Tony didn't know what to think at the moment. All he really knew was what he felt.
He felt dean's arms around him.
He felt dean's rough and callused hands rubbing his arms and caressing through his hair.
He felt dean's breath on his head as he breathed in and out.
He felt dean's heart beat through his shirt.
He felt dean's shirt through his hands.
He felt dean.
He knew that he shouldn't be breathing this fast and that it shouldn't be this hard either. Tony knew he was having a panic attack but what had caused it he had no idea. Maybe it was the large amount of people that had surrounded him and had taken him by surprise, or it could have been the fact that he didn't know any one of them and frankly that scared him more than anything.
He felt like he should know who they are because all of them had very expectant faces like they were waiting for him to say, "Hey guys I remember you" but the fact was that he didn't know who they were and that scared the shit out of him.
He was starting to calm back down after he started to listen to his big brothers words that were being rained down on him.
"it is ok Tony I'm here for you. Everything is ok now. You aren't with that man anymore your with you big brothers now kiddo. Match your breathing to mine. You need to slow your breaths in and out just follow my lead. That's it kiddo just breath everything will be ok.
Tony brought his hand to dean's chest so he could feel dean breath and feels his heart beat. Tony tried as hard as he could to breath with dean but his breath still hitched in some areas. He was aware that dean had placed his hand on top of Tony's and Tony relaxed even more. Soon he was lulled back to sleep.
Dean was aware oh boy you bet dean was aware.
He was aware that everybody in the room was watching Tony and him.
He was aware of Sam's worried face peering down at him.
He was aware that Tony was starting to hyperventilate.
He was aware that everybody in the room could here what he was saying to Tony to try and calm down Tony.
He was aware that Tony had placed his hand on his chest.
He was aware when Tony had fallen asleep in his arms.
So when he looked up he was more than aware that the people in the room all had scared expressions on and were slowly starting to walk back to where Tony and dean were on the floor.
"Don't come any closer. Tony has been through more than enough in the last 10 days. Did you really expect him to be ok when you crowded him like that? Now agent Gibbs, Sam and I are going to take our brother home for a few days. I will contact you when he is ready to talk to someone." Dean said all of this in a menacing whisper. After he had said all of this Sam took this as his que to come over and help dean get up from underneath their brother and then dean, almost effortlessly picked Tony up like a baby and proceeded to take him out to the car.
All of this was done in the view of several dumbfounded people. All of which were ashamed on how they acted around Tony. They all knew that Tony had been through hell in the past week and a half, and all of them were still confused on how the Winchesters had found their youngest sibling. It had happened fast, well fast being going from having absolutely no lead to Gibbs barking orders to stay while he met up with the Winchesters, rescued Tony, and came back with 2 hours, with a damaged Tony in hands.
Meanwhile Dean was driving the impala back to Tony's apartment. Sam was in the passenger seat and Tony was sandwiched in between his two brothers. Tony's head was resting on Sam's shoulder as he lightly snored in Sam's ear. The sight had both dean and Sam smiling. Tony had woken up briefly as they were placing him in the car but as soon as Sam sat down next to him he fell back to sleep.
Dean and Sam were both surprised at how fast Tony had calmed down from the first encounter at that house. Tony had gone from only recognizing Dean to recognizing Sam as well in a matter of a few hours. They weren't surprised when Tony had had the panic attack when all those people came around him. What concerned them was the fact the Tony had yet to speak since the house and when he had spoken in the house he thought his name was Gabe. Also why did he speak in third person?
Arriving at Tony's apartment Sam and Dean set out to get Tony out of the car.
"Tony hey bud wake up so we can get to your apartment then you can go back to sleep ok? Bud you need to wake up?" Sam gently shook his brother awake.
Tony opened his eyes and sat up. He looked to where dean was sitting and then looked at Sam, he then proceeded to sigh and lay his head back on Sam's shoulder and began to close his eyes.
Dean laughed once and said smiling "no keep those eyes open, you can sleep when you get to your room I promise. Come on Sam lets get him up to his room."
Sam opened the door and got out he reached in and grabbed Tony's arm gently and pulled him out of the car.