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After I sent the text to Alice she replied she'd be home in 10. I remembered I had to hand in an assignment I'd been working my arse off on, I had no classes today though. So I quickly sent a text to Alice letting her know that I had to run the assignment in and I'd be back and to wait for me. When I got home from handing in my assignment Alice was with Edward in the bathroom and I heard Alice say "I promise Edward I won't tell him about you yelling out Bella's name" Interesting, I wonder when Edward yelled out my name. Okay so don't want to hear what comes next, so don't want to get my hopes up, best make myself known. Making my way to the door way I ask "Who yelled out my name?" Alice looking a little flustered said "Oh..What?...Who?...Um Jasper did can you believe it right in the middle of the night he yells out your name. He swears he was dreaming about saving you from some burning building but I'm not sure I buy it." just after she finished answering she dove on me and dragged me into my room closing the door and turning on me.
"So what's with the 911 text" Alice asked
"I accidentally told Edward I liked him and now I'm totally freaking the fuck out" I told her concentrating on my hands not wanting to look her in the eye.
"What exactly did you say to him?" Alice questioned.
I told her about the whole conversation that Edward and I had in the kitchen. Thanking the heavens that my best friend is so cool, most girls wouldn't be happy that their best friend was crushing on their brother. When I finished Alice just started laughing. "It's not funny Alice, I can't believe I did that"
"Oh relax Bella, the boy is a complete clueless idiot, he has no idea that you like him, he just finished telling me that he thinks you don't even like him"
"Seriously?" I asked her. "Yes I promise Bella"
"So who was really saying my name? Because I know when you're lying babe"
"If I tell you, you have to promise to take it to the grave" she said. "You know I will" I told her, holding three fingers of my right hand up, giving my girl guide salute.
"Edward yelled your name out while having sex with Jane" she whispered. "Are you for real?" I asked after I picked my jaw up off the ground. "Yes the boy is so in love with you, we have to figure out how to get Jane out of the way and you in. You do still want that don't you" She asked. "Of course I do Alice, more than anything" I told her honestly. "Good, first things first, you need to ditch Riley, which is a shame because he's awesome"
"I know but I'm pretty sure I'm just a flavor of the week for him" I told her my brain finally confirming the thoughts I'd been having all morning. "Well it would be his loss because you are smart, sexy and funny honey" she told me.
"You're my best friend you're meant to think those things, best friends are biased like parents your opinion doesn't count" "So cynical babe, but shit I gotta run I've got class in 5, did you hear Em and Rose are coming tomorrow?" she asked.
"Yeah, I'm so excited to see them it feels like years since I've seen Em" I said slightly in daydream land as I run through random Em memories.
"I know as much as I sometimes want to murder the big oaf I miss him, alright we'll discuss this later" she yelled while running out the door.
After Alice left I checked out the house realising Edward must have had class and I was home alone. With Emmett coming tomorrow I figured best get some house work done because the house was going to be trashed by the time he left.
By the time I'd finished scrubbing clean the kitchen and bathroom, quickly vacuuming and dusting all living areas it was just passed lunch time and I was starving. I'd just sat down to eat a spaghetti jaffle when there was a knock on the front door. I opened it to find Riley standing there with a rather odd look on his face.
"Hey Riley, what's up?" I asked him "Umm Bella can we have a chat?" He said looking anywhere but me "Ah yeah sure, come in" I said standing back and gesturing inside. I lead him into the lounge room taking a seat on the couch and he followed sitting down next to me. "So what's up Riley?" "I've been thinking, I really like you and I'm just wondering do you see a future for us?"
Hmm okay not sure that's really what I was expecting and now I'm a little confused how to answer this because I do not want to hurt him. Honesty is the best policy right?
