A/N-Okay, once again sorry for waiting so long to post another chapter, but I had alot of homework and I've been going to the batting cages almost every night so get ready for softball intrumurals at my school, but whatever I know you dont care about me. SO, who's excited for the season 3 premiere tonight? also, i just realized that i made that kids name Noah, which is alsoo pucks first name...so sorry if that confuses you i wasnt thinking when i did that d: sorry! They shouldnt call him by his name that much this chapter though..so sorry ;pp this chapters kinda short but a few things do happen, but you have to read to find out what! so, read. (: ...AND REVIEW PLEASE.
"What the hell, Q!" I screamed at her in the hallway.
"First Finn, then Sam, now Puck too?" She yelled at me. I just stared at her, confused. What the hell was she talking about? I know I act all tough, and yeah you better beleive i am, but something about the angy fire in her eyes actually scared me, if it wasnt for the joy I always seem to find when I'm destroying Quinns life.
"What the fuck are you talking about?"
"You know exactly what I'm talking about! You sleep with Finn,-"
"Hold up, Q. Let me remind you that you cheated on him and got yourself knocked up with my guy! That wasn't my fault.." I told her starting to get bored. She blamed me every year for stealing her guys, but it wasn't usually so early on in the year. And it's not like i stole them. I just bribed them and slept with them. It was after they broke up, so I didn't see the big deal.
"Whatever! You sleep with Finn, give me and Finn mono so Sam would break up with me and then you dated him, and now Puck? I knew you guys had a history, but I never thought you would go this low, Santana! And I thought maybe this year we could actually try being friends!" She looked like she was about to cry, but I still had no clue what she was yelling at me for.
"Damn Q, talk about hormonal! You sure your not pregnant again? Cause' DAMN, i dont know what you are talking about!"
"Don't even try that S. You know damn well what I'm talking about. That little blonde kid you took to spanish heard everything you told Britt about you and Puck in the bathroom, and he came to tell me."
"I still don't get why you're mad about it!" And then it all made sense. That little freshman idiot told Q part of the story, but not all of it. That kid was about to learn real quick that nobody messed with me like that. I was gonna fuck that kid up so bad. Not because it'd hurt Quinn, I could care less about her right now, even though I did secretly feel sort of bad for her. But poor Puck. I knew he wouldn't tell Quinn why I was there, I knew he wouldn't be able to defend himself, and how much he really loved Quinn. Knowing her, she probably broke up with him, and after all that he did for me, I couldn't let that happen.
"So you beleive that stupid little bitchy midget 9th grader? I swear on my life that nothing happened while I was there, Q!"
"That little boy said you stayed the night at his house for a couple of days santana. I know you, and staying the night means the same as getting super drunk and having sex to you."
"Shit Q! Nothing at all happened!" I got quieter as i told her the next part.
"After my dad- well you know what he did. I called puck to come pick me up, cause' i needed somebody and the only person I really trust like that other than Brittany is Puck! so yeah, i went to his house, and yes, i stayed for a few days because i couldn't just go home after what happened. and okay, yes we slept in the same bed, but nothing at all happened between the two of us. He's so in love with you, i dont think he looks at anything the way he used to."
"I still don't beleive you. Why'd you go to Puck instead of Britt? That's where I start to think you're lying. You never choose anyone over her, no matter what the situation is."
"Just drop it!" I didn't want anything else to slip out. I'd told people more about me in the last few weeks than i had in my entire life. and it just plain sucked.
I wandered arounf the school, searching for that little blonde bitch that screwed with me and Q. I saw him talking to Finn down the hallway. Probably trying to figure out if he could get on the football team of something.
"Hey, Frankenteen, why are you talking to this little midget?"
"He's actually kind of cool. We're short a member of Glee club since Sam left and Lauren dropped out. I was thinking maybe he could join."
"Hell no! This kid has messed with me enough, he's not coming to the one place that I actually feel like i can be a little more like me." I turned away from Finn, grabbing the little blonde boy by the collar of his shirt and dragging him into the choir room, since i knew nobody would be in there. I pushed him up at the piano, trying not to laugh at how terrifie he looked.
"What the fuck is your problem? You need to learn how this fucking school works! It's like a caste system. You fall in the VERY bottom, and I'm like the fucking queen. Im the head bitch in this place so don't fucking mess with me! I got people in high places, and trust me, I could make the rest of your life here HELL. You mess with me and you'll be living a fucking nightmare! So, i swear, I'll get sue, or Puck, or hell, my fucking boyfriend to beat on you're little ass. Azimio and Karofsky will soon be names you fear like every other fag in this school."
"I'm not gay." Was all he managed to get out before he started shaking again.
