Hey guys sorry I haven't updated. My laptop crashed and I lost everything and I had to take time to see where I wanted this story to go.

Quinn POV

I've managed to drown myself in work and not think. I wish I could say that I ran after Santana and begged her to forgive me but I didn't. I cried myself to sleep that night and I figured she'd comeback to me but she didn't.

I did go out with Giulia and I honestly had an amazing time with her. She's different. She doesn't let her emotions take over and she's cool headed. I like that about her. She asked me to be her girlfriend and I told her I couldn't in the moment but we might as well be since she's either always here or I'm at her place. We go on friend dates and she's even gotten me to be active on Instagram so we post silly pictures when we are together.

But I miss Santana. I've tried calling and texting her but all I was told is that she left on a tour. I'm waiting for her to perform here this weekend so I can go see her and surprise her. I miss her and even if Giulia is different she's not Santana and she never will be.

The night of the concert is here and I am beyond nervous. I bought front row seats and I didn't tell anyone I was going and I want it to be a surprise. I'm trying to finish some work before I leave when my phone rings.

"Hello?"

"Hey Quinn it's Dani!"

"Hey! How are you? Who's phone are you calling me from?"

"I'm great just getting ready for tonight's performance. Sorry I lost my phone in Texas and this is my temporary till I get a new one. But enough about that will you be at the concert tonight? I know you and San have been taking a break and honestly she hasn't said anything she's just been focusing on the shows so I haven't asked."

I feel a moment of relief to know she hasn't told them what happened. And I hate to know she's being keeping herself busy to not think. But these 3 months have been an eye opener for me and I hope for her also.

"yeah I'm going but please don't tell her I want to surprise her" I say hopeful.

"oh of course! But once it's over I'll get you backstage so you can see her. I'm sure she'll be happy to see you!"

"I hope so too Dani. I've really missed her"

"im sure she has too. But I'll let you go I have some other things to do see you tonight Quinn!"

she hangs up before I can even say bye. I'm excited to see Santana now and I will win her back. I know I can.

I'm back at my place getting ready when I hear a knock on my door. I drop what I'm doing because I know I didn't make plans with anyone tonight not even Giulia knows what I'm doing because I know she'd either try and tag along or would talk me out of it.

"Come on Quinn open up!" I hear and I recognize that voice right away

"Kurt!" I scream out and I hug him. I have missed him so much. He's been traveling Europe for fashion shows and had been gone for a good two months and I've been drying without him.

"Oh Quinn how I've missed you" he says as he hugs me back

"Come in" I say to him as I lead him into my apartment.

"I see you're getting ready for something" he says as he looks me up and down.

"I know Santana is in town for a concert so either your going to go see her or you're getting ready to go out with that doctor chick you've been posting all over your stories." Kurt says with a questioning look.

"What are you talking about? Giulia is just a friend" I say taken back because anything we post it hasn't been implied that we're anything more.

"Oh come in Quinn don't act dumb. Anyone that sees your stories or even follows you would think you're dating that chick. Santana has been on your for three months traveling around the states and parts of South America and not once have you re shared or liked any of the Instagram post about the tour. But I've seen you post all kinds of things with this doctor girl. Either you and Santana are over for good and you've moved on with this other one or you're just a shitty girlfriend who doesn't care about your girlfriend and you're cheating on her."

Kurt finished talking and I'm not sure what to say. I've never thought of it that way. He's right I haven't kept up with the tour. I didn't even know Dani was with her or who all went with her. I haven't seen any videos because anything that pops up with her I just keep scrolling because it hurts to see it. God I'm a terrible person.

"Kurt I've never thought about it that way. You left right after Santana and we haven't really spoken but I've kept up with you. Santana and I are taking a break I guess. We were having sex and god it was great and I missed her so much but in the moment I kinda said the wrong name and she left so that's why we haven't spoken at all" I say really fast because I'm on the verge of tears.

"YOU WHAT?!" Kurt screeches out and he looks as if he's seen a ghost.

"Lucy Quinn Fabray! How?! For years you've cried over Santana and how you've missed her. She let you back in her life and you threw a fit when she was dating Becky who by the way is a sweet heart! She took a damn bullet for you and this is how you treat her?! By throwing her away for this Greys Anatomy character wanna be?!"

