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Chapter 32: Don't Forget
"Once I wake up, I'll find you again. I promise." -Sora
"You won't be able to remember that promise." -Namine
(Namine's POV)
I know that he's probably forgotten all about me by now. He's in a deep sleep and I'm no longer a presence in his dreams. Right now, he's probably thinking about her, and I'll be nothing more than a forgotten ghost of his past. I promised myself that I wouldn't breakdown but I don't know if I can stop myself from falling apart anymore. Letting go hurts much more than I thought it would. But, he's counting on me to fix this and I won't let him down. What other choice do I have?
I want nothing more than the best for him and this is the only way. If I have to sacrifice my own happiness, then so be it. It's time to face reality. I love him but we were never meant to be. He was always meant to be with her. That's something I'll have to live with, whether I like it or not.
Tears roll down my face as I stitch together all the frays in the fabric of his memory. I feel broken up inside but I manage to stay strong for his sake. Every so often, I gaze up and watch him as he slumbers. He looks so perfect and peaceful, it makes me smile.
I save my favorite memory for last.
The kiss.
It's a moment that I'll always cherish.
I'll never forget, but he will.
He's better off without it.
I pause to say my final words.
"Don't forget."
I secretly hope that he heard me, but I know deep down that it's a lost cause.
Goodbye Sora.
I turn my back to the sleeping boy and quickly leave before I get a chance to change my mind.
I race down the abandoned halls and when I fall short of breath, I slump over and fall to my knees. Tiny teardrops hit the floor and the muffled sound of my cries echo loudly through the silence. I don't have a heart. I don't have a soul. I'm not really alive.
There is a sharp pain coming from deep within my chest and it is cutting through my body like a bunch of stabbing knifes.
Can a nonexistent heart even break?
I'm starting to believe that it can.
I feel so weak.
I'm starting to fade now.
I don't want to go.
But, what am I without him?
