A/N: Hello beautiful people, here's the second part of Chimon's Talk. There will be another part after this. In this chapter, we will have some fun scenes and a little more of what happened between the both of them.
Warnings, as always:
- English is not my first language. So, feel free to warn me of any mistake you find along the way.
- You can also find it on Archive of Our Own and Wattpad under the same name. So, you can choose whichever platform you're more comfortable with.
- Just slight SMUT (I don't even know if it can be considered as such). But be aware of bad language.
Previously…
"What ways do people have to solve fights?" Chimon pressed his lips together, thinking about possibilities, "Talk it out, talk about their feelings…"
Nanon thought a bit about it.
"Yeah, actually… I think so…"
"But that's not exactly a new way. And it certainly doesn't seem to me that people would mind."
"Well…"
****Beginning of flashback****
Such a stupid asshole he is.
Ohm and Nanon weren't on talking terms for a few hours already. And Ohm was quiet, he didn't scream or put fuel on the fight like he used to do.
He's sulking like a baby! Such a drama queen!
While Nanon was ranting with a toast, Ohm came back from his workout. He had left one hour ago with his sunglasses and mask that he was now taking off. He headed for the bathroom without directing one single word to Nanon. It only took a few couples of seconds for him to come back, aiming for the fridge, from where he took a bottle of fresh water and started drinking.
What a superficial guy… Look at him! Flashing himself shirtless around the house. Someone should tell him he is not that handsome!
The drops of sweat and fresh water from the bottle were riding over Ohm's Adam's apple while he drank and rising the temperature around Nanon. His eyes ran away from Ohm, but he couldn't help staring at how the muscles of his back and shoulders showed up when he rose his arm to get whatever it was from the cupboard. Nanon felt his dick strained against his shorts.
Good. Now, my body has a mind of its own.
Nanon kept looking at Ohm's back and shoulders. These two parts of his body have become Nanon's favourites. He liked when he slept belly down on the bed, he loved to rest his head there, and he loved to kiss and bite and scratch them every time he could. But remembering this wasn't helping with the tight feeling in his shorts.
Ohm's eyes momentarily met his when he turned around again, drinking the remaining water from the bottle. Not waiting any longer, Ohm headed off again to the bathroom.
Nanon didn't have enough time to calm down before he heard the water falling on the walls of the bathtub. The sound was slightly muffled right after by what he could only suppose was Ohm's body. Nanon sighed with the vision that was forming in his mind. He should get ready to go meet Mark and the others.
He got up and cleaned the table - he didn't want any more problems with the owner of the house. Passing through the bathroom while heading to the bedroom, he caught the image of the man he wanted to forget for now.
Ohm was naked under the water, and the glass that partially covers the length of the bathtub was not blurred enough to cover his body. Nanon followed the foam from his hair that tried to grab his skin before falling into the water and being taken away. Once again, he felt the space in his shorts shrinking. He took one deep breath, trying to understand how to walk from there to the bedroom. Suddenly, even that seemed challenging.
I need to brush my teeth anyway.
With that very logical thought, he entered the bathroom, reaching for his toothbrush. Hearing movement, Ohm washed away the bubbles from his eyes and looked at him. They stood each other's gaze for some time until Ohm broke the contact.
Nanon started brushing his teeth. He tried to focus on the job at hand, but his attention was pulled away from it by Ohm, who has started sobbing his body. The sweet smell of his shower gel filled the room, watering Nanon's mouth.
Never he has taken so long to brush his teeth... Still brushing them, he travelled his eyes through Ohm's body, noticing how his fingers slid through each centimetre of skin, how they contoured each muscle...
Without realising it on time, a mix of toothpaste foam and drool dropped onto his black t-shirt.
"Shia!"
By Ohm's smug smirk, he had noticed what had just happened. He turned away, maybe giving Nanon the privacy to clean himself or maybe giving himself the privacy to smile. Anyhow, once again, Nanon was faced with the back vision of that man.
So ridiculous! I'm literally drooling over this idiot!
"You missed a spot." noticed Nanon.
Nanon's voice was heard in the bathroom. The volume was normal, but the tune sounded more rough.
"Did I?" Ohm laughed low and sarcastically.
He passed his hands through his back, still missing half of the spot.
"Done."
"Not really…" whispered Nanon, getting inside the bathtub the second after.
The first thing Ohm felt was his lips on his shoulder. He was startled by the unexpected contact, but Nanon's hands held him in position. He traced his back muscles with his fingers leaving a trace of goosebumps.