I can tell Kurt is fuming and upset. He's right for years Santana is all I've ever wanted and in a moment of weakness I let someone else take my attention away.

"What do you want me to say Kurt?! Giulia pays attention to me! She never gave up and had accepted us being friends just as long as she's close to me. She listens and takes care of me! She reminds me that I'm worthy of someone who won't second guess me and put me to the test every time! She's sweet and caring and so attentive. She cares about me!"

I yell out because I'm tired of seeming like the bad person. I have needs also and with Santana I never knew where I stood.

"Are you fucking stupid?! You only want the attention but not the person. Grow up Quinn we're no longer in high school. You're playing a dangerous game where it's not only you but you've already hurt someone in the process. If you keep playing with fire you'll end up burnt. So figure it out because unlike you I have been speaking to San this whole time. Not once did she mention what happened she just said that it was a small break because you both were starting over and she didn't want distance to ruin this. She's on board to be with you but as I see you're not."

I'm shook up because I didn't know that what she thought. Now more than ever I have to see her and talk to her.

"Is that really what she said? Look Kurt I'm getting ready to go see her in concert. I have to talk to her and make this right. I need my Tana back."

"I'm also going to the concert. She gave me a VIP pass so we can ride together if you want." Kurt says looking very upset.

"Okay, yes! Let me finish and we can go! Thank you Kurt you don't know how much I've needed you these past months." I say as I hug him and run back to my room to get dressed.

I finish getting ready and we're heading out Madison Square Garden where the show will be at tonight. I'm on social media looking at the highlights of Santanas concerts and wow they're amazing. She's been putting on amazing shows but I'm not surprised. She's been having different artist as surprise guest and they are all amazing. She's had Taylor Swift, Selena Gomez, Bad Bunny, Many Latin American artist and I can't wait to see who she'll bring out tonight.

General POV

Quinn and Kurt arrive at the venue and immediately the nerves start to kick in for the both of them. Quinn goes towards the regular entrance and Kurt heads toward the VIP area. Before she can even make it the the entrance Quinn feels someone tug her shirt and she turns around to see Dani and Kurt.

"Hey! I got you a VIP pass! So come one" Dani says with a huge smile.

Quinn smiles and hugs Dani thanking her. They all three head to the vip area where there's also many fans with passes all lined up to see Santana before the show.

"How are you feeling?" Kurt asks Quinn

"I'm nervous. I haven't seen or spoken to her this whole time and I just want to make it all right." Quinn says honestly

The line moves forward and Quinn can see Santana smiling and taking pictures with all her fans and she feels so proud of her because that's all Santana had ever wanted and she's achieved it.

They make it to the front and for the first time in months both girls are face to face.

"Q?" Santana says shocked

"Hey San" Quinn says shyly and with a soft smile

"What are you doing here?" Santana asks still in shock

"Isn't it obvious San? I came to see you." Quinn says a bit bolder now

"Oh okay.. oh Hi Kurt!" Santana says and she hugs Kurt

"I'm so excited for you show San! Go out there and give them hell because as I recall it's a sold out show!" Kurt says excited as he hugs Santana

"I have to go finish getting ready for the show but..." Santana stops talking as she looks behind Quinn and her facial expressions changes from shocked to annoyed

"But I see you won't be alone. See you later Quinn." Santana says as she walks away not once looking at Quinn.

Quinn and Kurt look at each other confused when they hear

"Quinn! How lovely yo see you here! I didn't know you were coming!"

The turn around and see Giulia standing there with a young girl who seems to be 17 years old.

"Giulia? What are you doing here?" Quinn asks annoyed

"I brought my niece, she's a big Santana fan." Giulia says happily

"That's great." Quinn says once again annoyed because now Santana thinks they came together and this couldn't get any worse.

Kurt grabs Quinn and leads them to their seats. They both talk about what just happened and Kurt can tell Quinn is not having it.

"Look just enjoy the show and after we'll talk to Santana. There was no way you could have known she was going to be here. So enjoy it okay?" Kurt says

Quinn nods her head as she tries to fight back tears.

The show starts and of course Santana is amazing. Her voice sounds great and her dance moves are amazing. She singing her heart out and every now and then she looks over to the VIP but tried not to make eye contact with anyone.

