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There was no way I was going to stick around and get confirmation on whether or not Edward was actually getting down and dirty with Jane, I was just glad they were in his room this time.

The week was passing by pretty quickly, Riley and I had, had shared lunch pretty much every day, and it was now Thursday and I'm getting ready to have dinner with Riley tonight, I'm really looking forward to what should be served for desert I was starting to get a real itch that needed scratching, Riley and I hadn't been together since that first time, sure we'd had numerous make out sessions, and he'd even gifted me with a wonderful finger induced orgasm as we were sharing lunch under a wonderfully large tree on Tuesday.

I'd just tried on my 4th different outfit when my phone started singing "I'm a Barbie girl in a Barbie world" now I was giggling as I answered the phone knowing that if Rose knew I was still using this ring tone for her she'd seriously want my balls on the chopping block, well not literally obviously but you know what I mean.

"Hey Rosie what's up?"

"Woman do not call me Rosie"

Giggling "I'm sorry, Good Evening Madam Rosalie how are you?"

"God you're a dork Bella. We're doing alright over here how are you guys, I haven't been able to get hold of Alice at all the last few days"

"Yeah we're good, Alice has been busy with a delicious young man by the name of Jasper, has been since the weekend, I don't think she's slept here at all this week"

"Seriously? So it's looking serious then?" "Meh it's Alice who knows seriously... Did you want me to leave a msg or something for her?"

"Ah nah I was just wanting to find out when was a good weekend for you guys for Em and I to plan a visit" "Oh you know me I'm easy as pie in terms of that shit, I don't know about the other two thou, I'll leave a note on the white board thingy Alice put in the kitchen to ring you and let you know what suits them, sound good?"

"Thanks babe" "No probs now piss off I have a date to get ready for" "With who?" "His name is Riley, he's an Aussie, been here for the last 3 years thou, he's hot, smart, funny a great package but unfortunately he's just not Edward"

"I so can't wait till you two hookup"

"lol he'd have to like me first for that to happen.. Alright I'm going, love you my Barbie girl"

And I hang up before she gets a chance to yell at me for calling her Barbie girl. I went to try on a new pink top I'd only just brought when I realized my bedroom door was open, it hadn't been open before had it? Oh god I hope Edward hadn't been there and heard what I'd said... Nah there's no way he would have been listening at my door, right?

So there I was in a tight fitting hot pink off the shoulders top and my favorite jeans, which apparently make my arse look fantabulous and my pink and purple polka dot thongs on my way out the door to Riley's when I overhear Edward on the phone saying he'll apologize every day if it would make her happy... I wonder what Edward did, and to who. I'm guessing its Jane he's talking to. I haven't really

Seen much of Edward this last week I've been doing my best to avoid him at all costs. I even faked illness to get out of what was meant to be our compulsory weekly dinner choosing to stay in bed and hide instead. I really don't want to be seeing him now though, I don't want to be heading into Riley's arms with thoughts of Edward. He's obviously not sitting around pinning over me, I need to grow up and get over him, and Riley is the perfect boy, or man if you prefer to help me do that.

Dinner with Riley was fantastic, although I was a little surprised that the boy actually knew how to cook, he'd made a wonderfully delicious chicken pasta thing, it really was wasted on me, not that you'll hear me complaining. I was also relieved that he'd had the same idea about desert that I did too, not that I expected round one of desert to be served on the table, man I'm really glad he lives by himself so I don't have bad thoughts for those who are meant to use this table daily, but also leads me to wonder exactly how many women he's had on this table before. Okay totally not going there.

After desert we settled down to watch a movie, and I was all excited until all that writing crap at the start of star wars came on, I mean seriously, why the hell would he think I'd want to watch this crap? It also started Edward thoughts, I actually had no idea whether or not Edward was that much of a nerd that he was Star Wars fan or not. Okay I'm so not going to sit here thinking about Edward, I'll rather try and follow this crappy movie. After watching for about half an hour my opinion on this movie had not changed so I figured Riley and I could make better use of our time together and I climbed into his lap and began kissing him. At first Riley wasn't very responsive moving his head so he could see the movie around my head, and complaining that he really wanted to watch it. That was until I took my top off then my chest had his complete and undivided attention, man he's such a boy. Things heated up pretty quickly for there, next thing I know Riley and I were both naked and I was lowering myself back onto him while he was still sitting on the couch, and I have a feeling he was still paying partial attention to the movie, but meh at least I didn't have to watch it.