"Nanon…"
"Huumm…?"
While glancing to his side, he noticed Nanon was still fully dressed.
"What the actual freaking hell! Why are you still dressed?"
"Well, if you want, I can undress for you."
Ohm looked at him in disbelief.
"You're unbelievable… How messy can you be to be fully dressed in a bathtub?"
Ohm returned to back facing Nanon.
"Well, I just ruined them with toothpaste, so they have to be washed anyway."
"And I'm the dog that always drools over the apartment…"
Nanon grinned, remembering some of the times when Ohm had drooled over him when he came out of the shower or was rehearsing his singing.
His breath, fresh on Ohm's neck, made Ohm gulp. A smile appeared on Ohm's face when he felt his friend's member poking his ass softly as Nanon seemed to be trying to not let him notice.
"Can I help you?"
"So now, you want to help me? Could you be more of a cliché?"
"I was already staring outside, might as well be staring from a closer angle."
"You don't need hands to stare."
Ohm grabbed his hands, pushing them away from his body.
"You're right."
Nanon stepped back and started to undress, putting the wet clothes in the dirty clothes bin.
"I'm almost done. You can ta–"
Ohm's voice was cut off suddenly by the ringtone of Nanon's phone that echoed on the walls of the bathroom. Nanon stretched out to grab the phone he left on the counter of the sink.
The taller boy got under the shower again, guessing who was on the other side of the line. He felt the water partially block his ears and tried to focus on the sound of it falling on him.
He felt a tap on his shoulder, and when he turned, Nanon's finger painted a line of white and green toothpaste on his face. He reached for the faucet to stop the water from hitting him, and his lips were covered by Nanon's fingers before he could scream at him.
"... so dirty, full of paint. I have to clean it properly before leaving." Nanon squeezed the paste tube between his fingers, and before Ohm could react, he saw his chest painted with the paste. Ohm rose his hands in an interrogative gesture.
"It's very, very dirty. Eish!" he smirked at his angry Ohm, "No, no need for help. I can take care of this by myself. But then I think I will feel a little tired."
He then started to crush the rest of the paste tube, squeezing its content over his hand. Before he could do anything else, Ohm grabbed his hand, skimming away the toothpaste and throwing the tube to the floor of the bathroom.
"Sorry for cancelling on you guys last minute. I'm sorry! But this…" Ohm started painting Nanon's face and chest with the toothpaste, "This paint is resisting!"
Smiling widely, Nanon tried to control Ohm's movements with his free hand, trying to get away from the white paste the other boy was removing from his own skin. They fought, but still, Nanon ended up tightly held by Ohm's arms with a light green dick painted on his forehead and some cat whiskers.
"We meet again after I come from Japan, no worries. Yeah, you guys enjoy yourselves! Bye."
Ohm allowed Nanon to stretch out and leave the phone again at the side of the sink. When Nanon came back, he snatched Ohm's face and brought his lips to Ohm's, kissing him with will and happiness
They laughed through the kiss, and Ohm grabbed Nanon's cheeks, leaving toothpaste fingerprints similar to the ones Nanon was leaving on his cheeks as well.
Nanon dropped his lips on the other boy's neck, biting softly his way down.
"I'm not taking out my shirt on the next scenes or events, you know...?"
Nanon looked at him surprised.
"Really?"
Ohm smirked.
"Just don't leave them very- Aah!"
Ohm moaned when Nanon bit strongly on his shoulder. He turned the taller boy back and pinned him against the wall, kissing him on his nape. He passed his fingers over Ohm's back, touching it with his nails, hissing his way down.
"What do you think about a bath? We can try that bath bomb you have there." he whispered in Ohm's ear, "Then you can make out with me in your room."
Abruptly, Ohm's expression became a little more serious.
"But you were leaving…"
Reaching a leg out of the bathtub, Nanon walked on the white carpet, water footprints marking it.
"Prepare the water." Nanon smiled at him while searching for the bath bomb inside the cabinet.
Some minutes later, Nanon was lying down between Ohm's legs with his head turned back enough to kiss Ohm's lips. His tongue intertwined with Ohm's in a perfect fit. Ohm's thumb caressing his dimple made him blush just slightly.
When they separated for air, Nanon rested his head against Ohm's chest, feeling Ohm's fingers moving up and down his forearm.
"I'm sorry." he heard Ohm saying.
Nanon didn't respond, waiting for the rest of what Ohm was trying to say.