"So? Karofsky and Azimio don't know that. THey're the biggest fucking homophobes in this place. Ask kurt- Or actually, stay away from Kurt. And brittany. and puck and Quinn and every other kid in glee club, or i will make sure someone teaches you a lesson, preferably me. So fuck off!" He ran out of the room, knocking over chairs as he passed. My day just brightened up so much more. I was going to go find Puck right then and there, but I'd already felt like I'd done enough good deeds for the day so I decided I'd go to class first and try and find him later.
"You're late." Brittany whispered as I took my seat next to her in class.
"Yeah, long story." I told her. She didn't press the subject, just began to tell me about her day.
"Oh my gosh, San! Guess what happened? Jew-fro was in the girls bathroom today, trying to shoot another episode of "Glee Club's big Gay Summer"! And Azimio walked in the boys bathroom and caught him doing that and now we can't call Jew-fro Jew-fro anymore!"
"No way! He shaved his head?"
"All his hair is gone. Its like somebody killed the cat." She sighed, way off subject. Obviously she was upset that we couldnt still call him Jew-fro, since i doubted she even knew his real name.
"Azimio said he was tired of him bringing that camera in the bathroom so he smashed the camera and then shaved all his hair off." Britt finished.
I smiled to myself, this day was actually going pretty well. Maybe today would be a pretty good day to come out to everyone. But I still felt pretty pissed about what midget Noah did to Puck and Quinn's relationship. I had to find a better way to deal with that later. Half way through the class i grabbed britts hand under the table and whispered to her,
"C'mon,lets go. This class is fucking boring anyways." She got out of her chair and followed me out the door, our teacher barely noticing that we left.
"Britts, is it okay if i wait? Instead of doing it today?" I asked her, nervous of her response. She just stared at me blankly, unsure of what I was talking about. I lowered my voice to a barely audible whisper.
"You know, come out? I just don't wanna do it without Mr. Schue. Something this big, it's got to be like the whole family is there. And it can't feel like the whole family without Mr. Schue." I explained.
"Well, okay. I understand that. But you have to do it the day Mr. Schue gets back, okay?"
"Okay." I smiled at her as she pulled me into a hug, letting it linger a little bit longer than usual. Britt and I just sat at our lockers, until about ten minutes before the bell ring when I pulled her into the choir room. As usual, Brad was the only one in the room, and he was just staring at the piano. Sometimes I wondered if Brad could be in more than one place at once, since he always seemed to be everywhere whenever anyone needed him. But thinking of him being in multiple places at one time made me feel a little...well, a little like Brittany.
"Here we are, the two of us together, taking this crazy chance to be all alone. We both know that we should not be together, cause' if they find out it could mess up, both our happy homes."
Brad joined me at that point. Surprising me into feeling self consious, until i remembered he's furniture. He picked up on the beat pretty fast. I realized how many times I'd sang to Britt recently and my face turned bright red, but I continued to sing anyways.
"I hate to think about us not together, as soon as I look at you it will show on my face. Then they'll know that we've been loving each other, we can't let'em know, girl, no, no, we can't leave a trace. Secret lovers that's what we are, we should not be together, but we can't let go cause we love each other so."
I felt weird singing such a cheesy song, but it kind of fit our relationship pretty well, and once the words started slowing out, I just couldn't make them stop coming.
"Sitting at home I do nothing all day, but I think about you and hope that you're okay.
Hoping you call before anyone gets home,I wait anxiously alone by the phone. How could something so wrong be so right I wish we didn't have to put our love out of sight. Living two lives just ain't easy at all, but we gotta hang on in there or fall.
Secret lovers that's what we are, trying so hard to hide the way we feel. Cause we both belong with someone else,but we can't let go cause what we feel is oh so real...
So real, So real..."
By now, Britt realized what song I wass singing and joined in singing with me and smiling, as we danced around the room. The only time I would EVER do this was when I knew no one could see us. Besides Brad, but he didn't count.
"You and me, are we friends? Is this cool? Or do we care ? Can they tell what's in our mind? Or maybe we'll be secret lovers all of the time? In the middle of making love, we notice the time. We both get nervous 'cause it's way after nine. Even though we hate it we know, it's time that we go. We gotta be careful so that no one will know. Secret lovers that's what we are, trying so hard to hide the way we feel. Cause we both belong with someone else, but we can't let go cause what we feel is oh so real...So real, so real..."
"Only till Mr. Schue gets back, right? Just a secret till ge gets back?" She checked with me. I just smiled as i pulled her behind me into our seats, knowing that Berry would be barging in anytime now. She always liked to be the first one to get there and the last one to leave.
A/N-Thanks for reading! This chapter wasn't really too important, but the next one i promise will have alot more in it, not to mention be alot longer! Can't wait to watch the premeire tonight (: hopefully i'll get the next chapter up either tonight or tomorrow. And the song is secret lovers but i cant remember who its by sorry /: PLEASE REVIEW PLEASEEEE!