HELLO everyone! I AM NOT DEAD! Lol, these two chapters go out to XhouseofnightgrlX, who messages me :). Thank you very very much!
(Normal POV)
I sent Emily out of my room and laid on the bed, just staring at the ceiling. My mind kept going back to the last couple of hours, replaying everything and trying to make sense of it all. I also kept repeating everything Jake said, and found that he was right. No one knew if I was dangerous or not, as far as anyone knows the wolf is me. It just hurt to think that I was kicked out of pack, it felt that way to me anyway.
I could hear yelling coming from the kitchen, I wanted to know what they were saying, but at the same time I didn't really want to hear how they didn't want anything to do with me. Curiosity got the best of me, I opened the door and crept the the stairs, sitting on the very top one.
"You don't even know if it was her!" I heard Paul yell. It was clear in his voice that he was beyond pissed off. In a way I could understand, I was his girlfriend and he loved me, but it had nothing to do with him, he had no right to make a big deal out of it.
"But what if it was! It's clear that she can't control it and if that's the case then she can very well hurt someone!" Jake's voice boomed throughout the whole house. I shivered just imagining the facial expression hat he was giving. It was clear that he was throwing his weight as the Alpha around.
"YOU DON'T KNOW THAT!" Paul's voice just went up even more, shaking the house a bit. I was starting to get scared. Paul was letting his anger take control of him and I didn't like it. It was clear that he didn't know how to control it and when he just let instinct take over, all hell breaks loose.
"NEITHER DO YOU!" Jake's voice reached the same level and once again the whole house shook. I was shivering, this wasn't how it was suppose to be. They were friends, brothers of the same pact, family; they shouldn't be fighting, especially over a trivial matter. I heart chairs being moved and the table breaking. It was obvious that Paul tackled Jake, the yelling of the other pact members made it even more obvious.
I covered my ears with my hands, wanting to block out the sounds. I was also shaking like crazy. I shut my eyes tight, wishing to make it all stop, wishing to make them stop fighting. I rocked back and forth on the step, wishing with all my might. I opened my eyes, my vision getting blurry and incoherent. My head started to spin and I leaned on the rail, hoping to stop the room from spinning. I closed my eyes one more time, and everything went black.
