Title: Coffee, Cold Weather, and New Beginnings
Genre: Romance
Rating: M
Pairing: RIZZLES!
Summary: Can Winter change the lives of our favorite duo?
Disclaimer:I do not, nor will I ever, have any rights to Rizzoli & Isles (But I do own season 1 now!)
Author's Notes: Lovely reviewers! Thank you very much for your positive words! You keep me going when writing gets tough. Love to all of you! I decided to change the rating to T... but this chapter bumps it back to M (I know. FINALLY!) Here goes nothing!
Tired, Maura set her purse on her counter, slipped off her shoes and headed toward her couch. She saw Jane come around and sit next to her. They must've walked 10 miles, easily. But Maura didn't mind. Jane had taken her to the National Baseball Hall of Fame, which Maura had to admit was VERY interesting. Some of the feats the men had conquered were phenomenal. Jane took her to Newbury Street, which was a pleasant surprise. She shopped in all of her favorite stores, and looking at the bags her girlfriend was carrying, she smiled at the kind gesture. She knew Jane hated to shop, but she had taken her anyway. They went to the Boston Beer Company, where they tasted beers Maura never knew existed. She had fully enjoyed her day with Jane, and was excited to see what other fun things she had planned. She knew Jane was adamant on getting her in a helicopter for a tour, which was an oddly exhilarating idea, as well as taking her to a Blue Man Group concert, which Jane swore was one of the best things she could ever see.
Maura smiled as she felt Jane's arm rest along the back of the couch as she brought her left hand rest on Maura's left shoulder. They were both exhausted, and Maura was reminded of this when she heard Jane give a sigh of relief at sitting down. Maura gently rested her head on Jane's shoulder, and Jane pulled her close with her arm. They just sat there for a moment, relishing in the feel of resting and of each other.
"Are you as tired as I am right now?" Maura heard Jane ask softly.
She smiled and nodded into Jane's neck. She felt Jane kiss the top of her head and closed her eyes at the sentiment.
"I am, but it was worth it." Maura could feel Jane smile against the top of her head.
"Well, I'm glad I could show you a good time," Jane replied, squeezing Maura gently. She felt Maura move to stand up and shot her a curious look.
"I was going to get water. Want some?" Jane smiled and nodded in response to Maura, as she watched her walk into the kitchen.
Jane stared off into space, thinking about her day, her date, and her girlfriend. She smiled, realizing that she hadn't been this happy in a long time. She snapped out of her daydream when she saw a bottle of water held out before her. She smiled her thank you, and took a sip. She saw Maura sit on the table in front of her, and leaned forward to get closer.
"I really can't remember the last time I was this tired on a day off, Maura," Jane said with a smile, as she readjusted herself to lay down on Maura's soft sofa.
Maura smiled at her and stood up, moving to straddle the detective's lap. Jane smiled, and set down her water on the table next to where Maura's had been placed, and rested her now empty hand on the doctor's hips. Maura leaned forward and laid down atop Jane, and snuggled into her neck, which was slowly become her favorite thing to do.
They just laid there, resting comfortably with each other after their long day. Jane thought for a second that Maura had fallen asleep, until she felt soft kisses being placed along her collarbone. Jane slowly reached down to stroke Maura's cheek, and brought her up for a kiss. The kiss was sweet, but full of emotion like it usually was. But this time, Jane knew it felt different. There was a hint of desire, of want, and Jane started to get nervous as the kiss grew in intensity. Maura sensed Jane's change in demeanor, and pulled back to look at her. She could see the want in Jane's eyes, but she could also see the fear, and the doubt she was feeling as well. Maura smiled gently, trying to reassure Jane that everything was alright. But Jane just stared at her with an unsure look in her eyes. Maura sat up with a soft kiss, straddling the detective's waist again, signaling to Jane that she wanted to talk. Jane sighed and looked up at the woman before her. God she loved this woman, but she was terrified. She had never been with a woman before, and Maura had and the one thing she didn't enjoy was feeling insufficient. She only wanted to make Maura happy, always. But she just wasn't sure if she could do that in the bedroom.
She looked into Maura's awaiting eyes, filled with love and concern, and understanding. She smiled softly, placing her hands on Maura's thighs, which Maura soon covered with her own hands.
"Jane... talk to me... please," Maura said, finally breaking the silence.
Jane bit her lip, and sighed. She knew she could trust Maura, and knew that everything would work out, but she didn't enjoy putting everything out there like this. She also knew that Maura was her girlfriend, and that she would have to fix her ability to talk about her emotions.
"It's not that I don't want this," she said looking at their hand that were now interlocked, and avoiding Maura's eyes. "I'm just not sure I know how."
Maura reached up and cupped Jane's face, stroking her thumb across Jane's cheekbone.
"Jane, listen to me. I love you okay? I don't know if that's okay for me to say since technically we've only been on one date, but so be it. I do. I can't remember ever wanting a relationship to work as much as I'm hoping for this one to. This isn't exactly too familiar to me, either. I'm going to be in the same boat, sweetheart. You're not alone, ever. We just have to figure this out."