"Um honestly Riley, I really like you, you're funny, and awesome, but um I'm actually head over heals in love with someone else, and I was really hoping being with you would help me move on but it hasn't, it hasn't affected my feelings towards the other person at all. Which I might add really pisses me off because I would really like to move on with you but I guess my heart isn't actually ready" I told him maintaining eye contact so he knew I wasn't lying.
"Is it Edward?" Riley asked.
"Yeah it is, and I know he's with Jane and I don't stand a chance with him but I just can't get over him. I'm really sorry Riley."
"Has anything ever happened between the two of you?" he asked, I'm a little annoyed he's asking but I don't want to piss him off. "Honestly no nothing. He only see's me a sister which makes it even more frustrating. But I guess if we always got what we wanted life would be boring" No need to tell him about what Alice told me this morning. "He'd be an idiot if he didn't if he didn't notice you Bella. I think it might be a good idea in light of this information if we take a turn onto the just platonic friends road. I don't want to get hurt. I'd love to keep being your friend though, it's always nice to have another friend missing the same home"
"Good because I've loved having you as a friend Riley, and I'm really sorry that I can't give you more than that"
"Don't stress Bells" Riley said as he learned over giving me a hug.
"Alright well I gotta run, I'll see you around, you know where to find me if you want" he said as he got up from the couch and started to make his way towards the front door. I slowly followed him and waved as he ran down the street. I really do hope we could keep a friendship going.
I made my way back to the kitchen and my now cold lunch, feeling extra glad I'd had this craving, the only thing better than a warm jaffle was a cold one.
I made my way up to my room after I'd washed my lunch dishes grabbing one of my all time favorite books, 'Fried Green Tomatoes at the Whistle Stop Cafe' I'd been in love with this book since my grade 6 teacher gave it to me to read because I'd made my way through most of the reader selections, I still remember the hissy fits my mum's threw over it. I didn't get to far in when I hear my alarm clock buzzing, I stare at it feeling very confused before I realized I'd fallen asleep reading and I needed to get ready for class. I rushed around getting ready didn't hear any noise from either Edward or Alice's rooms so I'm not even sure if they were home when I rushed out the door heading towards a Jacob and coffee fix that's become my normal Friday morning routine. Jacob was waiting coffee in hand, smile on face waiting to escort me to class.
The day dragged on slowly because I was waiting and counting down the minutes until Emmett and Rose's arrival.
I'd been sitting in my room working on an essay when I heard the front door open, knowing Alice was already here I figured it must be Edward with Emmett and Rose so I came flying out of my room and charging down the stairs yelling "Emmy Bear" and launched myself at him, he luckily caught me. He whispered in my ear "Really Bella with your ability to trip over air, jumping off the stairs like that, I don't
want to take you to hospital this weekend". I laughed and whacked him in the chest, jumping down and grabbed hold of Rose. Telling her I'd missed her.
We made our way into the lounge room. Rose had just asked what the plans for tonight were when Edward had returned from putting Em and Rose's stuff upstairs. We discussed plans for hitting a club tomorrow night, Alice told them Jasper and Riley would be coming too, I need to tell her about the conversation yesterday. Edward said he properly wouldn't come. The pizza arrived and we all sat down to watch 'Salt' with Angelina Jolie. I really hate that chick, I'm totally team Jen. I spent the movie snuggled into the left side of Emmett making faces at Rose who'd snuggled on the right side. When the movie had finished Rose and Em decided they were heading to bed, Edward left with them to show them where everything was and get last minute things out of his room I guess.
I quickly grabbed hold of Alice's hand to get her attention away from her phone. "Riley and I had a chat yesterday and we're just going to be friends" I whispered quickly. "OMG! Serious? You should tell Edward tonight" she whispered back.
"I don't know if now's a good time" "At least tell him Riley won't be there tomorrow because you aren't together anymore, tell him you're heart is with someone else and you can't keep pretending, you can only hope the other person will finally see you" she whispered back while keeping an eye on the door to make sure Edward wasn't coming back in.
