Okay, so this is my next chapter to 'Why is it so difficult for you to love me?' and it will be in Paul's POV from the day he spoke to Janie again. So remeber, all twilight characters go to rightful owners and the others are mine. XD ENJOY! :) Italics mean wolf thoughts, non-italic is normal. :)

PPOV

Being a werewolf sucked ass, but then again it was kind of cool at the same time. You got the speed, the strength, the looks, and the drooling chicks. It also kind of sucks though because one little thing that will make you angry, you'd turn into a giant furball. I'm the most volatile, and temperamental member of the pack. The pack consists of Sam( the alpha), Jared, me, Embry, Jacob, Quil, Seth, Leah, Brady and Collin. Leah's a bitch so we don't really like to have her hang with us. Whatever. It's great seeing her naked though! If only her personality was as good as her body.

I'm closest with Jared, from the pack. Hell, I was close with him since we were kids. We're best friends, always were. We also had a friend named Janie. She was always considered as "one of the guys" but I actually had a huge crush on her. I'd tell her about all my girl problems hoping she'd get jelouse or something but she never showed it. Least I think she never did.

After Jared and I phased in the end of sophomore year, Sam told us to keep away from her- that we'd only hurt her since we were young wolves. We didn't like the idea because she was one of our best friends, but we knew it was for her own good that we'd stay away. She kept calling and leaving messages, trying to come up to us and talk but we always ignored her. Then, since I grew like 6 inches, maybe more, grew some muscles, chopped my hair off, girls started falling for me. A lot of them. And I loved the attnetion I was getting. Jared and I became popular after not even a week, and we loved it.

We completely didn't give a shit about Janie or anyone else after that. I knew it was wrong and sometimes I even felt bad for being such a jackass to her but I was so caught up in the fame at school, that I honestly didn't even care anymore. I noticed that she gave up on us and we gave up on her too, I guess and she didn't have too many friends after that. Her problem, not mine.

Here I am, junior year and I'm making out with one of the hottest girls in the school. What was her name again? Lana...Lori...Lacey? Lauren! That's what it was! Lauren! Total babe. She was a great lay, too. But nothing more.

"Baby, my parents are away on some business trip for the week and I got the house to myself. You want to maybe come over tonight and...hang out?" She batted her eyelashes crazily at me. I chuckled and kissed her again.

"As tempting as that sounds, I can't. I'm busy tonight." And I was. I have patrol with Jared and Seth.

"No fair." She pouted. "What are you doing tonight?"

"Nothing, you need to know about." I snapped. She blinked once then huffed and walked off. I sighed heavily and I turned to see the pack coming my way down the hall. People stared at them as if they were going to eat them. (no pun intended :P)

"Yo, Paul!" Jared exclaimed. He pumped my fist once and I did with the other guys too.

"Sup, guys?" I asked. "I see you got Lauren wrapped around your finger, huh man?" Embry smirked at me.

I laughed and said, "Yeah. She's too easy."

"Man, you are so lucky! How do you get girls that fast?" Seth asked, desperately.

"I was born with the ability, I guess." I smirked. They laughed with me and I caught a glimpse of Emma (Janie's sister) talking to a bunch of girls. They were all sophmores but totally hot. Then a brunette girl came up to them- probably Janie and Emma rolled her eyes at her. I glanced away, uninterested.

"Hey, guys come with me to my locker. I gotta put some books in there." Brady said, bored.

"Aight." We agreed. We made it over to his locker and started joking around, pushing and teasing each other. School just ended to the hall was pretty much deserted.

"Could you guys act mature for once?" Collin asked, rolling his eyes. Collin was always the mature one in the group, although he was still a pretty cool guy to hang with.

"Excuse me!" Someone shouted loudly. All laughter died and it went silent. "Will you please move? You're in front of my locker." It was a girl's voice that's for sure and she seemed to be talking to me. "Make me." I smirked, thinking of ways to get this girl. "Excuse me?" She practically sneered at me. "You heard m-" I started, turning around. But I stopped speaking as soon as I met her eyes. Stunning, crystal blue eyes. She was absolutely beautiful. She had long, wavy brown hair that reached about mid-back, clear toned skin, a straight nose, full, plush lips- I wanted to kiss her senseless. She had long legs and unfortunately, they were covered by skinny jeans. But they looked great on her. She had curves in the right places. All in all- she was perfect.

"Paul man...what's with you?" I jeard Jared murmer to me, while nudgind me too. I didn't stop staring until I heard the angel speak. "Yeah, Paul" she said my name as if it was some kind of disease. "What's with you?" She asked, mocking Jared. It was then I realized that I imprinted. I didn't want a freakin imprint. I saw how whipped Sam was. I don't want that to happen to me. HELL NO! What was I thinking about earlier? Stupid Paul! And then I noticed who I imprinted on...Janie Harlow. My crush from elementary. My ex-best friend. The girl who I didn't think twice about. And now, I just can't seem to get her out of my head even when I'm pissed as hell.

"No! There's no way this is happening. I'm not letting this happen. No way!" I yelled, more to myself. She seemed startled at first and I wanted to apologize and comfort her but then she had a confused look on her face. "What are you talking about?" The devil asked.

"You! I'm not letting you get in the way of my new life! No!" I shouted.