She brings a few fans up on stage and sings and dances with some of them and other try to kiss her and she just laughs and gives them a kiss on the cheek.

"Alright guys as you know each concert I bring out a surprise guest and tonight is no exception! This person is someone who I've know for years and is one of the most talented people I know! It was hard to get her to show up because she's also on a major tour but what can I say we have some new songs together and a new one tonight. Please help me welcome the beautiful talented BECKY G!!"

The crowd goes wild. They are screaming, whistling and making so much noise. Becky G walks out and it gets even louder. Santana goes over to her and hugs her. The hug for a few seconds before Santana takes her hand and leads her to the center of the stage.

Quinn's heart drops as she sees them together on stage. She knows she has no right to be jealous or even expect Santana to be loyal to her. But it stings. They sing a few songs some by Becky and others by Santana.

"okay guys this next song is one that we just wrote a few weeks ago. This goes out to all of those have ever gotten their heart broken by someone they love but life goes on" Santana says as the music starts.

Becky G: "There are moments that I would like to see you. But I think it's better this way, not seeing you is better.

Santana:" You were the only person who I could be myself with, my love. Now it's over"

Becky G: "All that beautiful time is over. Because I think I feel like I don't need you next to me anymore. Next to me"

Santana: "And fuck all those kisses that you gave me. Because look at the situation in which you left my heart for you.

All that beautiful things I gave you are gone.

I loved you very, very, very much. I'm already over you, and let the whole world know it. That now I want you, but far away from me. You are not good, much less for me."

Becky G: "I miss your kisses, but not as I thought. It was nice what we had, but something better is coming, I know. And it's not next to you.

All that beautiful things I gave you are gone.

Because I think I feel like I don't need you next to me anymore. Next to me"

Santana: "They told me that you upload her to your Story. Because I'm not checking those things about you, anyway. I'm already happy."

Becky G & Santana: "All those beautiful things I gave you are gone. All those beautiful things I gave you are gone. All those amazing beautiful things I gave you are far gooooone."

The whole songs everyone was quiet and as soon as it ends everyone goes wild. There are people clapping and some crying with the lyrics. Becky G hugs Santana tightly and gives her a kiss on the cheek and everyone starts clapping. Santana smiles and leans in and kisses Becky on the cheek also. Everyone claps and Becky whispers something in Santanas ear walks off the stage.

Santana looks over at the VIP section and sees that Quinn looks like she's been crying. She feels bad but that songs had a lot to do with Quinn. She can't stand in the way of her being happy and even if they tried and failed she wouldn't tell Quinn to stop being friend with that Dr. If it's meant to be it will be if it's not better end it now and not hurt each other. What they had was beautiful but man did it need a lot of work.

After the concert Kurt and Quinn are taken to Santanas dressing room where she's about to eat. They knock on the door and Puck answers. He hugs them both and before anyone can say anything Santana stands up and grabs Quinn by the hand telling her they need to talk.

The make it into a quiet room and Quinn looks at Santana

"was that song about me?" Quinn asks

"Majority yeah Q. You really hurt me not just once but twice." Santana says honestly

"I didn't know she would be here San. You have to believe me." Quinn sates

"I know. I thought I had seen her earlier but when I saw you and then seen her again something snapped. But that not just it. You post her none stop. I don't see your social media but Dani, Puck and even my mom does.

Do you know how hard it was to tell them the distance was the issue?! You played me Q. You just wanted the attention. So instead of drowning in alcohol I drowned myself in work. And before you even ask no Becky and I aren't back together. She deserves to be treated as a Queen not a second option but I won't do that to her."

Quinn looks shocked. She doesn't know what to say

"San. I love you but I'm not sure if I was in love with the idea of you. I want us to try but everything changed and you getting shot scared me and I guess I ran. Giulia is a friend and yes I like her attention. I'm confused San because you and I have are it but I'm scared." Quinn says honestly

"Figure it out Q. Because I'll be honestly I'm happy right now. Yes I'm hurt and upset but I'm happy. You have one month if you don't make up your mind. You'll loose me as a partner because maybe not as friend but I assure the next person you see me with that's not you will be my wife."

and with that Santana walked away.