"I can't do that Alice, what if he decides he'd prefer Jane" I said with pleading eyes for some reassurance
"Trust me B, he wants you more. He's coming tell him" she said giving me a hard stare. As Edward walked in Alice bolted off the couch and ran out of the room. I watched as Edward came in I was watching him trying to decide whether or not I could tell him, if I should tell him. I was broken from my thoughts when Edward snapped "What" Okay so I guess Alice was wrong, he defiantly did not like me, there goes the idea of telling him that "What? God Nothing" I yelled at him and ran into my room, slamming the door, like the teenager I am, and locking it. I dived into my bed and cried into my pillow for the next hour. How could I have been so stupid as to think I actually had a chance with Edward.
I woke up the next morning still depressed and ready to spend the day feeling sorry for myself and crying into my pillow but then I decided I'd rather go shopping with the girls and get a smoking outfit for tonight. Maybe a little retail therapy would make me feel a little better. I came down stairs after my shower and into the kitchen to find Alice and Edward talking, I may have eavesdropped a little on their conversation Alice please tell me you didn't tell Emmett about what I told you the other day." Edward said with a sigh.
"Of course not!" Alice screeched
"shhhhh" Edward hushed her. Obviously not wanting anyone to overhear "Well he knows I am sleeping with Jane." Edward said in almost whisper.
"Well duh I told him that I was just super excited for you and I knew he would be so I couldn't resist. I only wish I had known about the whole Bella issue sooner so I could help out with that." Alice said. That being my cue to enter, I don't think I could handle Edward saying he was over those feelings.
"Who's having issues? I mean besides Assward over here." I asked as I entered and took a seat at the table.
"On that note I am going to take a shower." Edward said as he left.
Alice looked over at me "So I take it telling him didn't go so well last night" she asked just as Emmett and Rose came into the kitchen "Told who what last night" Emmett asked picking up a piece of toast and shoving it in his mouth as Rose muttered pig under her breath. Alice never wanting to be left out of a conversation told Emmett and Rose I was going to tell Edward I like, liked him last night but it obviously didn't go so well. "What the fuck happened" Emmett asked. I told them how'd I'd just been talking myself into when he snapped at me, and I lost my nerve. Emmett came over and hugged me into his chest "He likes you honest Bells, he's even admitted it to me, but you know he's not going to make the first move here" I pushed myself away from Emmett and instructed him back into his chair to eat some breakfast and
said "Well I don't know that I have the confidence to try again for awhile now so we'll just have to wait awhile to find out. But either way us girls are hitting some shops today, I need some distraction in the form of retail therapy" Rose and Alice both agreed. When Emmett looked up from his plate with a confused look and said "Hang on what happened to Dundey Douche?"
"Huh who?" I asked
"That's what Edward called the dude you were dating" he said shoving more food into his mouth.
"Oh Riley, we decided yesterday it was better to be friends because I couldn't give him a relationship when I was stuck on the other person"
"Oh good" Emmett said before turning his attention back to his plate.
Edward came back down saying "Hey guys Jane injured her ankle so she is coming home early from the game. So you guys get to meet her." as he took a seat next to Emmett at the table.
I couldn't keep in the groan and eye roll that escaped without my permission at that bit of information.
"Great so will she be going to the club with us?" I asked trying to make up for the slip.
"Uh I don't think we will she sprained her ankle so she won't be dancing much but we will be here when you get back." I guess Edward really was happy to hand in his balls when it came to Jane. I mean what's more important hanging out with your brother who you don't get to see very often or sitting around with your girlfriend that you can do any day.
Emmett cleared his throat a bit breaking me from my thoughts when he said "So Eddie it looks like it's you and me today the girls are going shopping and doing girly shit."
"Great let's go." Edward said as he got up to leave in rather a hurry.
I waited till I'd heard the front door close behind them and turned to the girls with a raised eyebrow. "Does that really seem like he's crushing on me to you? I'm telling you, whatever he thought he may have been feeling he's over it" I told them while I stood up and started loading the dishes into the dishwasher.
