Okay, only got five reviews, last chapter sucked, I know, sorry, this one kinda does too so sorry 'bout that, but it picks up again after this one, I promise!First three paragraphs are kinda like journal entries, just Izaya rambling, but then...yeah, just read ne?

New warning: Mean Shizuo later on. Minor Shizona (Shizuo x Vorona)

"I'm…sorry,"
"Naw…it's cool. Kinda saw this coming anyways," He shrugs and I want to scream. I want to kick him for taking this so well.
"Oh," Is what I choose to say instead. He nods and looks back to Tom, then me.
"Is that all then?" He asks and I nod, trying hard not to cry. He heads back to Tom now nods to him once…he laughs about something. Bastard! Here I am practically in tears, and I'M not even the dumpee! I have to leave, I have to be away from him, I need…I don't even know what I need. Damn it all! What a lie. I know exactly what I need and I'm moving away from it as fast as I fucking can! I need Shizuo…I need him. I need him so badly it hurts, and I can't be near him now. I'm leaving once the baby gets here and that will only be another month, Shinra wants to deliver it early so I don't actually go in to labour. He says it might not be healthy; it might kill us both if I do. I know I'm going to spy on him.

I shouldn't have spied on him. Tom hired someone else today and I could kill. Why, why did she have to be so…so gorgeous? She even likes the same damn foods he does! She's perfect in every fucking way for him! I fucking hate Russia right now. I should hack the Americans and nuke the fucking county for producing such a slut-bag like Vorona. And she flirts with him constantly! Just a few more weeks though…Damn my feet hurt…

So far Shizu-chan hasn't asked her out. Good, I'll kill her if he does. Shizuo is mine damn it; I'M the one he knocked up! Not that he knows. He doesn't even mention Kanra to her either. What a freaking jerk! Well…he didn't exactly have sex with me as Kanra either…not for lack of trying on his part. How could I though when I don't have a vagina? Two more weeks…then I can leave him to his damned life…Vorona will win. Fucking cunt.

"Now?"
"Yes. Now,"
"Y-you said I had another week though! I can't-"
"Izaya-san…this isn't healthy. You need to be away from him, and I can't go with you! You need to leave, and that means we deliver now," He has a point. I nod slowly.

"Alright," I say and he looks shocked. I'm nine months now anyways, and I am SO over being pregnant.
"Celty…she's going to know now," He mumbles softly, and I sigh.
"Nothing to be done. I'm leaving right away anyways, right? Can you help me cut my hair though? I hate it long like this,"
"Once the C-section is over." He agrees and I get in his car. We drive slowly, and he parks. I could die, Shizuo is there. I'm not even in costume! He'll know if he spots me! I duck as best I can.
"One second…" Shinra sounds serious. He steps out and shuts the door.

"Shizuo-san…I'm busy right now, is there another time you can come back?"
"Huh? Oh yeah, sure, I'll just bleed to death in the meantime," He grumbles and I sneakily peek at him. His arm is cut open quite badly and Shinra tsk's.
"Head on in, first room Shizuo-san, wait for me there and I can stitch you up," He says and I see him grin.
"Yeah, fine," He heads in and Shinra comes back to help the heavily pregnant me out of the car. I bite my lower lip. Shinra knows what I'm feeling and he nods, helping me through and passed the room with Shizuo in it. He gets me sat down in the room and I hear him talking to Shizuo next door. Only next door to me and he doesn't know it…

"Celty! I need you to go next door and help set the other patient up. You'll know what for when you see him," I hear Shinra's voice and I tense a little as she walks in. She's obviously shocked, her body language screams it. Her screen pops into my face right away.

[Izaya?] It reads. I nod quietly.
[Who's is it? Shinra helped you?] I nod again then point to the wall.
[Shizuo is the father?] I nod again and she paces a little having a silent freak out. I can hear Shinra seeing Shizuo off now and then he comes in, chuckles a little and gets me on my side after having me strip.

