Wow. So, this is why I have not written anything in almost a year; my computer has be BROKEN! and I haven't been able to do ANYTHING with FanFiction. My sincere apologies. I hope you aren't too upset with me considering the situation. But the chapter is up and I think it is pretty good if I do say so myself. Sorry if things might now make since, I just wanted to give you something and it's kinda late so I'm kinda outta it. but thanks for sticking with me. You're great. Okay, have a great reading!

Black. It was all I could see. Was I dead? Did I faint? Is the baby okay? Where is Edward? Where am I?

All these questions ran through my head. The only thing I knew was that I wasn't in my body, in a sense at least. I may just be dreaming or in a dead sleep. Who knew. I didn't.

That's when I felt something. I don't know what it was. A squirm maybe? Someone squirming inside me? Is that my precious baby? What is happening? I'm lost. And comfused. I am a lost and confused pregnant woman and I am dreaming. There, that's a nice explanation. I'm just crazy.

The squirming kept continuing. The pressure of it was agonizing. I just want to die. Right now. Maybe I am dying. Is living with this pain that worth it. I don't know that question either.

But before I could finish my internal speaking, a loud, pitiful, yet precious cry filled my ears. The sound was so sweet all I wanted to do was leave this place I was in and find that cry. I knew for a fact that this was my baby. Mine. And I wanted to see her. Him. Whatever gender it is.

"Is she waking up?"

"I don't know. I think I saw her flinch though."

"I hope she wakes up soon."

These voices weren't coming from my head. They were coming from outside my head. Around me. I think they said something about me. And waking up? Was I waking up? I sure hope so. I felt a gentle soft hand touch mine. Who was this? God please let me wake up!

"I think she is! She's squeezing my hand!"

Was I? I didn't know I was squeezing someone's hand. I sure didn't feel myself move my hand.

"Bella, Bella can you hear me?" A voice said right by my ear. I could hear them, but I couldn't find my voice. Where did it go? Did I put it somewhere? I lost my voice I suppose. I need help.

As if my prayer had been heard, my eyes slowly began to open. I was waking up! I was so excited I could scream. If I could find my voice of course. My eyes slowly fluttered open and a bright flouresent light burned my weak eyes.

"Oh, Bella, you're okay." The person who was holding my hand smiled as they said this. As my vision cleared I noticed that this person was Alice.

I just looked at her, trying to find my voice still.

"Bella, can you talk?" Now this was the person beside my ear, I slowly turned my head to my right, meeting eye contact with a doctor. At least I think he was a doctor. He was wearing a lab coat, round glasses and had a full beard.

I blinked sleepily, as if answering his question. I opened my mouth to what would come out of it and nothing but a raspy nasel sound. Something I usually didn't make.

"Nurse, go get a glass of hot tea with honey, and a cloth." the doctor said, examining me.

"Bella, you had a beautiful baby boy." Alice smiled at me.

I looked at her again and gave her the biggest smile I could attempt at the moment. A boy! I had a boy! How exciting! But wait! Who's baby is it? Edwards or Jacob's? Oh no..I don't want to know. I feel sick.

Concern filled my brain and my eyebrows crinkled in worry. Alice saw my expression and immediatly knew what I was thinking. She gave me a look that looked almost sympathetic.

"I don't know who it is. It's too hard to tell." She gave me a sad smile and I fell back on whatever I was lying on in defeat. What am I going to do?

Right then, the nurse came in with a cup in one hand and a cloth in the other. She made me drink the hot tea while she wiped my face of sweat. After she left I fell asleep. Exhausted from labor.

The next time I woke up I was in a tent. It looked like a tent where the corps for army stayed. I soon found out it was. I was in Emmett's corporal tent lying on a cot with a basonate beside me. I looked inside to find a soundly sleeping baby boy softly cuddled up in his blanket. He looked so peaceful and serene. He was my little bundle. I slowly lifted myself off the cot and I was stronger than the last time of me being awake. I had also found my voice. I started softly cooing at my baby. Singing a soft song.

