Izuku:...Eri honey that's a very complicated question but I'll explain it as best i can you see in life we only every fall in love with 3 people each for a specific reason you have you're first love normally comes at a young age you probably call it quits or break up over childish or silly things as you mature and you get older, you look back and on it and think that it wasn't even love, when it actually was it was love for what you knew love to be.
Eri:who was your first love dad?
Izuku:don't laugh but if I look back on it it would have to be Katsuki bakugo
A small snort came from Eri and izuku in mock anger flicked her forehead*
Izuku:shut it I was a dumb kid I thought his quirk was amazing and i wanted to be close to him even if he did bully me even when he took things way to far I'm partly to blame since i never spoke up. Anyway let's continue. The second love
Izuku sighed as he got a more serious expression if Eri wasn't there he would be smoking to calm his nerves but he needed to do this, to say this to her for eri to understand*
Izuku:...that's the hard one. The second love is the one you get hurt in. The second love is the one where you learn how to trust a person and it teaches you lesson surrounding lies, betrayal, damage. This is where you get you're strengh from this is where you grow. It make you carefully cautious it introduces you to real pain. It also teaches you how to put up boundaries and why those boundaries of protection is needed. And honey as much as this is gonna hurt you momo yaoyorozu was my second love...
Eri flinched and hugged herself looking down making izuku sigh he didn't want to hurt his daughter but this was something she needed to hear*
Izuku:i loved momo yes, but all she did in the end was hurt me in ways... I'll never really get over completely, everyone in that school broke my body, but you're mother? She broke my heart and soul leaving me with hatred and bitterness, over time i mages to get rid of it but some of it still remains the resentment, the betrayal, the anger, the bitterness, all of it i still have a small part of it inside me I don't think that part will ever go away there a part of my just my skin, is this making sense sweethearts?
Eri;kinda wish it didn't...
Eri mumbled sadly izuku hugged her and she returned the hug sniffling lightly in his chest*
Izuku:sorry honey i wish i could tell you what you want to hear but i can't I'm not gonna give you false hope nor will I lie do you...
Izuku rubbed her back as Eri composed herself she separated from izuku a bit and looked at him*
Eri: what's...what's the 3rd love
Izuku:the...the third love are you sure?
Eri: please...
Izuku:...Falling In Love the 3rd Time: The Love that Lasts And the third is the love we never see coming. The one that usually looks all wrong for us and that destroys any lingering ideals we clung to about what love is supposed to be. This is the love that comes so easy it doesn't seem possible. It's the kind where the connection can't be explained and knocks us off our feet because we never planned for it. For me? That was when I first saw Tsuyu again it was 2 years after i was in jail, you should've seen me honey i was at my peak psychically
Eri giggled as izuku did a flexing pose making his small chubby belly jiggle izuku long since stop doing extreme exercises except for his back now having a small dad bod*
Izuku:and there she was... The one person who wasn't family that belived in me it was...simply more then i or any writer could ever put in to words what i felt that day. Back to the explanation, This is the love where we come together with someone and it just fits-there aren't any ideal expectations about how each person should be acting, nor is there pressure to become someone other than we are. We are just simply accepted for who we are already-and it shakes to our core. With your mother i always had an underline of fear "what if i say the wrong thing" "what if today is the day i speak up against her Father" "what if I'm not good enough for her" i could go on but you get my point i was always worried about X or Y. With tsuyu? Never, not once have i felt like that with her i can truly be myself with her I've learned to stop my negative emotions, i stop hating myself i...
Eri:i get it...
Izuku coughed rubbing the back of his neck with an awkward smile*
Izuku:sorry about that honey But i can tell you this, what tsuyu and me have, It isn't what we envisioned our love would look like, nor does it abide by the rules that we had hoped to play it safe by. But still it shatters our preconceived notions and shows us that love doesn't have to be how we thought in order to be true. This is the love that keeps knocking on our door regardless of how long it takes us to answer. It's the love that just feels right. Tsuyu is the woman i love with all my heart
Tsuyu;and izuku is the man i love with all of mine kero
Izuku and Eri looked at the door and saw Tsuyu in a Sunday dress with a hat on*
She was holding a tray with cups and a pitcher of lemonade as she walked to them she gave izuku a kiss on the cheek as he took his glass and poured him some they started having such loving banter, both didn't see Eri flinch feeling uncomfortable, and hating herself for feeling uncomfortable*
Eri"they love each other, they love each other and they're happy why can't I be happy for them, why don't i like seeing miss tsuyu with my dad what's wrong me, I'm just a horrible per...
Tsuyu:eri Kero?
Eri jumped a bit and looked at izuku and tsuyu both looking at her expectantly almost waiting for a response making her blush and play with her hair*
Eri:s...sorry i didn't hear what did you say?
Tsuyu:it's fine honey, i asked how about we go out? The laundry is done, dishes are cleaned and i checked you're homework for you it's done perfectly so what do you say? I know this lovely lake that's secluded from everyone we could make a day of it as a family Kero
Tsuyu said smiling trying her best to make Eri feel comfortable but it just made Eri feel anger, in her anger her thoughts slipped out*
Eri:you're not my mother!you're not my family so stop acting like it!!
Izuku:Eri!
Izuku said shocked but that shocked turned in to anger and disappointment, tsuyu puts her hand on izuku's shoulder to calm him down*
Tsuyu: you're right I'm not and I'm not trying to be, I'm not going to replace momo eri she's you're mother, but i do want to be part of you're life, i want to get to know you, i want you to see me as someone you can trust and love just the same Kero
Eri didn't say anything just walked fast in to her room looking down once she was gone izuku sighed loudly, while tsuyu looked at him smiling but like always izuku could see the sadness behind her eyes*
Izuku:tsuyu...
Tsuyu:it's fine izuku Kero she...she just needs time to get used to all of this we need to be patient with her kero
Izuku:that doesn't make you're feelings any less important Tsu...
Izuku said softly as he hugged her, it hurt izuku hearing tsuyu cry it hurt a lot more because Eri was the one who caused it the 3 of them had a shaky ride ahead of them but izuku and tsuyu were going to face it together*
Meanwhile with eri
We see her in the room they gave her she was hugging her legs hiding her face she just felt awful she didn't mean to say those things she didn't mean to snap at her, she just wanted to apologize to tsuyu but she couldn't, s part of her wouldn't let her making Eri again feel like she had no control of her own life, leading to what she's about to do now*
Eri got up and walked to her backpack opening it she took out her special book, she opened the book and grabbed the box cutter looking at it as if it held the solution to all her problems slowly she put it in her arms and stared cutting over and over again until she felt satisfied, until the anger, the self hatred, the loathing, the numbness it all faded away leaving only the pain, the pain that she caused, the pain she was 100% responsible the pain that made her feel in control*
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