A/N: Update...I am still working on getting the next three chapters edited, the next one should be up in a day or two.
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(Namine's POV)
I can't seem to quiet my fears. They constantly clutter my mind and distract me. Every passing moment weighs heavily on me and I know that I'm getting closer to the breaking point. I haven't been getting any sleep because I don't want to deal with the nightmares. I'm worn out and barely functioning. I am a total wreck, lifeless and withdrawn. I hate myself for what I have become. I am my own worst enemy.
I've been trying to keep myself occupied in any possible way for the sake of my sanity. However, there isn't much to do in Castle Oblivion and I often unwillingly find myself trapped to the confines of my thoughts. I am shackled by my mistakes and prisoner to my regrets. I'd give anything to protect Sora now. I want to take away all his pain but I realize that I can't. It's much too late to say sorry and I can't go back to being who I was before.
I'm too far gone.