"That was rather odd" Rose said as she began helping me.
"Trust me ladies, he's nowhere near over anything" Alice said as she grabbed the last of the plates from the table.
It didn't take long and we were heading out the door.
We were in about the 10th shop trying on outfit number 100 when Rose received a text from Emmett saying
'Edward will be joining us tonight, make sure Bella is looking smokin' we were all curious as to why the change of plans so Rose sent a msg back asking why he'd changed his mind Emmett's reply had all three of us girls seeing red. 'Turns out Jane had been screwing some guy from the football team, they got busted and that's the real reason she's back early, Ed overheard her on the phone dishing the deets to a friend or something'
About an hour later we had finished shopping and devised a payback Jane plan. As we still had a few hours before we needed to start getting ready to hit the club we decided to make a start on operation make Jane pay. The idea was very simple, I rang my friend Ashley who worked for the campus paper and let her know that a freshman cheerleader had been sent home early because she'd been caught doing the deed with one of the players. She was excited to have the scoop and was certain the editor would run with it, nothing ever beats a good scandal. That was phase one. Phase two was a little trickier, we didn't want Edward feeling embarrassed because everyone knew that Jane had cheated on him so Rose decided she wanted to get a recording of Jane admitting she was a slut and Edward deserved better. After asking a couple of people we managed to figure out which dorm was Jane's. Rose made Alice and I wait out the front while she tackled this mission on her own. About 5 minutes after she went up she was back with a giant grin on her face. She played us the recording before we headed home.
We came home to find the boys sitting at the table beers in hand. Rose pressed play on the tape recorder
sitting it down on the table between Edward and Emmett just as Jane's voice began to speak.
"Hi my name is Jane Payne I was recently sent home early after being caught having sex with a member of the football team. I had been dating someone else on campus named Edward and I just want to go on record and apologize to Edward for cheating on him, I'm a slut who can't keep her legs closed and my behavior doesn't in any way reflect on you."
Edward just sat there with his mouth open for a few minutes then turned to Rose and said "What the hell did you do?" Rose just started giggling and responded with "Thought this recording may come in handy at some point for you" "But how did you get it?" Edward asked
"Ahhh a girl never reveals her sources, but lets just say I highly doubt the dumbass bitch will come anywhere near you again" Rose said
"I guess that explains why the phone calls and text msg's stopped about 10mins ago then" Edward said.
"More than likely Eddie" Rose said as she dragged Alice and I out of the room.
All three of us girls were changing into our new outfits that we'd brought, Alice into a purple strapless dress that was so tight I was a little worried about her circulation. Rose was wearing a tight red dress with tank type sleeves and diamonds cut out of the sides. I'd gone with a black strapless dress which had a tight top half but loose fitting pink and black skirt. We'd all decided to wear our hair out with minimal make up, thinking if we're going to be dancing up a storm it didn't matter if we worked up a bit of a sweat.
It didn't take long and we were making our way back downstairs and I have a feeling the boys were already slightly drunk. "Jasper is meeting us at the club so I'll call us a cab and we'll be on our way" Alice announced after a few seconds of silence. "What about Dundey Bella he coming in the cab with us?" Edward partially slurred
"Ah no, I broke up with him the other day Edward" I said without looking at him. "Why I thought you liked him, sure sounded like you did" Edward said with almost sneer on his face
"Ah, well, um I'm actually pretty sure I'm in love with someone else, unfortunately for me though the person doesn't actual realize I have feelings, no point being in a relationship with someone when my heart belongs to someone else" I said and feeling relived when the taxi driver tooted their horn to announce their arrival. Saved by the horn.