"Ne~! Shinra that hurts!" I whine as I feel a sharp prick in my spine. Then my entire lower body goes numb.
"It's an epidural, roll over, on your back," I do as I'm told and he moves a big white curtain so I can't see my abdomen. I feel no pain, but I know what he's doing…especially when I hear something that shocks me into my core. Wailing…desperate, irritated, high pitched wailing.

"Oh…It's a girl," Shinra says and I grin.
"Ne~, I told you so Shinra!" I mumble.
[You shouldn't talk with a giant hole in your abdomen] I smile at Celty and she moves back behind the curtain…then she comes back with something in her arms. I reach automatically for her, for my baby.

"Izaya-san! Stop wiggling around, I have to stitch you up here!" comes Shinra's irritated remark and I hold still as best I can. The curtain moves away at last to reveal my some-what flatter abdomen and a neat red/black line right across the middle moving from my pelvis to my belly button.

"Don't move too much, or you'll rip the stitches out," He says softly, helping me sit up so Celty can hand my angel to me.
"Heh…she's perfect Shinra~! Look! She's just like him~!" I can't help but gush. She really is perfect, in every damn way.
[Do you have a name picked out?] I frown.
"No…I want to know what Shizu-chan would name her…if he knew about her…" I feel my cheeks go red at that statement.

[I can find out]

Shizuo

"Huh? What kinda name for a girl?" What the kinda question was that?
"Hmm? Oh, someone want Shizuo-san to name baby?" Vorona asks in her somewhat broken Japanese and Tom chuckles.
"I think she's asking what Shizuo would name a girl if he ever had a daughter," He says. Hmm. I've never given names for children much thought, I've never been in a relationship serious enough for that. I mean, I kinda thought about it a little with Kanra and even though I liked her a lot I could tell she wasn't all that in to me.

"I like…I dunno, something to do with the moon maybe," I mumble, embarrassed.
[Like what?] Aw damn!
"What's this for anyways?"
[I have a lot of money riding on a bet with Shinra]
"Oh…why didn't you say so, If I had a daughter and it was up to me I would name her Yuzuki with the Kanji, 'Yu' for excellent and 'Tsuki' for moon!" I declare, despite my reddening cheeks.

"Shizuo-san has beautiful names for childs," Vorona nods in appreciation and Tom actually nods.
"That would be a good name," He agrees and I grin sheepishly.
[Thanks Shizuo-san, you've won me a lot of money!] comes the screen and I grin.
"Happy to help Celty," I say honestly and she tears off. Things have been almost too quiet lately though. That damn flea said he was leaving and then…he did. I had been expecting him to bounce on back a few days later with a 'Just kidding Shizu-chan~' and irk me until I chased him all over the damn city.

Of course ever since that dream I had on my birthday…
"Hey mister is that a costume?"
"Huh?" I look down and see a kid dressed like a Dalmatian.
"Hey is it Halloween today?" I ask and Tom chuckles.
"Bit slow on that one Shizuo-san,"

Izaya

"Yuzuki…Yuzuki-chan," I smile at her angelic face. It suits her, I think, but that may be because her father unknowingly named her too.
[You'll be leaving how soon?]
"Once I can walk again. We're going to Canada, I don't think he'll find us there."
"He doesn't know she exists Izaya-san,"
"Yes, but if he ever connected us he would kill her," I growl, trying not to cry at the thought. Damn it all, I hate him! Why can't he feel the same for me?

"Izaya-san…" I hiccup, and only then realize I'm crying.
[Will we see you again?]
"M-maybe…w-we'll see," I mumble.

"We'll see…"

Seliphra: *singing badly* In the bedroom the miighty bedroom the maa-an sleeps toniiight! In the kitchen, the mighty kitchen the wo-man takes a kniiiife~!
Izaya: EEEE-ooo-eee-ooo-ooo ah bambo-eh!
Shizuo: Are you HIGH?
Seliphra: Yes, off air...want some it's free~!
Shizuo: ...No.
Seliphra: Suit yourself...review luvvies~!
Izaya: Or she'll never update! Not until we have at LEAST ten reviews for THIS chapter!
Seliphra: Exactly *floats to ceiling*
Shizuo: What the...*hides* save me...