This will be the final chapter of flashbacks and it will be explained in this one why she hid this from him for so long. On with the story!
Disclaimer: I do not own Gilmore Girls or Harry Potter if I did Rory and Logan would have gotten married and Snape would still be alive!
~Flashback~
It had been about three months since her last round of chemo. Rory and Mitchum were at the beach right now while Logan and his mother had a conversation inside the house.
"Do you plan on telling him the real results? He is starting to ask questions about why you and I spent so much time in each other's company a few months ago."-Mitchum
"I do plan on telling him shortly."-Rory
"May I ask why you delayed in telling him?"-Mitchum
"Not that you haven't more than earned that right, however Mitchum, I feel that I should disclose that information with him first before I give you that answer."-Rory
"I understand, shall we go inside and talk to our significant others than?"-Mitchum
"Sounds like a splendid idea to me."-Rory
(they go back inside, while Mitchum stays inside with his wife, the young couple goes outside to talk)
~End of Flashback~
(They were sitting at the table set on the balcony at the beach house once again on a mini vacation with their parents. At the moment Logan was dressed in a pair of khaki pants with a black sweatshirt over it, while Rory was in her favorite pair of loose fitting blue jeans and a long cream sweater on top.)
"So why did you keep this from me for so long, Rory? I still don't fully understand your logic"-Logan
"Logan, I never did it on purpose, you need to understand that. Like I have explained earlier you had a lot going on in your own life I didn't want to add to it."-Rory
"You mean with Bentley, my mouth, the funeral, starting school again, as well as a job, then learning about your surgery. You are right, Ace it was a lot to handle. But finding out a year and half later that you had cancer and couldn't trust me enough hurts more."- Logan
(looks at him with a truly hurt expression on her face, she stands up and walks over to the edge of the pool with tears in her eyes) "I did and still trust you, Logan. It had nothing to do with our trust level and you know that. And it wasn't just everything else that was going on that stopped me from telling me. The doctor wasn't sure I was going to make it. We did a round of chemo and it didn't work out as well as we had thought. So we had to do three more rather intensive rounds. I was pretty close to dying and I couldn't bring myself to go through all that pain of telling you. Not just yet. It didn't seem fair" -Rory
"How was it fair to keep results from me? To keep the truth to yourself?"-Logan
"I contemplated leaving you , Logan or committing suicide instead of continuing with chemo. That's why I didn't tell you okay? It was more painful to go through chemo with only your father by my side. More painful to not be able to tell you what was going on. I missed our nothing fights. The way we used to cuddle or take walks in the park in order to relax from a stressful day. I missed us more than anything else at the time and I couldn't think of a way to tell you. So instead of telling you I tried to avoid the pain, and put on a happy face so no one would worry about it me"-Rory
(Logan just stared at her in utter shock to hear his fiancé admit that she used to think of taking her own life. After a while he got up and gently took her hand and started walking out of the room)
"Logan, where are going?"-Rory
(he did not answer)
(with a slight hint of panic to her voice) "Logan"-Rory
"Please, Ace just trust me. Let your guard down for once, let everything go and just trust me"-Logan
(she sighed almost in full relief) "Okay"-Rory
(after about ten minutes they finally stopped walking and Rory just looked at him with love and appreciation in her eyes)
"Would you do me the honor of jumping in with me?"-Logan
"Of course I will"-Rory
(Logan had taken her to their favorite park with these breath taking fountains that were as deep as a swimming pool in some parts. Little did Rory and Logan know that Snape as well as Hermione had put charms on the fountains this time that made them invisible to others as well as turned into a replica of Logan's room when they were ready to relax in his room.)
"I love you, Ace through thick and thin please remember that"-Logan
(kissing him gently) "I know that, and I love you as well"-Rory