I took hold of Alice and Rose dragging them into the backseat with me, Emmett following to put Rose on his lap leaving Edward to sit in front, I felt a little bad about that but I was a little scared about what he might have said to me. Alice said he kept glancing back at me. The club wasn't that far away we properly could have walked the distance if we'd wanted to so it didn't take long until we were all piling out. The line to get in was pretty huge but luckily this place had been we're we've headed every weekend so we were pretty friendly with the guys on the door. I was trying to see who was on door duty as we walked up, noticing it was Quill, Jarreds brother. Ali and I both greeted him with a hug, and introduced him to Rose, Emmett and Edward. Quill also didn't bother to check our ID's as he waved us through.
The men had gone to find a table and get a round of drinks while Ali and I introduced Rose to the dance floor. We'd been dancing for a couple of songs when someone started to grind against Alice, just turned around ready to deck the bloke and released just as she was about to make contact with the nose it was Jasper. We decided to take a break from the dancing and introduce Jasper to Emmett and Edward. It took a minute to spot the boys and when I did I swear there was smoke coming out of Rose's ears. There was four girls sitting with them, one was in Edwards lap and as we watched we saw one of the girls try and sit herself in Em's lap, he quickly blocked her but it didn't stop her making three more attempts on the way over. Rose stalked past us in a hurry after the girls 2nd attempt when we arrived after Rose, Em had placed Rose in his lap, and looking at the girl said "See I just don't let skanks sit here, this is reserved parking only".
Emmett is such a sweetie but god he says some stupid things, when I stopped giggling I looked over at Edward only to notice it was Jane sitting on his lap and Edward was looking something close to passed out. How much had Emmett let him drink today.
I was just thinking about saying something about Jane when Alice yelled "Edward what the fuck?" He looked up at her slightly confused and said "huh Ali?" Alice made a gesture towards the skank on his lap and he looked at Jane for a minute then a look of realization seemed to hit him and he jumped back a little bit pushing her off his lap exclaiming his own "What the fuck?". Jane hopped up and shook herself off and attempted to hop back on his knee all the while talking to him saying "C'mon Eddie, we talked about this it was all a big misunderstanding remember, you're going to forgive me and we're going to move on". Edward looked at her like she was slightly deranged and said he didn't want anything more to do with her. Jane was getting really pissed, she stomped her foot and got into Edwards face and yelled "Are you fucking kidding me right now? I forgive you for screaming that sluts name and your really not going to fucking forgive me" I was just starting to ponder about who's name he'd screamed and if it was mine because the conversation he'd been having with Alice when Rose stood up from Emmett's lap came across the other side of table and took hold of Jane's hair, she used her grip on Jane's hair to shove her away from the table, then got in Jane's face and said in a voice that would have intimidated me "Listen to me you two faced hoe, you stay the fuck away from brother and sisters, if I hear you've even whispered a word to any of them or about them you'll be fucking sorry, got it?" Jane had paled slightly and although she was trying to stand tall you could tell she was slightly scared of Rose, and honestly I was too. Jane nodded her head slightly. "Good now fuck off and take you're filthy diseased friends with you" and with that Rose turned around and dumped herself back on Em's knee.
As the other girls got up and walked away Jasper and I took the remaining two seats, putting myself between Jasper and Edward. Jasper pulled Alice down onto his knee. Jasper with true southern manners stuck his hand out towards Emmett and said "You must be big brother Emmett and the wonderful Rose, I'm Jasper" After he shook hands with Em and Rose he turned towards Edward and introduced himself in a similar manner, however when Edward was shaking his hand he said "Don't you dare fuck with my sister or you'll really regret it" Jasper looked Edward in the eye and said "I'd rather stab a fork in my eye" then laughed saying Alice had said to expect that lecture from Emmett, not Edward because Edward would trust her instincts. Edward snorted and said "sometimes It's those we least expect that end up doing the most damage to the heart" Edward zoned back out after that.
We were on our 3rd round for the night when Emmett, Rose, Alice and Jasper had decided to head back out to the dance floor, I volunteered to stay behind to look after Edward, his last two drinks had been water and he hadn't seemed to be able to tell the difference between that and the straight vodka he had been drinking.