Jane smiled into the hand still caressing her face. Maura loved her, and was there for her, things she was pretty sure she already knew. But hearing it aloud was different. She grabbed the hand, kissed it, and placed it back on the thigh of the person it belonged to, placing her own hand on top.
"Yeah, I guess we do have to figure this out," she said as she pulled down Maura for a kiss. She felt Maura smile and place her hands on the sides of her face. Jane broke the kiss and gently tugged Maura's head up to look her in the eye. "By the way, I love you, too." She saw Maura smile bigger than she had ever seen, and she could only smile in return. She knew that they could do this, together.
Jane felt Maura shift on her lap, as they locked lips again. Jane was determined to make love to her girlfriend, experience of not.
Jane felt Maura's hands tangle in her hair. They were slowly edging past the point of no return, and on Maura's couch. She knew that this was NOT the place where she wanted this to happen. She pulled away from her make-out session with regret, and smiled at the pout on Maura's lips.
"Bed. Now," she said, running her hands down Maura's arms and back up to her shoulders. Maura nodded, and got off of Jane's lap, holding out her hand to help Jane up from the sofa. Jane took it gladly, and stood up, straightening out her shirt. Maura turned around to head to her bedroom, and felt Jane's hands on her hips, and lips on her neck as Jane nuzzled her from behind. Jane wrapped her arms around Maura's middle as they walked down the hallway, Jane never stopped her kisses against Maura's neck.
Maura opened the door to her room, and walked it, letting Jane close the door behind them. She turned around to face the door and was immediately pulled into a heated exchange of hungry lips. Her arms immediately found themselves around Jane's neck, gently stroking her back, as Jane's found their way to Maura's waist. Maura was just as nervous as Jane was about all of this, but kissing Jane, their hands slowly exploring the space the rested upon, the want and the need of the moment, it all reassured Maura of the fact that this was really going to happen.
As Jane's tongue began exploring Maura's mouth, Maura decided that the clothes her hands were roaming over were getting to be in the way. As she moved her hands under Jane's shirt, she felt Jane's hands stop her.
Maura watched as Jane removed the article of clothing, revealing her simple cotton bra, and smiled. Jane smiled back, and Maura noticed a change in her demeanor. Jane placed her hands on the top button of Maura's blouse, unbuttoned it slowly, kissed the exposed skin, and whispered in between kisses. "I don't want... to rush this... okay?"
She looked up from her spot on Maura's stomach and saw her nod. When she finished removing the blouse revealing Maura's lacy (and probably expensive) bra, Jane smiled and gently walked Maura backwards until she was stopped by the edge of the bed.
"Sit down," Jane said gently. Maura did what she was told, and reached up to undo the belt and buttons of Jane's pants. Jane quickly stepped out of them, and tossed the aside, before kneeling on the floor at Maura's feet. She kissed Maura deeply as she undid the side zipper on Maura's skirt. Maura lifted off of the bed to allow Jane to remove the clothing from her legs. Maura felt Jane's hands on her thighs, as Jane settled herself between Maura's legs. Jane gently lifted Maura and scooted her farther up onto the bed. Maura's legs encircled Jane's waist as Jane began placing kisses on Maura's upper body. Jane's hand cupped Maura's breasts through her bra, which caused Maura arched at the contact.
"Hmm, I guess this isn't so hard," Jane teased with a smile.
"You know we're just getting started, right?" Maura asked, smiling back. She felt Jane's hands reach underneath her body, and arched her back to let Jane remove her bra. Jane tossed the garment aside, and gently stroked the now bare and incredibly gorgeous breasts of her girlfriend. She felt Maura squirm under her hands, and decided to take her chances as she brought her mouth to Maura's chest. She heard Maura groan, and felt fingers in her hair as she began licked and kissing the newly revealed skin.
"Are you sure you haven't done this before?" Maura asked as she tried to keep still. She felt Jane chuckle against her breast, and smiled. This was going a lot better than she had expected. She removed her hands from Jane's hair to put them to work on removing Jane's bra, which came off with little effort. She tossed it somewhere out of the way, and moved her hands to the perfect mounds. She felt Jane moan against her as she gently massaged Jane's chest. Jane kissed her way back up to Maura's lip, which she assaulted with a mind numbing kiss. She felt Maura start to grind her hips into the leg that was resting between her thighs and broke the kiss.
"Maura, you're going to have to help me out here... I don't know what..." Jane started to say, before feeling a hand cover her mouth. She smiled, and licked Maura's hand, which made her laugh.
