I know I know I know, this chapter isn't nearly as long as the last, I just really wanted to get this up, considering I've been putting off writing it. It was more fun to write this chapter than I thought it would be, and I actually really enjoyed it. I tried to make it humorous like the last chapter, and i promise, next chapter won't be a self war with one of the characters. Please Review :D


Freddie's POV

I looked over at Sam. I could never even think about dating that chick. I mean, she was rude to me, abused me on many severe physical and severe emotional levels. It was against any laws established by any science that we could be together, at any time or place. It just was not possible.

But the heart doesn't listen to science.

WOAH. where did that come up in my head from? My heart did not belong to Samantha Jean Puckett. I liked Carly, remember Carly, Freddie? You love her!

Wait, I never said anything about loving Sam. There was no love in Sam.

But I had said love to compare her and Carly.

But i just loved Carly, and I hated Sam. Fact on fact.

But I had to admit, my major crush on Carly had steadily decreased over the years, thus I wasn't that into her anymore.

I didn't love Carly romantically at all anymore, I realized, it shocking even myself..

I didn't even like Carly romantically.

Carly had, over the years, become more of a sister type to me than a lover.

I fought with my conscious.

'You love Carly as a sister?' it asked me.

"Yes."

'But do you think of Sam as your sister?'

"No."

'But do you totally and honestly hate Sam?'

"No, I don't hate Sam really at all-'

'So you like Sam. See, that was easy. It's all settled now, little Fredward. Take a break, drink some iced tea. You like Sam.'

"As a friend-"

'So you like her as a friend, which could into something else, something deeper, more passionate, love always-'

"I only love Sam as a friend! That is it! I only love her as a friend! Friend"

'So you admit you love Sam on some level.'

"You twisted my words around! How dare you!"

'You said it, not me.'

"But you-"

'I'm your conscious, Fredward. I AM you. The only reason I am saying this stuff is because YOU are weighing the possibilities in your own head. I'm just your conscious. I am part of you, I am you.'

Freddie struggled to find a comeback to this. "You conscious-jerk thingy."

Freddie had realized he was fighting with himself. Why were those questions popping up inside hiself? Was it because of Alexis and Kerri? Or was it all his conscious's fault?

No-don't blame the conscious. The conscious was himself, if he said that, it meant that he really did feel that, and he really did love Sam.

He could really love Sam, could he? He was tricking himself. Being played by his own mind.

I looked over at Sam. She was standing awkwardly, trying to copy the teacher's movements along with the other eight people in the class. Her blonde hair moved down her head, neck and upper-body with grace. Her blue eye's sparkled like a clear pond, beautiful on a sunny day, and they were so deep with knowledge, understanding and somehow underneath it all compassion that you couldn't see the bottem. Her figure was beautiful. Everything about Sam Puckett, as I looked at her, was absolutely brilliant, shining, and beautiful. She was beautiful, in herself. She was amazing.

Wait, did I just call Sam Puckett amazing and beautiful? There has to be something going on in my head, I should ask my mom about it...but if I do I would have to explain this entire moment to her, and she would probably take me to some mental hospital of some sort.

And he couldn't leave Sam.

And, uh Carly! Carly was important! iCarly, yeah, he could leave that just to be in some mental hospital, for something he was so sure about.

Wait, he wasn't sure about this at all! He was questioning his mental stability about this!

About Sam being beautiful.

'You think Sam's beautiful!'

"Shut up conscious."


OOOH Feelings are arising-well what else would you expect? Seddie is awesome!Review please, you have no idea how much excitement I get when I see that little notification in my email, especially when they turn out detailed and long (You don't have to make the review long, I just like reviews!) tell me anything you liked or disliked about the story, and any suggestions you might have for next chapter. I want to make next chapter longer, so i need some material for it! Would you like to see more interaction with the other dancers and such? ANYTHING. Cole/Leah FTW :D