I'd been watching Edward play with his glass for awhile when he spoke up and said "I'm really not that drunk you guys had to put me on water" I looked at him in shock "We actually were starting to think you hadn't noticed" He laughed at that, a sound I had defiantly been missing the last few weeks "I'm not that drunk Bella" we fell back into silence for a few moments after that, then I asked "Are you okay Edward?" He looked over at me, he looked like he was making a decision, he let out a really loud sigh and said "Not really Bella. And if it's Quill's attention that you want so badly I can tell you now he's noticed. You're really hard not to notice" I stopped playing with my own glass and turned to face him, he was still looking down at me, making sure to keep eye contact with him I figured it was now or never and I was drunk enough to have the courage and I whispered "He's not the one I want attention from. This guy I've known for a little while now, he has the most amazing green eyes that I could stare into all day, he has this natural hair color that is a really weird bronze shade, that I fantasize about running my fingers through, he's kinda dorky but in an unbelievably sexy way, he's apparently a star wars fan, but I still want him" I took my eyes from his eyes and focused on his lips for the last part "he has what look like the most incredible kissing lips, and he's my best friends brother" Edward was looking at me he opened his mouth to speak and I started to panic, "I thought Alice was your best friend" he said, I went back to looking him in the eyes when I answered "She is Edward,
and Emmett doesn't have green eyes"
Edward just kept looking at me for what felt like a life time, opening and closing his mouth like a fish. I skulled the rest of my drink and thought 'what the heck' I learned towards him, took his face in my hands and brought my lips to him, it took him a moment to respond and in the moment I thought he was going to push me off him, but he didn't, he took the kiss to the next level putting his tongue in my mouth. We'd been making out for a few minutes when someone cleared their throat behind us, I really didn't want to stop what we were doing but I'm not a rude person by nature. I slowly turned to find Jane, "Edward I thought you said there was nothing between the two of you". I was blown away by Edwards answer "There hadn't been Jane, but I've been in love with Bella since the moment I met her, now fuck off" and with that Edward put his lips back to mine.
Our make out session was starting to get pretty heavy and I thought it might be an idea take this home, maybe sit down and talk about all this. Man I hope Edward wasn't that drunk he won't remember this in the morning. I asked Edward if he wanted to head home and he just nodded his head in agreement. I sent Ali a text.
Hey Ali, I'm taking your drunken brother home – B
Just don't take advantage of him, btw we saw what you two were up to – A
What? When? How? Who? - B I think you missed a Why? In there! We were all heading back to the table, decided to give you some privacy, we might head out to get something to eat after this, we'll be home late, just keep it in a bedroom please – A
Will do, love you Ali – B
We got a cab home and could barely keep our hands off each other, we'd basically undressed each other by the time we'd got through the front door, I swear Edward was getting ready to fuck me on the wall next to the door but then I remembered I told Alice we wouldn't and I said "no no bedroom, Alice will kill us" he just nodded as he bent down to pick the clothes we'd lost already, took my hand and run us into his room shutting the door.
After that he made quick work of the rest of clothes and put me back up against the door, as he whispered in my ear "I've always wanted to fuck you against my bedroom door Bella" and before what he said could even sink in he'd already entered me. In the back of my mind alarm bells were ringing I hadn't taken my pill the last couple of days and Edward wasn't wearing a condom, I kept going to tell him to stop or make sure he pulls out but every time I did he would thrust into me again and all coherent thoughts dissapeeaed. It didn't take long until he was filling me with his cum against the door and I'd thourghly wet his cock. We were both panting and my legs were defiantly weak as Edward carried me over to his bed.