"Just do what you think you should, and I'll guide you through what feels good. Deal?" Maura said as she stroked Jane's face gently. Jane nodded and moved on of her legs out from between Maura's for better reach. She supported herself one hand that rested next to Maura's head, and her knees, as her free hand gently stroked Maura's side. Jane leaned down to kiss the woman below her, as she felt Maura's hands stroke her back. She cautiously adjusted her body and removed Maura's panties, kissing down her toned legs. When she came back to meet Maura's eyes, she knew Maura was ready for this, she just didn't know if she was. But, she knew there was no turning back now. So, never leaving Maura's gaze, she brought her hand down to Maura's sex, gently stroking the wet skin that rested there. She watched Maura's eyes roll back in her head for a moment, as her tongue came out to wet her lips.
"Maura, tell me what to do. What do you want?" Jane said, her voice husky from her own desire, as she continued running her fingers between Maura's wet folds. She heard Maura groan, as she watched the usually put together scientist slowly came undone.
"You're doing just fine, Jane," Maura said with a groan, her voice raw and full of want.
Jane smirked at her lover, before circling Maura's clit with her fingers. Maura's hips bucked harshly out of instinct, as Jane moved her body to rest the hand that was supporting her onto Maura's waist to help hold her down. Jane removed her hand from between Maura's legs to readjust her body to get more comfortable, which cause Maura to whine at the loss of contact.
"Just have to be patient, dear," Jane teased with a smirk. She caught Maura's gaze and saw that her eyes had gone two shades darker. She felt Maura cup her ass and pull at the underwear she was sure she had ruined. Jane nodded in understanding, and removed the piece of clothing as Maura's smooth hand thrusted immediately into her folds. She hissed at the contact, and raised her eyebrow at Maura, who only shrugged. Jane started to chuckle, but was stopped when Maura increased the speed of her thrusts. Jane rocked her hips in time with Maura's hand, and bent down to attack Maura's lips.
"So that's how you want it, huh?" Jane said against Maura's mouth. Maura only looked up at her, as Jane placed her hand back between Maura's legs. Soon, both Jane and Maura were moving in motion to the hands inside them. They set up a rhythm and were soon in sync with each other, making the fact that their limbs were a tangled mess a bit less of a problem. Maura reached up to kiss Jane, who was now panting wildly atop her.
Their pace frenzied as Jane felt Maura's inner walls tighten. She knew she herself was close, and was relived that the woman below her was as close to the brink as she was. Jane looked down at Maura, who had closed her eyes. Her hair was a mess, and she had sweat trickling down the side of her face; Jane had never seen anything so beautiful. She wanted to see the doctor lose control, and she wanted to be the cause of it.
"Maura, I want you to open your eyes and keep them open for me. Can you do that?" Jane asked. Maura nodded as she did as she was asked, which caused a smile to form across Jane's face. Jane stroked Maura's hair back, kiss her quickly and fiercely, and moved to look at her again. Jane smiled softly and started rocking against the fingers still inside of her as she set her palm to rest against Maura's clit while she started to pump three fingers in and out of Maura at a speed faster than she thought she was capable of. Maura gasped and gripped Jane's arm with her free hand, fighting to keep her eyes open. Jane rocked rapidly against Maura's hand, as Maura did the same. Jane heard Maura's breath catch, followed by a deep moaning of her name, and her inner walls gripping Jane's hand tightly. Jane watched as Maura writhed from pleasure, her body shaking and eyes closing against her will. Jane soon came after her, whispering Maura's name into her ear, as she collapsed atop the woman beneath her.
Neither moved for a while, both catching their breaths and coming off of their highs. Jane felt Maura stir beneath her, moving her arms to encircle Jane's back. Jane smiled into Maura's neck, and planted a soft kiss there.
"You okay?" Jane asked shakily, her voice not fully functional yet.
Maura smiled and tightened her grip around the woman lying on top of her. "I can't really complain much, you?" she replied teasingly. This caused Jane to raise her head and look at Maura, who let out a hearty laugh. Jane smiled, and kissed the woman who was holding her sweetly on the lips. Jane gently slid off from on top of Maura to lay at he side, which caused Maura to turn to face her. Jane ran her fingers along Maura's cheek and smiled. She didn't want to ruin the moment by say that she had just had the best sex of her life, but it was true. What had she been so worried about? Man what she had been missing.
Maura watched Jane's face as she drifted off into thought. When a devilish smile crossed her lips, Maura grew intrigued.
"What are you thinking about, detective?" she asked softly, bringing Jane out of her thoughts.
"Oh, I don't know, about how the RedSox lost their last game? What do you think I'm thinking about, silly?" Jane replied, earning a light smack from Maura. Jane laughed and then looked at Maura with a serious look in her eye.
"You're amazing, you know that?" Jane said, kissing the doctor lightly. Maura smiled at the compliment. "Well, you aren't too bad yourself, detective," Maura replied, running her fingers through Jane's curly brown locks.
Jane held out her arms, and Maura slid into them, wrapping her own arms around Jane, and snuggling herself against her.
"I think it's time for a nap. It's Christmas Eve, and I want some eggnog later," Jane said, resting her head on Maura's.
"I think that's a good idea, as long as you share."
Thoughts?