Ok guys brace yourselves I've got some brotherly sap on a stick for this chapter…I tried to make it not so cheesy. Please review and tell me if you think I should add more sap to it or if I should take some away.
Dean saw that Tony was getting more and more distressed. His breathing was speeding up and he saw Tony's eyes dart around the room. Dean knew the symptoms. Tony used to get panic attacks when he was little. So dean was ready when Tony threw himself onto dean burying himself into dean's chest. He could feel Tony's hands fisting his t-shirt on his sides and dean allowed himself to reminisce about Tony when he was little.
This was an old habit of Tony's that would happen whenever Tony was feeling insecure about something, or when he was afraid. Anytime he would have a nightmare, and it happened a lot, Tony would snuggle into dean and fist his t-shirt, that combined with deans deep breathing and warmth would lull Tony back to sleep. His nightmares would happen so frequently that dean just started sleeping in the same bed as Tony. It seemed a little weird at first, a 19 year old in the same bed as his 11 year old little brother, but when did dean ever stop to think about what anybody else thought…especially about his brothers.
Dean abruptly pulled out of his head when Gibbs started to talk to dean about Tony
"Dean we need to get Tony to the hospital so he can be checked out" Gibbs said.
Before dean could say anything big brother Sam stepped in. "look agent Gibbs I know that want to do what's best for Tony right now but at the moment I don't think psychologically he will be able to handle the stress." Dean felt a surge of pride in his chest.
Gibbs studied Sam then look to dean who was still holding onto Tony murmuring soothing nothings to try and calm Tony down then back to Sam. "fine but we have to take him back to NCIS where our medical examiner will take a look at him."
"Ok I see that is our only option. Come on dean lets get Tony out of here" Sam took a nervous look around and went over to dean to help him get Tony to the car.
As soon as Sam's hands touched Tony's shoulders Tony started to freak out. His breathing picked up speed again and he let go a dean and started to back up away from Sam and Gibbs who were still standing in the doorway.
"shhhh its ok buddy…its just Sam you know your other brother, come on Tony you remember him don't ya?" dean said as he inched his way closer to his little brother.
Tony mumbled something so softly that dean had to ask what he said.
"Gabe doesn't remember Gabe only remembers deany" Tony said barely whispering. It was said so low that dean had to duck his head almost next to tonys mouth to hear what he was saying.
"who's Gabe tony?" dean asked in a very soothing tone of voice.
"Dean I think the basterd was talking about Tony when he was talking about Gabe! Tony thinks his name is Gabe." Sam said to dean from a crossed the room.
"He was gone for 10 days Sam how the hell do you get someone to forget everyone he knew and forget his own name? I don't get it!" his words suggested that he was angry his tone however he was keeping soft for the sake of Sam.
"I don't get it either but obviously you're the only one who is able to get threw to him right now so lets get him out to the car ok?" Sam said feeling exasperated.
"Tony… hey Tony… come-on lets get you to the car ok we are going to take you home OK? Does that sound ok to you?" dean said to his little brother.
Instead of getting a verbal answer Tony just clung to dean again. Dean slowly brought Tony to his feet and walked him to the car. Dean was surprised it went that easily. Tony and dean sat in the back seat while Gibbs and Sam sat in the front. Gibbs had already put Sam and dean through the LG Gibbs driving course so they were surprised when they didn't have to brace themselves for the ride home. Gibbs actually drove slower than the other drivers around them, obviously not wanting to frighten Tony more.
Once they arrived at the building Gibbs drove around to the back where ducky's office was, otherwise known as the morgue. Ducky and Palmer were both in there discussing some topic when they walked in. Palmer's eyes widened as they took in Tony's vulnerable form clutching onto dean for dear life, with Sam following close behind them completely in big brother protection mode.
"If you'll excuse us Mr. Palmer. I believe I have a new patient. Lets see here, would you please inform Abigail of our recent finding with our latest victim?"
Dean managed to get Tony out of the car and into the building without incident. Dean got onto an examination table with Tony. While ducky was washing his hands from his previous endeavors Tony was working through another panic attack, to which dean nor Sam had no clue what this one was about.
Tony was in tears, gently sobbing into dean's shirt. He was on the brink of hyperventilating and he was shaking his head vigorously. Deans had one hand on Tony's head the other was rubbing gentle circles on his back. Sam was just standing besides the table bewildered, unsure of what to do.
Standing there Sam was shocked to see that his little brother, who was usually standing tall and cracking jokes to relive tension in the room, who usually was the one who unbroken broken people was…broken. He was seriously starting to wish that agent Gibbs hadn't shot the guy, Sam would have killed him himself.
Ducky had finished washing his hands had walked up to Tony. He was about to put his hands Tony to try and calm him down when Tony completely freaked out.