Edward and I spent the next few minutes just lying on Edwards bed, me on my back, Edward to my left and on his side, his head propped up by his hand, every few seconds Edward would stroke a part of my body. In the end I couldn't take the silence anymore and I asked "Did you mean it? Did you really mean what you said, about loving me since we first met?" he chuckled lightly and replied by simply nodding his head. "How about you, did you mean it Bella?", "yes" I whispered and he lowered his lips to mine.
That kiss lead to more touching, before I even realized we were heading in that direction Edward and I were attacking each other's mouths in a very desperate manner, my hand was wrapped around Edward's dick, which was big, not only was it long but it was really thick, my hand barely fit around it and if it hadn't already been inside me I'd be worried about it not fitting. Edward had two fingers inserted and pumping inside me and his thumb circling my clit, it didn't take long until I was telling him I knew his fingers were capable of magic and I was coming undone again. "God you're even more beautiful when you cum Bella" I was to blissed out to form a response so I tried pulling him on top of me. Edward obviously knew what I wanted because he moved so he was hovering above me. He leaned down kissing my lips, pulling away long before I was ready, and moved his lips to my left ear trailing kisses right down my neck, across my chest and
to my right nipple, sucking it into his mouth and moaning slightly, the moan itself nearly had me coming undone again. By the time he'd move onto the left nipple I was begging "now please Edward, I want to feel you again" He looked up at me and smirked, his panty soaking smirk, lining himself up to my entrance he asks "are you sure you want me Bella?" I just nodded and mumbled a please in response as he pushed himself inside me again, a lot more gentle than he'd been earlier, he started moving slowly in and out keeping eye contact with me, he whispered "I should have done it this way to begin with, our first time should have been like this, oh god I really love you Bella, I can't believe how confident I can be with you" I thought about what he meant about confidence while I told him "I love you too so much" by the time we were both panting and I was begging him to go faster I realized once again there was no condom but my brain was too far gone to be able to say anything, especially with Edward whispering how much he loved and adored me in my ear, so Edward once again filled me up with his cum while I came undone myself.
When Edward rolled off me I snuggled into his side and we both stayed silent for a little while and I was starting to think perhaps he'd fallen asleep but the questions about what this meant were running to fast around my head I needed to know what he was thinking so I asked "What does this mean Edward, are we together now, or are you still too drunk that you won't remember this in the morning?" I felt Edward move his head to look down at me, but I was too scared to look at him so I kept my focus on his chest while he ran his hand up and down my arm and he asked "What do you want it to mean Isabella?" I liked the way Edward used my whole name it did wonderful things to my body. I shook my head on his chest and said "nah uh I asked first". Edward let out a huge sigh after that and I started to freak out really badly until he said "Bella I love you and I'd love nothing more than to have the chance to call you my girl" The biggest smile I've ever worn appeared on my face then "So I'm your girl, your my man, and we're together, together then? Are we going to let everyone else know or do you want to keep it a secret?" Edward let out a little chuckle and answered me saying "I want to tell the whole damn world Bella" we fell back into silence after that as Edward kept moving his fingers up and down my arm. I don't remember when it happened but I apparently fell asleep, I woke up according to Edwards alarm clock at 9:12 and he was mumbling in his sleep saying "It was all a mistake Bella, I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you, but it was a mistake, all a mistake" OMG he thought last night was a mistake, it wasn't even 24hrs later and he regretted it. I'm such an idiot, of course he just wanted to fuck me and get it out of his system.
I lay there trying to figure out what to do for a couple of minutes while Edward kept saying it was a mistake, every time he said that my heart broke just a little more, I decided I couldn't stay in here I looked around for my clothes I couldn't see where Edward had thrown them, but I couldn't see them anywhere, Edwards towel was hanging on his door though, so that would do, I grabbed it and wrapped myself in it, after a last look at Edward I slowly opened his door.
I'd just closed Edwards bedroom door as quietly as I could and was just spinning around to head towards my own when I heard "Well I must say it's about time, I wondered when you kids were going to get your act together" I let out a gasp when I looked up to the face of Mamma Es.
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