Heey! I know I havn't updated in a while. I'm sorry my lovelies! It's half term and I have been piled up with so much homework it's unbelievable. I have to do my english essay, for 45 minutes on poetry. Fun. But anyway, now it's half term as soon as my homework's out of the way I will update alot more often! Thanks for all the reviews and everything, it's so amazing how many of you are enjoying the story! I love you all dearly!

Chad's P.O.V.

Life sucks. I hate my life. I should die. I don't deserve that stupid random. What am I saying? I love Sonny. But that doesn't matter right now, because nobody believes I do. Everybody thinks I'm just with her for the publicity. No offence, but if I wanted more publicity I wouldn't be hanging around with a Random from Chuckle City. Basically, something happened and it's made me have an argument with Sonny. I hate arguing with her becausee it makes our relationship even more complicated. I can't do anything without it being complicated. Life is never simple.

I had found out the other night that my Grandma had died of Lung Cancer. I knew she had it and was in treatment or whatever, but she's dead. In the ground, in a coffin. Rotting away. You get the point. The thing is nobody knows apart from me and my family. The studio doesn't know. My cast doesn't know. The paparazzi doesn't know. The Randoms don't know. And most importantly, Sonny doesn't know. It's affecting everything. I almost got fired by Mr Condor because my acting skills are dropping and have become poor, causing us to have less viewers. I've lost friends, my cast won't talk to me, and the randoms will not either. Not that I care about them anyway. But most importantly, Sonny isn't talking to me. Our relationship is strained because I havn't told anybody about me losing the grandma I'm close to and love. I guess I should tell somebody really, but she won't want to hear a word I say. Mr Condor wouldn't understand, he'd probably fire me and hire Grant again. That was not a good moment... urgh. Well I'm currently sitting in my dressing room, nearly in tears. The door's opening. I hope it's not Penelope or Chloe. That would be embarrassing.

It was Sonny. She slowly creeped into my dressing room like she was on a mission. She looked at me to see me nearly in tears. Which is humiliating.

"Chad... are you okay?" She walked over to me concerned.

"Y-Y-Yeah... I'm just... fine..." Tears began to roll down my face.

"No your not. You havn't been for a week. Don't lie to me."

I looked up at her, and just burst into tears. I couldn't help myself.

Sonny's P.O.V.

I had never seen Chad so upset in all the time that I have known him, for starters I thought he was a jerk and jerk's don't tend to have or show any emotion or feeling.

But Chad was sobbing his heart out. He was sitting on his desk, his eyes exploding with water. His eyes were red and puffy and his face was to. His hair was messed up, he would usually care but he was so focused on wailing he wasn't bothered.

I sat down next to Chad. I put my arms around his shoulders and rocked him back and forth like I was a mother cheering up a small child after their first fall.

After about forty five minutes, he had just about calmed himself down.

"So Chad, why all the tears? I've never seen you so upset."

"Oh... it's... nothing." He began to tear up again.

"Shh.. sh.. shh.. no more tears." I kissed the side of his head.

"Okay, my grandma died. She was more like a mom. I was so close to her, she got lung cancer and she died the other night. The doctors couldn't do anything."

"Oh Chad, come here." I gave him a massive great big bear hug.

"Thanks Sonny, I'm sorry for arguing with you. I'm not myself." He sniffed.

"I know Chad, it's okay. What's this about the Falls?"

"Oh, my acting skills are poor because I can't focus, and Mr Condor threatened to fire me and replace me with Grady's annoying brother, again."

"He can't do that! It's not your fault! You need to tell people Chad, otherwise your social life and your career could seriously go down the drain."

"I know, but can you do it for me? I don't want to cry in front of my cast or the boss man because I'll look like a sniffling baby. I didn't even want to cry now."

"Chad, I'm your girlfriend. I'm going to see you at your worst, and your best."

"I know, it's just embarrassing and I don't want you worrying about me all the time."

"I have to worry about you Chad, it's my job to worry about you silly!"

He looked up at me and smiled as I wiped his tears away.

"I love you." He said to me, straight in the eyes.

"I love you to." I smiled and he gave me a sweet small kiss on the lips.

Thanks again! Sorry it's another short chapter. :3 Poor Chad hey?

I'm out,