*Jasper*

It took me less than a second to find Jemima upstairs, not that it was difficult with the noise she was making, both emotionally and audibly. She was lying in Carlisle's make-shift hospital room, which was really his office, on his desk – although 'lying' wasn't really the word I'd use to describe her. Her body writhed, and was rocked by convulsions. Carlisle had been standing next to her, reassuring her with a calm voice and cool hands, until I walked in. He seemed to be talking to himself at the same time, changing from a slow, calming voice, to vampiric speed-talking.

"Three ribs broken. Lung punctured. Cracked shoulder blade."

Realizing for the first time that I was there, he rose his voice a little over Jemima's screams, "Jasper, maybe its best if you wait downst-."

"Wait, I just...I just wanted to see her human...while I still can," I explained pleadingly. Carlisle looked at me carefully, before he finally nodded,

"Alright, son."

He left us, no doubt waiting outside just in case. Slowly, uncertainly, I walked over to her. Tears were running down her beautiful face, now twisted in agony. Without thinking, my hands and voice replaced Carlisle's.

"Shhh...I'm sorry, I'm so sorry Jemima..." I repeated my apology over and over again. I felt the sensitive side of me that had been hidden for so many years, begin to bleed through as I watched her suffer because of me. Her eyes, that had been squeezed shut, opened, and she looked me in the eye. I gasped again at their beauty...a beauty that I'd come to see once more before it was lost forever.

"I'm sorry, Jemima, I'm so sorry," I gasped, knowing that if I could cry, I would. Instead, dry sobs rocked my body, making my hands that were holding hers shake uncontrollably.

Even though she was in unimaginable pain, and it was...impossible...I swear that she looked at me as if she understood. But before I could be sure, another scream tore from her chest, and even in my solid grip, her hands came free, only to clutch at the duvet. I knelt by her side, and put my hands on either side of her face, turning it to meet mine.

We didn't break eye-contact until she finally stopped screaming.

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