I'd managed to convince Riley to turn the movie off after that and we settled on watching some reruns of Burn Notice after that, do I hear a Michael Weston yummm yes please! Riley admitted to having a slight thing for an Irish accent, and I had to admit that I've always loved a real southern accent. It didn't take long until Riley and I were going for round three, this time luckily however it was in the safety of his bed, because I passed out pretty quickly after that, something about an evening of sex really takes it out of a girl.

I woke about 3am with someone banging on Riley's front door, I tried to wake Riley but he was really out of it, so I quickly looked around for something to chuck on, finding Riley's shirt on the floor where I threw it earlier, and something to use as a weapon in the form of a cricket bat leaning against the wall near his door, how had I not noticed it earlier is beyond me, and did they seriously have somewhere where he could play over here? I guess if he could play footy there would be a cricket league, argh so hope there isn't I do NOT want to get stuck watching that shit. So with shirt on and cricket bat in hand I made my way towards the front door and the banging.

I opened to door to reveal a rather distressed Alice.

"Alice what's wrong?"

"There, there, there's someone in the house" she said sounding rather out of breath

"Are you sure it's not Edward?" I asked her

"I think I would recognize my own brother Bella, this person had blonde hair" She said with her hands on her hips.

"Alright well is Edward home?" I asked.

"His room was empty, there was just the stranger in the kitchen, I ran here to safety" she stated.

"Okay okay well umm hang on we'll wake Riley up, and get some more weapons and we'll go see what's going on" I told her and ushered her inside.

I went back into the room and started to shake Riley awake, he was just starting to come around when Alice came running in and jumping on his bed yelling "Riley, my favorite murdering neighbor, we need protecting, c'mon psycho boy, up ya get, c'mon, c'mon hurry" Riley sat up rubbing his eyes and groggily asking what was going on. I quickly explained what Alice had told me, and kicked Alice out so Riley could put some clothes on.

After a minute of finding two more weapons consisting of a baseball bat for Alice and a golf club for Riley, I mean seriously how many sports did this dude play? How had I missed that he was such a jock? We headed back down the street to our place, to find the front door wide open, I raised an eyebrow at Alice to inquire whether or not she'd left it open or not, looking rather shameful she whispered "I was freaked okay, I didn't take the time to close the door" We all tiptoed down the hall into the kitchen, Alice and I sent Riley in first, I mean he was there to protect us right?

Obviously the person was still there because we heard Riley saying "Don't make a move dickwad, and explain to me right now what the fuck you're doing here" Alice and I look at each other with big wide eyes when we hear the persons response "I fucking live here, who the fuck are you and why are you in my kitchen" oh shit oh shit, it was Edward, fucking Alice. Alice and I both come running into the kitchen together and take the sight of Edward in, Alice was right the person did have blonde hair, defiantly not Edward's natural beautiful hair coloring, at the same time Alice and I both screamed "Edward, what the fuck did you do to your hair?" Edward didn't answer just asked "who the fuck is this douche?" Riley lowered the golf club he had in his hand and stuck his hand out to shake Edwards hand and said "Oh sorry mate, I'm Riley, Alice came and woke Bella and I up freaked out that there was a stranger in here, so you're the other roommate Edward then" Edward had a rather peculiar look on his face when he shook Riley's hand and confirmed he was indeed Edward. Alice didn't have much time for the formalities and stomped her foot while saying "Edward, seriously what the fuck is with your hair" Edward ran a hand over his hair and looking down to the ground and looking rather ashamed said "Jane decided I would look better this way"

OMG what the fuck is wrong with that girl, he had fantastic, to die for hair. She certainly does not deserve him, who the hell gets with someone and then goes about changing them like that. I'm so not staying here and listening to this conversation. I grab Riley's hand and tell Alice and Edward I'm heading back to Riley's leaving Alice to lay into Edward for letting that stupid troll change him like that.