"I shouldn't have done that. I don't have any right to tell you where and when you can go. That's not my job, we are not in a relationship. You can do whatever you want with your life without having to give me any explanation. I just…" Ohm paused a little, trying to find the right words, "Just that you are going to Japan tomorrow, and the only times I had to be with you were last night and today. And yesterday, you went out with friends, and today you were going out with friends… And there's no problem with that at all! Truly! I guess I'll… I'll miss you a bit during these two weeks."
Ohm moved in his position in discomfort.
"I think I got used to you here, and it will be empty now. And the sex is pretty nice!"
Nanon laughed softly.
"Just nice?" he asked, reaching behind to Ohm's lips, locking his lower lip between his and nibbling on it.
Ohm responded to the kiss, smiling and hugging the shorter boy.
"I'm sorry, Non. I exaggerated a bit and let my feeling get in the way again. I behave-…"
Nanon kissed him again, cutting his voice. His tongue mapped his lower lip and asked permission to get into the taller boy's mouth. Ohm responded, giving passage to Nanon and connecting their tongues. The fresh mint scent of Nanon's mouth was nicely cold on Ohm's tongue, so he deepened the kiss. Ohm's hand on Nanon's neck was guiding him into the kiss and making him feel flustered.
Nanon cut the kiss, and their eyes connected. Ohm thought that Nanon's eyes were some of the most beautiful things he had ever seen. They seem to have a new whole universe inside of them.
"Thank you for recognizing that. But I'm also sorry." Nanon couldn't stand Ohm's gaze anymore, so he turned away from him, "I didn't even want to go with them, honestly. I just said "yes" because… Well, because I didn't have a good enough reason to say "no"." he whispered, almost inaudible for Ohm.
A good enough reason…
Ohm felt a tug in his heart, like someone was gripping and pulling it.
"It's kind of difficult for me to say "no" to people without a proper reason. It would be a good idea to learn how to do that!" Nanon laughed nervously, completely oblivious of how Ohm was feeling, "Nevermind, I… I didn't want to go, but when you became angry about me going, I felt you were stealing my freedom away. Which is not true, I know, but I just reacted very stupidly."
Nanon grabbed Ohm's arms and made tugging them tightly around himself.
"I think I'm going to miss you as well… Maybe a lot."
The tug in Ohm's heart was different this time.
****End of flashback****
"Let's say that this new way, though it doesn't solve our fights, makes us more open to talking about it. It softens us a little, and it also makes us… To a certain point, it forces us to talk it out."
Chimon was looking more and more confused.
"Chi… Actually, you have already said it. Before I had my panic attack."
With the answer closer and closer to Chimon, Nanon felt his heart upside down in anticipation.
"Did I? What did I say?" Chimon made an effort to go back on what he had said, "We were talking about you and Ohm living together and I-"
"Staying together." corrected Nanon.
"Tsk! Whatever! And I mentioned your mother…"
Nanon's lips pressed together. He wanted to discuss what Chimon saw in his mother.
"Ma…"
"Hi, baby… Do you want some food?"
I entered the room slowly. Ma's tired voice said everything I needed to know. My eyes started to tear up. I blinked to stop the tears from coming out, but still, some escaped.
"Ma…"
"Sit..."
I sat in the chair at our table. The air was impossibly heavy.
When Ma caught us laying on the bed, laughing with our faces ridiculously closed, Ohm laughed it out, saying we were practising for our next fan meeting. But I saw it right there, the light of understanding in her eyes and then darkness…
I hurried Ohm home as faster as I could and came to talk to her.
"I have been with you since the beginning of your career. I've seen you working with a lot of people, I've seen you smile, I've seen you party, I've seen you as the happiest man in the world. But I've also seen you crying, I've seen you tired and depressed, I've seen you anxious, and paining, and hurting…"
"Ma-…"
Ma rose her palm stopping me from saying anything else.
"You've fought a lot to be where you are. We've fought a lot. We have made a lot of sacrifices… You have always known where your priorities lie. I trust you still know."
Ma put a plate of food in front of me.
"Eat, baby."
And without another word, she left me alone.
"Nanon! Are you listening to me?"
I shook my head, sending away the memory that closed the decision I and Ohm made of separ—ending our agreement.
"I am. I was just thinking about something. Continue."
"So then, I teased you, and you had the panic attack."
"Yes." Nanon confirmed.
"So…"
"Do you remember how you teased me?"
Chimon thought back once again.
"I don't know. I said I didn't know how you guys survived… Ah! And "ah, you kiss and made up or make out". Something along those lines..."
