned his name.
"I just wanted to drive to school on my own today. And what's with the 20 questions?" I said with a little bit of humour in my voice.
"Nothing and speak of the devil." Amy said looking behind me. I turned around and saw Jacob walking towards me. I remember something that I hadn't told the girls. I turned around quickly and said
"Oh, yeah he kissed me the other day."
The girl's mouths dropped and Amy said
"FINALLY!" That was so like Amy to say that.
"Morning Ladies." Jacob said putting his arm around me and giving me quick kiss on the cheek.
"Morning, We are going to leave you. See you in first lesson." Kelly said walking away which was soon followed by Emily and Amy.
As the girls was out of sight, Jacob turned to me and said
"Hey Beautiful." He said placing his lips against mine and we had a passionate kiss. As we pulled away I had to ask.
"Are you angry with me?"
"No, but I need to talk to you." He said I could tell he wanted to get something off of his chest. I was hoping it would be his t-shirt.
"Okay." I said as he grabbed my hand and I followed him to bench where we sat down. I heard him take a deep breath and he turned towards me and I watched his eyes look around and then they finally met mine.
"How is that every second I am not with you I feel like a part of me is missing? And when I see you cry I feel like I want to go to you and make you feel better?"
"Wait, when have you seen me crying?"
"Well, when I went to your house to pick you up your dad told me that you was at the graveyard, first it made no sense to me. So I drove to where you was and I saw you kneeling in front of a grave, it looked like you was talking to it. Then I saw you get up and walk to your car. When you was out of sight I got out and walked over to that grave you was by and then it made sense. Today was the death of your mother, I saw that you had left a sunflower on her grave and then I remembered reading your necklace and it read 'My little sunflower'. Why did you tell me about your mother?" I took a deep breath, well now I have to tell him.
"The reason I didn't tell you was that I didn't want the sympathy vote, and people take about you because you lost your mum another reason I didn't tell you was that I-I-I-I was in the car when she died. There was robbery at a bank a couple of streets away, the robbers had taken a red lorry and they killed the driver. They was driving the lorry at 100mph. We were at the lights and when they turned green we drove out and they went through the red light and they hit my mothers side of the car. All I remember was my mothers scream when we got hit and then everything went black. Next thing I knew was waking up in a hospital bed and I couldn't move my arm it had been broken in 2 places and it was able to be fixed. I sat up and screamed 'Mum' and my dad came running into the room and hugging me and then he told me that she died before the ambulance got to her and there was nothing they could do. She had lost a lot of blood and had many injuries. Weeks past and I started to remember the drivers face. My dad took me to the police station and I gave a statement and 2 weeks later they found him and now he's rotting in jail right now. He wouldn't be out in a while. I couldn't tell the girls that I was in the car they would over react and be clingy around me and I don't want that. Every year that I wake up on this day I can still hear my mother's scream in my head. It's like it's stuck on replay. I wish I could get it out but I can't" Jacob pulled me close to him and my tears rolled down my face and onto his t-shirt.
"Well the good thing is that that man's rotting in jail, right?" Jacob said
I nodded and then he told me to smile. I did and he planted a kiss on my lips.
"Jacob I want to go home."
"Okay I'll drive you there and I have to go back because my dad is picking me up after school."
We pulled into my drive way and I turned to Jacob and said
"Thanks I'll ring you later."
"Okay, see you later." I kissed him good bye and I got out of the car and he shouted to me
"Love you!" I turned around and smiled
"Love you too." I blew a kiss and walked into the house.
"Alice!" my dad sounded worried.
"What?" I said running into the living room.
"We have to leave right now."
"Why?"
"The man that was in the car that killed your…Mum."
"Dad tell me now." I was now getting scared.
"He's escaped from prison."
"I don't understand why we have to leave." I said to him
"Alice, he's come to kill you."
