Saturday
It was Saturday night. I was out of the hospital and back at my house. It was 11 at night and everyone else was asleep. The boys and dad were out of course. That hadn't changed. I was in my room, eating. Well binge eating to be more precise. The only thing I craved right now were sweets. Since Halloween had been a week and a day ago I had plenty. I had so much food, chocolate candy, cupcakes, cookies, brownies and cake. Well I didn't eat an entire cake I knew I couldn't do that. But I had several cake slices. And Luna bars, of course. And fruit; apples, mangos, raspberries, cherries and peaches. I was lonely so I ate. And just kept eating. Then I went to sleep.