"Chill out, amigo." She snapped back. I gotta hand it to her. She had guts. She never used to be like this. She was so innocent and shy but now she actually looked kind of intimidating. But I would not let her see that. Usually people were afraid to stick up to me since I'm apperantly so hot-headed. "I haven't spoken to you in a year. Why would I "get in the way of your life" now? I hate you!"

I don't know why but when she said she hated me, I felt a small stab in my heart. "I don't need you! You're nothing to me! And you're nothing to Jared, too. You just hate me because I'm popular now and you're not. It's pretty sad if you ask me." I said feeling like I won this battle.

Then, she laughed a humorless laugh. I had to admit though. It was a wonderful sound even if it wasn't supposed to be friendly.

"Please. You actually think that I'm jelous of a mindless prick like you? Far from it, hun. I don't need you in my life either. You're nothing but a worthless penny to me. Not even that. You AND Jared." She diverted her eyes to Jared when she said his name. I could tell right now, that Jared was seriously pissed.

"Oh yeah? Well you're-" I was suddenly interrupted by a loud shriek, followed by a girl saying, "Janie!" Oh what that name does to me.

I didn't look away from Janie's face this whole time and I wasn't going to start. "What?" She snapped at the girl.

You could hear heels clicking on the linoleum floor and then the stranger stood right next to us. "You said for me to meet you in 10 minutes. You didn't show! Where were you? You know what the humidity does to my hair! I can already hear it frizzing!" She snapped.

Hear hair frizz? Is that even possible?

"Poor princess." Janie said sarcastically. "For your information Emma, you can't hear hair frizz."

Oh, so it was Janie's younger sister. I forgot she had one. Maybe if you weren't such an ass to her, you would remember. Snap out of it! Where are all these random, stupid thoughts coming from? "You know what I mean!" She snapped at Janie. "The point is, you said 10 minutes, and its been 10 minutes so far! And I come looking for you, you know, being the good sister that I am, and-" She stopped her little rant and I could feel that she was looking at me and the guys, who by the way, were still standing there watching the fight between me and Janie. You can hear a few snickering every now and then.

"Oh my gosh! You're Paul!" No shit. Way to state the obvious babe. "I haven't seen you at our house in like...forever! You too Jared!"

"Hey, Emma." I said without looking at her. I was still too distracted by the beauty that is going to make my life miserable. "Ok...well this is just a tad awkward. If you want, I could always find a ride with someone else Janie-" She was interruped by Janie saying, "No. Paul and I were just finished. Right, Paul?" She seemed to think of this as a challenge. Well, fine. I smirked right back and said, "Right."

She nodded, grabbed her sister and dragged her out of the school. I waited till they actually got out of the school and finally slammed my fist against Brady's locker. It made a huge dent. "Thanks, bro. Now I gotta explain to the damn principal what happened to my locker." Brady said.

I turned to the guys, seething, shaking. Trying to control my temper. Jared must have realized what was happening so he said, "Get outside in the forest man!"

We all made a run for it outside and finally I phased. Shit! I thought.

"Dude, what was that?" Embry asked.

"Yeah, man. What happened back there? Why were you acting like a dick towards her?" Collin asked. I growled at that and he said," You know. Just wondering..."

"I can't believe Janie didn't stand down. I mean, everyone practically goes armadillo around Paul." Jared said.

"Shutup!" I bellowed my thoughts at them. "I imprinted! I freakin imprinted on her!"

They all started laughing at me and it took them a while to keep it together. I growled and snarled at them.

"Come on guys. Ease up on him." Jared scolded at them. "Thanks man." I said.

"I don't want a damn imprint! Why couldn't it be some chick that likes to get laid... A LOT! Not...not...Janie! Janie's a loser now. She's at the bottom of the food chain at school. Plus, she's a bitch. There's no way in hell am I going to let myself give in to her. No freaking way!"

Suddenly, Sam's wolf came out of the trees. "What's going on boys?"

"Paul imprinted!" Quil laughed.

"Are you serious?" Now Sam started laughing. If I could beat him I would. Although, nothing is stopping me from gaining up on Quil.

"Don't you even think about it!" Sam demanded. "Paul, stay with me. The rest of you get back to the house. Emily made dinner."

"Sweet!" Seth screamed in his head. They all ran towards Sam's house and I was unfortunately left with him.

"What do you want Sam? I'm trying to think of ways to break this damn imprint bond and you're kind of ruining this moment for me."

"Now, Paul, I know you didn't want to imprint but what could be so bad about her?" He asked.

"Because I imprinted on Janie Harlow! That's what! I imprinted on a girl who I ignored for a year. I imprinted on a bitch. I imprinted on loser! I imprinted and I didn't want to imprint. If I did want to imprint, why her! What's so good about her?" I yelled.

"Take a breath, Paul. Jeez. She isn't bad. You guys used to be great friends from what I hear, right?"

"Key words being used to. Past tense. Not anymore and I'd like to keep it that way. I get girls! A lot! And I like it! She isn't going to ruin this for me! I'm not letting the wolf dominate my decision. That's final. And don't you dare try to change my mind. Nothing will work, my decision is already made."

Sam sighed heavily and said, "Fine. It's your decision, your wolf. Just remember, not only are you going to be hurting her, but you're going to be hurting yourself as well. Now come on, the guys probably chowed down the whole damn dinner."

I nodded my huge head, and ran towards Emily's with Sam trying hard not to think about the damn Devil's angel.