November 28th, 2010

I had arrived in Westchester this morning, and now I'm in the Fisher's guest bedroom. I had forgotten how huge and rich everything was here. I used to live here, in Westchester. The

Fisher's family and mine were best friends and their son Cam was my best and only friend. Back then I had braces, glasses and wore striped sweaters. Even when we were younger

everyone had worn BCBC and Marc Jacobs to school. My parents could have afforded it, but I chose to wear what I felt comfortable in. I didn't have any friends because of that, most

of the other kids would make fun of me. I was happy then. In the middle of the year in 6th grade, we moved to Grand Rapids, Michigan into a pretty suburb with the school next to the

lake. I decided to have a new start with my braces off and no striped sweaters. I made friends there,but quickly lost them. When the fighting between my parents started, i plugged in my

headphones and blocked out the world. Now its time to go back to school in Westchester and deal with the same people who used to mock me. School starts tomorrow. The guest room

at the Fishers had been customized for me. They knew my favorite color is purple, so they made everything purple. I would be happy, if I could feel. I heard a knock at the door.

"Come in." I said. Cam opened the door. Cam and I hadn't talked in a very long. He basically looks the same as he did when we were 12, but 4 years adds on alot of height.

"Hey Mass. Wow! Your look so diffrent!" He said.

"Same to you sir." I laughed.

" But your still the same Massie" He said smiling. We talked about Westchester and tomorrow and how everyone was for about an didn't talk about my parents, in fact, no one

has spoken of it since its funeral. Cam has had Claire Lyons as his girlfriends since 7th grade, when she moved here. If Cam liked her, she had to be pretty cool, unlike the rest of the

people in Westchester. We decided to get to bed early for tomorrow.

November 29th, 2010

It was a cold cloudy November morning. It is 7 and we are going to leave at 8. School starts at 9, but I need to get my schedule. My auburn hair dried in its natural waves. I put a little bit

of eyeliner on my amber eyes, but I like to keep it natural. I'm not into the big designer brands. I like random and vintage clothes, but my favorite store is Urban Outfitters. I wore a silk

white tank top, gray skinny jeans, a dark gray button down cardigan opened and platform oxfords. (Outfit links at the bottom.) We left and went to BOCD High School.

"Get ready..." Cam said as he walked into school. It looked exactly the same as it did when I lived here. The halls were filled with beautiful girls in expensive clothes, and cute guys. I went into the office and got my schedule and walked to my next class. I walked into English and saw Cam. He was sitting with his friends, who I immediently recognized. They were BOCD's most popular. I saw Alicia Rivera, the leader of the group. She was the bitchiest by far. Dylan Marvil and Olivia Ryan were her minions,she controlled everything about them. Next to Alicia was Josh Hotz, the pretty boy obsessed with Ralph Lauren since he moved here in 1st grade. The there was Derrick Harrington, the hottest, most popular guy. Every girl wanted him and he knew it. At least thats what I remember about them from 6th grade. He has shaggy blonde hair and carmel eyes and is completly gorgeous. He is also Cam's best friend. All I remember is that him and his friends (except Cam) used to constantly tease and laugh at me. Well, lets see who is laughing now.

I sat down and saw everyone looking at me and whispering. I saw Alicia, Dylan and Olivia strut over to me.

"Hey, are you new here?" Alicia asked me. She obviously doesn't recognize me.

"You can say that." I told her and went back to my iPod. I pushed Phoenix and started listening. Alicia took out one of my earphones.

"Well, we just wanted to let you know that you can sit with us at lunch. We are the most popular girls here just to let you know, you should be honoredby this invitation" Alicia told me. Any nice thought that I had about her instantly vanished.

" Whatever you say." I said and went back to my music. They walked away shocked, and I could hear the loud clicking of their heels behind me.

The teacher walked into the room and saw me instantly.

"Class we have a new student." He said loudly. Everyones eyes instantly turned to me. The teacher motioned for the to walk to the front and I followed.

" Tell the class your name." He instructed me. I looked around at all the familiar faces, the people who made my life hell, but the hell that I used to be in is alot better then the hell I'm in now. I saw Alicia sitting there smirking, like she was going to recruit me for her "popular" group called the pretty commitee.

I stared right at Alicia and said "Massie Block." Everyone sat in shock and then the whispers started. I ignored them, put in my iPod and then class started.

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