"I'm so sorry about that Riley, I can't believe Alice woke us up for that" I said as we were heading back towards his place. "Don't worry about babe, not really how I'd planned on meeting your other roommate, but it's better she came and got back up then face a suspected intruder by herself isn't it?" he responded.

How sweet is this man? Once we made it back to Riley's place and the door was shut our clothes didn't stay on for too long, a few hours later we'd gone round, 4, 5 and 6.

It was time to get up before we'd actually fallen asleep again and I had an early class this morning so I very tiredly made my way home for a quick shower and change of clothes, figuring I'd grab a coffee on campus. Riley the lucky bastard didn't have any classes until after lunch so was just planning on getting some more sleep.

After making myself presentable I made my way to campus and the coffee shop near my first class, texting Jacob telling him to meet me there, this girl may be in need of a piggy back to class. He'd responded he was on his way and he'd see me in there in a minute and requested his own drink, after standing in line I was on my way back out with our drinks in hand, when who should walk in just in front of Jacob? C'mon I'm sure you can guess, ahuh you're right the little hoe Jane. She gave me a huge greezy, and deliberately bumped into me on her way past and said "Edwards mine, do you hear me, so stay away from him". Okay chick must be crazy, if I wasn't already late for class I would have responded with a fist or two, seriously what the fuck would be her problem. Obviously bitchella is going to have made sure she's out and about when ever Jane's around.

When I reached Jacob he asked what the little chicks problem was, I answered yelling so everyone in the shop could easily hear "That's Jane, Edwards play thing for the week, and she's apparently psycho crazy". Jacob quickly escorted me out of there giggling so we weren't late for class.

The day dragged on and on, I was completely buggered by the time my last class was finished I was ready to just go home and crawl into bed and sleep for the next three weeks. Going home really didn't sound that appealing though being that I'm sure by now Jane and her little hussies from the coffee shop this morning have properly told Edward I verbally attacked her for no reason, so instead I did what any other girl would do, I called my 'boyfriend'.

"Hey Riley, what ya doin?" I asked stifling a yawn after he answered on the 2nd ring.

"Just about to head home, only had one class today that's been canceled, why?" "Wanna come give me a piggy back home? Please, pretty please with a huge mars bar on top" I begged him.

"How about just you on top and you've got yourself a deal" He responded and I could almost hear the smirk that would be plastered on his face.

"Argh fine deal, but you have to let me sleep first, please" I told him.

He agreed to that deal, and after working out my location told me he'd be there in moment. Score for me, not only do I get to ignore Edward for a little longer, I get to sleep in Riley's super comfy bed and enjoy more sex. This day is looking better. As Riley had said he made it to me only moments later and I was treated to a piggy back the whole way home, something I hadn't really expected him to do, I started to feel bad that I wasn't sure that I'd ever be able to give the guy my heart in full, I know deep down that a very large part of my heart is always going to belong to Edward even if he wasn't interested in having it. I was treated to lovely blissful sleep until Riley woke me up for some tea, he'd made delicious pizza, remembering that I loved extra pineapple and made it exactly that way. After tea Riley decided I could do with a nice relaxing bath. I'm not sure exactly how he figured the bath would be at all relaxing once he climbed in, but I suppose 2 wonderful orgasms would relax most girls.

But I was still feeling bad and guilty especially when we were dressed and snuggling on the couch and

Riley asked me what was so horrible about today. I didn't want to lie to him, but I also didn't want to even try and explain why Jane's words would upset me as much as they did. In the end I decided the truth was best and explained my run in with Jane and my confusion over the matter, and how I now wasn't feeling all that comfortable going home because I'm sure that Edward would be pissed at me for how I handle things with her.

After spilling everything to Riley he pulled me up off the couch, telling me to get up and get moving, I followed him a little confused about where we were heading. I followed him down the road to my place, he produced my keys and opened the door, I hadn't even notice him grab them from where I'd left them on the table earlier. I was starting to get really confused about what Riley had planned when he said "So which one's your bedroom baby girl" I walked him down the hall to my room and opened the door to let him in, he walked straight over to my bed and sat down. I looked at him with what I'm sure was a very confused expression. Riley giggled and said "don't look so confused, it doesn't suit your pretty face"

"I'm a little confused here though Riley, why were you in such a hurry to come sit on my bed?" I asked him.