Their eyes connected, and Nanon nodded, biting his lower lip. Chimon's eyebrows came together in a frown like he was considering a hypothesis.
"Aham… Kiss and make up?"
Nanon lowered his head.
"What? So, every time you fought, you kissed? That's certainly a new way of solving your fights." Chimon laughed, "Was that what? Some kind of bet?"
"Not exactly like that…"
Chimon went quiet for a minute.
"Nanon… This new way of solving fights… Did it only happen when you fought?"
Nanon dry swallowed.
"No."
Chimon's chin dropped with the gravity strength.
"And these kisses to make up… Were they a peck?"
Nanon hesitated, "Aham… I mean…"
Chimon was feeling more and more excited about this idea, but so tired of waiting. The anticipation was killing him at this point.
"Were they like this?"
Chimon grabbed Nanon's cheeks and pressed his lips just for half a second on Nanon's. Nanon's eyes expanded with surprise, and he pushed him, laughing.
"What the hell, Chi! Shia!"
Chimon stopped his ranting, raising his hand with a smiley face.
"Did all of your kisses with Ohm, during those three months, were like this one?"
"No."
Nanon didn't know exactly what to feel. He was seeing Chimon more and more excited, which was making him happy and relieved. But was this only his first reaction?
"When you kissed Ohm, did you feel the same way as you felt when I kissed you now?
Nanon barked a laugh.
"What I felt when you pecked me was surprised!"
Chimon pointed his finger at him.
"Should I kiss you again, now with a warning, for you to get me the answer to the question you know I asked?"
Nanon's laughter filled the room after he heard the somewhat difficult question Chimon had just asked.
"No, thank you. Enough of your lips on mine, please."
Chimon was still waiting for the answer.
"No, it didn't feel the same way."
"Did it feel better with Ohm?"
Nanon smirked.
"Much better."
Chimon tried to contain a scream that was bursting from his chest. Then, he remembered something about the way Nanon talked about Ohm.
"…the most annoying human being with stupid car bed sheets, so perfectly put, so clean and smelling so good…"
No, it cannot be. Can it?
Chimon stood up and started pacing from side to side, his mouth open in excitement, while he was analysing this new theory.
"Non, did you only kiss, or did you also do something else?"
"Something else?"
Chimon stopped his march and looked intently at him.
"I'm going to be very direct Nanon. Did you guys have sex?"
Nanon gasped at the sound of the word that came out of his friend's mouth.
"No! I mean… We… Yes, like… No! We maybe…"
Chimon went to him and pinned his shoulder against the couch with an amused smile on his face, making Nanon gasp on the words he was saying.
"Nooon… Very bluntly, I will ask you… Did you see Ohm cumming in front of you? During those three months, did you guys ever come together? Do I need to be more scientifically accurate?!"
Nanon shook his head negatively.
"So, Non?"
"Yes."
Chimon's mouth, half smiling, was now totally open together with his eyes.
"WHAAAATT?!"
"SSSSSHHHH! Shia, Chi! Quiet down!"
Chimon was walking back and forward without direction.
"Nanon! What?!"
He laughed and clapped. Nanon walked behind him, trying to calm him down. Then, they heard a click and the door was opened.
They were so startled that they screamed and hugged in panic and surprise. The boy who opened the door stood beside the door, looking equally shocked at them.
"Are you guys okay?"
Chimon pointed his finger at the newcomer, screaming like a madman.
"HA! IT'S PERTH!"
He laughed and bent his body grabbing his own belly, which was hurting from the laughter. He was clapping his hands like this was the best joke he had ever heard, making Perth look at him with an interrogative face.
"Is he okay?" he asked Nanon.
Nanon rolled his eyes.
"Was he ever okay?"
Chimon grabbed Nanon's neck, bringing his ear closer to his mouth.
"We all know that where's Perth, there is…"
Both Chimon and Nanon looked at the door expectantly, but nothing happened. Chimon pouted disappointedly.
"Ai'sat!" Nanon smacked Chimon's head.
At that moment, another man came through the door, laughing.
"Hey, bro! Look at this!"
Ohm walked to Perth, handing him his phone. When he noticed the other two boys, he greeted them, "Hi, guys! How are you? Chi, I haven't seen you for ages!"
Nanon tried to control his breathing and smacked Chimon's ribs with his elbow to get a reaction from the boy, who seemed to have choked on his own breathing.
"Shia!" complained Chimon, "Hi!"
His smile got bigger. Nanon stressfully took his hand to his head, sitting back down on the couch.
"The hell, Chimon! Are you okay?"
