Precedence:
President Snow. He's the number one thing on my mind right now. President coin comes close second. She wants me to kill him. I know I wanted to kill him, and I know that it is still high on my list of priorities, I just don't know how high. Gale wants me to kill him too. I am out of hospital now, I live in an apartment with Gale and Mother, since we all have no one else to live with, and space is pretty tight at the moment. I continue to go to Gale for advice, yet it is always the same. "Just do it Katniss" is pretty much his only answer.
I think… I think there is nothing to live for anymore. Gale is a monster-he's made weapons designed to kill humans. mum is empty-just like when dad died, I wonder whether she'll be like that when I'm gone too. Haymitch is empty, has been empty since forever. Prim is gone.
It's 'the day of the final arrow' today. The day that will end all this chaos. The day that everything will all be okay again. According to Gale, and Coin, and everyone else…
I don't want to do it with my bow and arrow. I want a knife. I am not ending this war with an arrow.