Ok, forget Trudi for this. This is just something that Finn had written a few months after Sambuca passed away. Just a small one shot, hope you like it:)
Sambuca Kelly,
If I could lay with you forever more, believe me I would. Your bright blue eyes brightened my days. Without you I am lost, I can try to pretend that I love someone else, but Its not a true love like I had for you. Everything about you Sambuca Kelly I adored. The way you said my name, even to the way you looked at me. It made me feel warm inside, a feeling before you I never had. The way you stood on that stage, you took my breath away. I would fall off a bridge for you anyday.
I still wear the ring around my neck so whenever I'm missing you I can hold it in my hands, it might sound dumb but It's like your up there too somewhere smiling down on me, holding an identical ring. Feeling all the same feelings for me, I know it was only a small time we spent together. How I wish it could have been longer, just imagine how many more breath taking memories we could have shared.
Now your gone, school just isn't the same, yeah I've got Josh and Lauren and everyone. But there's consistently something missing, like a hole... Where you should be making us all smile and laugh. I sit by your memorial tree sometimes, and as un manly as it is I like to watch the leaves blowing peacefully in the breeze. It makes me think that your peaceful up there. The things I miss most about you Sambuca are the small things, your laugh, your smile.
If I could go back to anytime in my life it would be sat on them concrete stairs where we shared are first kiss, undoubtedly the best kiss I have ever shared with anyone. Stay true Sambuca- Keep on flying free for me. Trust me none made an impression on this world, quite like you did. I love you. One day we'll meet again Sam, oh one day we will.