Chimon laughed.
"I'm so, sooo good!"
Perth looked at him with suspicious eyes.
"What do you know?" he asked Chimon, "You two were gossiping, right?" he looked at Nanon, who was looking scared and walked right to Chimon's side, grabbing his arm, "Spill the tea, Mon! I want to know as well!"
Chimon and Perth liked to gossip with each other. Sometimes they didn't even want to know about who it was. They just liked to know the juicy stories.
"No, no!" answered Chimon, sitting back on the other side of the couch with Perth still on his tail, "It is nothing special."
Perth laughed.
"How come it isn't? Come on, Mon." Perth made his puppy eyes on Chimon.
Chimon rose his hands, signing him to stop.
"It really isn't. I was just shocked by what Nanon was saying about Noonie. She has grown so much. She's a lady now, but I still think of her as a child."
Nanon had to admit Chimon seemed convincing. And, well, Perth seemed convinced, which was the most important thing. He truly is a good actor.
"You told him?"
Nanon looked in the direction of the voice to find Ohm at that end. Nanon was shaking inside, but he composed himself before answering, looking into Ohm's eyes.
"What?"
"About Noonie."
Nanon's eyes blinked in confusion for more than one second.
Is he referring to…
"Wait! How do you know about that?" he asked surprised.
Ohm's expression softened, and he scratched his head.
"Noonie told me."
"How?!"
Since Nanon stopped staying in Ohm's apartment, they haven't hung out together. Only for work. Much less hanging out with him and his family.
"One day, I found her walking home alone and took her on a ride to get some snacks, and she spent the night at my house."
Nanon's eyes expanded.
"My sister slept at your house?!"
Ohm narrowed his eyes to him.
"What the fucking hell are you thinking, Nanon? We were missing spending time with each other, so we had some snacks and dinner together. Then, she didn't want to go home. So I let her sleep on my bed while I slept on the couch."
Ohm shook his head, not believing what was in the mind of his BL partner, and Nanon looked down, embarrassed. Besides work, this was the first conversation they had after what happened.
"When was that?" Nanon asked out of curiosity.
"The day it started."
He knew about it before me.
"She told me and Ma she was sleeping in a school friend's house to finish a paper." Nanon laughed.
Now, his Noonie also lies to him.
"Well, she thought you guys wouldn't think of it as appropriated." he justified, "Which she was probably right…" he added, thinking back at Nanon's reaction.
"Come on, meung! This is something that doesn't concern you. Get your bag, and let's get going!" he slapped Perth's leg to hurry him up.
"Teerak, look at him." Perth pouted to Chimon, "He beat me and doesn't let me know what's going on."
Chimon laughed, squeezing his cheeks.
"But yes, come on. I and Nanon were talking. You guys move your asses. You are disturbing us!"
Perth took his hand to his heart in a dramatic gesture.
"I feel hurt!"
"Go, go! Ohm, take your bestie from here. Go, dudes!"
Ohm went to the desk and picked Perth's bag up.
"Come along, Perth!" he called.
Perth got up, still pouting.
"Where does your loyalty lay?" he asked, looking back at Chimon.
Chimon goes to Nanon and hugs him, facing Perth.
"Here."
Nanon laughed at Chimon's nonsense, and the two boys got out of the room, closing the door behind them. The silence in the room was cut by the sound of Nanon's hand hitting Chimon's head.
"Fuck, Chi! Almost, dude!"
"Hey, stop! Now…" a smile was dancing excitedly on Chimon's lips, "Tell me everything. From the start."
Nanon paused before speaking again.
"Chi, you still like me, right? You don't think I'm a different person...?"
It was Chimon's time to smack Nanon's head.
"I'm not dignifying the first question with an answer. And no, I don't think you changed. But weren't you straight? Were you experimenting with Ohm or something?"
Nanon looked down, and Chimon grabbed his cheeks, making him look up again.
"And no, I don't like you. I looove you!"
The two boys laughed at each other.
"So, yes, I was straight. I don't know. I think I'm bisexual. I was searching a little bit, and I think that's what I am. I've never felt attracted to guys before. I mean, I could find them handsome but no attraction. Even now, I normally don't. The first time it happened was when I was shooting Bad Buddy, but I thought it was because I was so invested in Pran that I was confusing his feelings as mine. I remember that was the first time I watched gay porn and was able to get off with it…"
Chimon's mouth opened again.
"Are you for real? Meung, I need alcohol for this conversation!"
A/N: Drink always in moderation. And thank you for reading!
