I am really, terribly sorry for not updating for a long time. The Halloween party took a lot of time preparing and cleaning. I stayed at school until10 pm to finish it all.

And now I need to face an open house and a compassion week. Seriously, why can't a girl have a break for just a day?

On top of all that, my boyfriend dumped me yesterday. No, I didn't cry or anything. Sure, now I'm sad and all, but I don't think that girls should shed a single tear for a guy. I hate boys who make girls cry. I really really hate them.

He was the boy I trusted most, and now he...

I just don't think I can build up the courage to give a guy that much faith in the future.

I hate boys who make girls cry.

I hate boys who bully girls.

I hate boys who treat girls like trash.

I hate boys.

Okay, sorry for all this personal stuff. Now, I tried making this a long one, but I seriously have things to do. And I'm sorry if the it's shitty quality, it's been a while since I wrote the last chapter, right?

=Misaki's POV=

He fainted in front of me.

"Usui!" I left Minami and kneeled over to Usui. "Wake up! Wake up!"

How could I be so selfish? I knew that Usui was in pain and that he needed to be taken care of as soon as possible, but I chose to beat Minami up instead of bringing Usui to the hospital.

And now how was I supposed to bring Usui to the hospital? He was taller than me, I couldn't possibly carry him bridal style – that sounds weird. And I was not strong enough to carry him fireman style.

"Usui!" I shook his shoulders, tears falling from my eyes like rain. "Usui, wake up! Wake up!"

I was too busy shaking Usui's shoulders that I didn't hear the police sirens until a man shouted.

"Hands up where we can see it!" I heard a man shouted.

I looked towards the door behind me. Men in uniform were running over with a pistol between their palms, pointing in all directions.

"Sir! Sir!" I shouted between sobs. I quickly stood up and ran towards one of them.

"Hands up where we can see them!" The guy shouted loud and clear.

"No! No! Please, you've got to help me!" I grabbed his hand and pulled him towards Usui. "Please… This man is severely injured and needs medical help immediately!"

"Okay Miss. Calm down, we will ask the team to bring him to the hospital," he said to me. To his walkie talkie, he said, "Team, we have a man down. Send the medical team here ASAP."

I focused back to Usui while the rest of the policemen entered the room and taking Minami away. His face was getting paler and paler each second we waited for the team to arrive. Blood was trailing from the deep gash on his chest.

I kneeled down beside him and grabbed his freezing hand.

"Usui…" A flow of tears trickled down my cheeks. "Please… Wake up, idiot."

"The medic team is here!" The policeman said.

Then two men in white, carrying a stretcher with them, entered the room. They carefully placed Usui on it and carried him out.

When I stood up and chased after them, the policeman called out to me.

"Miss! We need you to come with us to the HQ!" He shouted.

"I'll do that later. All you need to do is lock that lady up and you've done your job!" I shouted back while running as fast as I could, trying to catch up to the medic team, who surprisingly had really fast legs.

When I had finally arrived outside of that cursed place, the team was placing Usui into the ambulance.

"Wait!" I shouted when the guy started to close the doors.

But I was too slow. The man had closed the doors and the ambulance had started driving.

"Wait! Wait!" I shouted again and again, trying to get the driver's attention.

But all my work was in vain when the driver pressed the gas, creating a huge wall of smoke behind for me to inhale.

After a few coughs, I continued chasing the ambulance. I didn't care if my feet would get swollen. I didn't care if I would get hit by a car. All I cared about was that I was as near as possible to Usui.

Tears were trickling down my cheeks in the cold night – yes, it was night time. Cars were constantly honking, with their drivers shouting out cuss words and the finger. Unfortunately, I was running barefooted, so my feet were continually stepping on sharp pebbles and pieces of small glass.

Fortunately for me, the ambulance stopped at a hospital around 2km away from the hell hole, so I didn't need to go any further.

The ambulance quickly stopped in front of the emergency department. Its doors swung open, revealing the 2 uniformed dudes rushing to get Usui out of the truck. I ran towards the gurney Usui was on and ran beside it, together with the two guys.

"Usui," I said when two drops of tears dropped on the white sheet.

Now, I know that

you guys might think, 'Why is she so worried? Usui is only suffering from some cuts, nothing to worry about.'

But Usui was not only suffering from some cuts. He was suffering from a LOT of not-so-shallow cuts and a really deep, blood-dripping gash on his chest. There were bruises all over his body, and there were at least 50 broken bones inside his body. He lost a lot of blood.

"Usui…" I muttered.

I was too focused on Usui that I didn't see that I was running towards the wall beside the doors of the operating room. I bumped the wall so hard that I lost my balance and fell flat on the ground.

"Ouch," I muttered while rubbing the shoulder that I bumped.

"Sorry, miss. But you need to wait here," a guy said and closed the doors.

"Eh, wait-" I said, stretching a hand towards the doors.

But I was too late; they had locked the doors up.

I scooted closer to the doors and leaned my back on it. There were chairs, but they were 1 meter away from the room, and I didn't want to be that far away from him. I wanted to be as close to him as possible.

"Usui…" I muttered while bringing my knees up to my chest, closing my eyes and buried my face on my knees. Tears were dropping on my sweatshirt.

The thought of losing him was just unbearable.

"Please... Don't leave me..."

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