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How it Should Be

Chap.9

Ashley hadn't seen Spencer in about a month, she tried calling her but go no answered her calls. Ashley wanted Spencer so bad, she became obsessed. Ashley drew pictures of her, Ashley found out where Spencer hung out, she found out where her looker was and debated whether or not to put a note in it. But she told no one about it because they would think she was crazy, but it was the only way Ashley could feel close to Spencer, and after about 2 weeks it was the only way Ashley felt alive. Without Spencer Ashley couldn't breathe, Ashley couldn't live her life. Ashley all ways took the long way home past the park and Spencer's house. Ashley tried to stop being a stoker to Spencer but she felt like if she stopped so would her breathing.

Today Ashley drove past Spencer's house on her way to school. And Ashley saw Spencer today, she started to keep a journal of when she saw Spencer, and what she was doing, or wearing. Spencer was talking to her co-caption Madison Duarte. Spencer was wearing a purple and with striped polo, and a pair of skinny jeans. Ashley wrote this in her journal quickly trying not to stare at Spencer. Ashley wanted to stare, Ashley thought Spencer was beautiful in her outfit today. Ashley looked down and debated whether to go over to Spencer and talk to her but then thought she would seem weird. But when Ashley looked up Spencer was gone, she looked around but there was no trace of her. The bell rang meaning it was time to go to class, so Ashley sighed and hoped to see her later.

Ashley shuffled to class, Ashley did well in school she was one of the kid that didn't really have to study, so some days she would not pay attention and still do good. Lately she had a lot of thoughts days in class. She spent her time drawing Spencer or writing her notes she would never send. The day continued and Ashley didn't see Spencer. Ashley hated days like this, she was tested with seeing Spencer but never saw her the rest of the day. Spencer was a drug to Ashley, she get the high but in the end she feel twice as worst.

Ashley was getting ready to leave school, she was heading to her looker to gather the books. But saw someone dart behind the side of the lockers. Ashley walked over there and as she was about to turn and look at them, the person dashed around and started running down the hall. All Ashley could see was a flash of blonde. Ashley ran after the person, Ashley was right behind them when the blond took a quick corner and darted in to a class room. Ashley fallowed them around the corner and in to the class room.

The blond was Spencer Carlin, she was holding on to a desk breathing heavy. Ashley looked at Spencer and Spencer looked up from the desk and their eyes meet one anther. Ashley wanted to say something but was at a loss of words.

"Why did you fallow me?" Spencer huffed up. Ashley surged her shoulders.

"I'm sorry." Ashley said looking at the gowned.

"For what?" Spencer said as her breathing returned to normal.

"I came on to strong and pushed you away from me." Ashley said having no trouble breathing.

"I was the one that stud you up, I didn't answer you calls, Ipushed you away from me. I didn't think I could trust you, I didn't want to get hurt. Carmen was sweet like you once." Spencer said knowing it was her one fault. And had a few tires come down her face.

Ashley got closer to Spencer, and held her face gentle in her hands and wiped the tires off Spencer's face with her thumbs. "I could never hurt you." Ashley whispered in Spencer's ear. They stared in to one another's eyes for a moment and then Ashley kissed Spencer's forehead sweetly.

Ashley dreamed of this moment, it was all she ever thought about. The moment when she talked to Spencer again, kissed her and was able to hold her in her arms once more. "Spencer?" Ashley pulled away a little but was still holding Spencer's hand.

"Yeah." She said wanting Ashley to continue.

"I like you a like and was wondering if you would like to go on a date with me?" Ashley looked at the gowned and blushed.

Spencer laughed and had a few more happy tires go down her face, "I'd love too."