As I looked down at this baby. I could see who's it was. It was as clear as day as to who. I wonder if Edward and Jacob figured it out. I mean who couldn't? It's obvious.

The tent's cloth ruffled as Jasper and Rosalie came in. I smiled at them and said Hi.

"Good, you can talk now. How are you feeling?" Rosalie said as she came up and gently hugged me.

"Okay." I said, smiling again and looking down at my boy.

"What are you going to name him?" Jasper asked as he sat down on the cot.

I shrugged before answering. "I don't know."

"Well anyways, everyone is outside, they want to see you." Rosalie said, coming up next to me and taking my sleeping boy and putting him back in his basonate.

I pulled back and put my hand in the basonate. Wanting to hold him again.

"Don't."

I pulled back.

"Why?"

"Jasper is going to watch him while we sort everything out." Rosalie said as she tried pushing me out the tent.

"Why can't I be with him?" I grabbed back at the air for my boy. I wanted him back in my arms.

Rosalie looked from me to Jasper, from Jasper to me, then to my baby. She sighed heavily and took him back out and handed him to me. I smiled, glad to have him back.

"You can't leave if you have him. You have to stay in here."

"Then just bring everyone in. I'm not letting him go."

Rosalie gave in to my command and brought everyone in. I was sitting on the cot by Jasper when the tent became crowded with people. Jacob and Edward were the farthest from me, but also from each other. Nearest the exit, as if they needed a quick escape or something.

"Does everyone else know who the father is?" I asked, looking around.

They all nodded their heads and when I looked at Edward all I saw was his hard jaw line, his temple pulsing. Jacob looked the same way.

"Okay. How long have I been passed out?"

"About a week. The labor was hard on you the doctor had said." Alice stepped up next to me and sat down.

I sighed under my breath and looked down at my boy. Adam.

"Adam."

"Adam?" Emmett asked before anyone else could.

"His name. It's Adam." I smiled again, I couldn't help but smile with my boy Adam. He was life now.

"I love it." Alice said, petting Adam's soft hairless head.

"What do you think?" I asked Adam's father. Everyone turned to where I was looking and waited for the answer.

"Perfect." He smiled softly and walked over to me and kissed my lips. I looked up into his amazing eyes as they sparkled a mezmorizing green gem-like color. This man was definately the love of my life, and the life of my son, he helped me create this pure beauty of a baby.

Jacob silently excused himself undetected as Edward gave me another kiss. As I held our small Adam in my arms, looking into his small green irisis and light brown hair, I felt as if I was complete. Finally, I was complete.

"Hale! Cullen! Corporal! We're moving out at 14 hundred hours. Be ready to leave"

"Wait! You're leaving? He can't leave, he just had a son. He can't!" I stood up from the cot and moved up tp the Sergeant. He looked at me in disgust.

"I"ll see you at O-8 hundred. Not a minute late." He said to Edward and Jasper, leaving right after that. Emmett and Rosalie sliently said thier goodbyes as did Jasper and Alice.

I just started at Edward. I can't belive he has to leave. Right after we have Adam. I start crying. The tears fall as I stare at him. He comes up to me and kisses my forehead.

"I WILL be back." He told me, making eye contact.

"Promise?" I said through tears.

"Promise." with that, he gave me another lasting kiss. The last I will get in I wouldn't know how long. I kissed him again. He gently kissed Adam's head and softly whispered I love you to him. Then looked at me and told me the same thing.

"I love you."

"I love you too." I said thorugh tears again.

He kissed me once more before leaving with Jasper and Emmett. I stood there and cried as Rosalie and Alice tried to comfort me. I had a newborn baby to raise by myself without Edward. What was I going to do? How was I going to do it?

Leaving without my questions being answered I slowly walked out and into the Ford Rosalie had. i climbed in the back and cuddled Adam closer to my body.

"I love you too." I whispered once more into the warm August air back to Edward. Thinking that somehow he would hear me. But I knew he would. He always did.

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