"Well I figured if she's that concerned that you're hitting on Edward that if she knew you had a boyfriend that she'll back off a little. And I happen to know that Jane will be here tonight so I figure this should work" He said with a giant smirk.

I couldn't help the automatic drop of my jaw on his admission that he knew I mean like what? "What do you mean you know Jane?" I stuttered out. "Relax babe, I tutor is all and I overheard her talking to her friends about how she had a surprise for Edward tonight and how she planned to rub her relationship with him in his skanky roommates face tonight. And as I had seen Jane and the bloke from last night together the other day doesn't take a genius to figure out who you were talking about" he answered while rubbing soothing circles on my back.

"So what exactly is your plan?" I asked him.

"Well I figured we could make a whole lotta noise when she turns up" he said raising his eyebrow as he spoke.

I like the way this boy thinks, and nodded my head in approval, he then opened his arms and invited me to lie down on my bed with him while we waited to hear the arrival of Jane and Edward.

It didn't take long until we heard Jane's annoying laugh coming from somewhere in the house. Riley looked at me and whispered "you ready?" I couldn't fight the smile that appeared on my face as I nodded at him.

Without any real warning Riley started bouncing around on the bed making it squeak in ways I didn't realize it was capable of and yelling "Oh my god Bella, Ah Bella" "Oh Bella, so good baby" "Don't stop, Don't stop" "Oh god you're so hot when you touch yourself like that" I was trying to fight my own giggles as I responded to his voice with my own grunts and 'oh my gods' but I could have slapped him when he said I was touching myself, then figured ah why not and slapped his arse yelling "You like it when I hit your arse don't you, you naughty boy" followed by "Oh yep right there, oh god harder, harder Riley" it was only a few seconds later we heard the sound of a door slamming shut and we both collapsed back on the bed with silent giggles. We fell asleep holding onto each other both wearing really goofy smiles.

When I woke up the next morning I was alone in my bed. Riley had left a note on my pillow.

Good Morning my beautiful Bella,

I had to head home this morning as I had a skype date with mum and dad. Call me when you're awake and alive. I have some homework I need to get done today but maybe we can schedule tea or something? Cheers, Riley.

Although the note was a sweet gesture, what's with signing cheers? Argh, I don't know what I expect him to sign it with, it's not like he's going to say love or anything, but cheers? That just seems like something you'd say to a mate. What the hell am I doing with Riley? Ah well at least I guess I don't have to worry about him being more serious about me than I am with. Although am I getting too serious with him? Ah this is all too confusing, man I'm in desperate need of a D&M where is my best friend when I need her? I slowly make my way out of my bedroom heading towards the kitchen for some much needed coffee, only to find a still blonde looking Edward at the table. He turned to me as I was walked in, he looked really pissed and said, "What the fuck was that shit last night Bella? Do you really think the world needs to hear you fucking that douche?" I just opened my mouth and closed it a couple of times I didn't have an answer, I didn't really understand what he was so angry about when I hadn't answered he started in on me again "And why the fuck would you abuse Jane and call her psycho for no reason yesterday? What are you the only one who's allowed to have a relationship in this house Bella?" I stood looking at him for a minute trying to work out what to say, he had me completely stumped on his thought process, I opened my mouth to tell him to bite me, I was however shocked by myself when instead I said "Edward do you like Star Wars?" Edward looked at me like perhaps I belonged in the loony bin, and stuttered out "Um yeah, what's that got do with anything?" After I filled up my coffee cup I walked to the door, turned back and told him "I hate star wars, like literally think it's the stupidest movie ever made, but I would watch it with you Edward, because you like it, you do those things when you like someone, you don't try and change them" I walked back into my room with my coffee and went back to my bed completely freaking out, I can't believe I just told him I liked him. Argh I really hope he didn't realize what I was really saying, I mean I could have just been saying I liked him like a friend and I don't think Jane should have made him change his hair, right? Argh! What did I do?

I quickly sent a text off to Alice Best friend Emergency I need you at home Ali, 5 mins ago


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