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Chapter 3
(Satoshi's POV)
I sat in the park bench, unsure of what to do. I continued to question myself over and over again. Why? Why did I do that? Why did I kiss him? He was only a friend. Just a close friend. Why did he mean so much to me? What does he mean to me? My life was becoming more and more complicated. I was about to close me eyes when I heard a tiny voice say concernedly, "Mister, what's the matter?"
I turned and gazed at a little girl, staring at me with her big brown eyes. She was looking at me innocently (If only I was that innocent). She sat next to me on the bench, her black ponytail bobbing. When she was on the bench, she crawled closer and rested her hand on my arm and looked into my eyes, asking me, "Are you hurt?" I was surprised at this little girl's bravery. She was, what, four years old, maybe five, and she had no fear in her eyes like other children.
I answered her softly, "I'm not hurt. Besides, where is your mom?" "She went shopping for shoes," the little girl answered. She swung her legs and smiled at me.
I frowned. "Aren't you a little too young to be wandering around by yourself?" I asked her. The girl shook her head, "Mom never looks at me while she looks at shoes and stuff like that. I feel like she doesn't care about me. And when I want candy, she always says "no"!" For a four/five year old, she had good grammar.
"Still, you could get kidnapped by someone, even a stranger like me. It's a good thing that I'm not a kidnapper," I said. She crossed her arms and pouted. "I rather want to be kidnapped," she said crossly. I looked at her, surprised at her.
"Besides mister, you look like something bad happened. What is it?"
"You wouldn't understand. You're too young."
"That's what everybody says. 'You're too young', 'you don't have the brains', 'you can't get it until you're older'. Everyone bosses me around. I know I'm a kid, but I have feelings, too!"
Feeling sorry for her, I felt like telling her what happened, but not entirely. "There's someone I have a crush on. I'm not sure if that person like's me or not. That person probably doesn't like me, but I just want to tell that person, anyways. One half of me want to but the other half of me doesn't. I'm afraid that the person will reject me. See? It's complicated."
The girl looked at me then said, resting her hand on my own hand. "Just tell the person before it's too late! My brother loved someone and always hid his feelings. One day, that girl got hit by a car and died so he never had the chance to say he loved her. So be a man and go talk to her!"
"Umm…well not…well," I decided not to tell her the person I like was actually a guy. I didn't want to soil her innocent little mind. I smiled at her and I got an idea. I dug into my pockets, searching for change and found some. I counted them and handed it to her.
"Here, why don't you go buy candy or something?"
The little girl's face brightened. She took the money and smiled happily. "Thanks mister!" She said, and hugged me. I was shocked for a moment then I hugged her back. The little girl jumped off the bench and ran down the sidewalk, her black hair streaming behind her. I smiled again and said under my breath, "No, thank you."
I leaned back on my seat, sighing. I ran my fingers through my blue hair, pulling it back. Several strands escaped my fingers and fell down, tickling my forehead. I rested there like that for a moment, and arose, walking back to my apartment with my hands in my pockets. I had to go back sometime. Besides, it is my apartment right?
(Daisuke's POV)
I didn't know what to do. I was stuck inside Satoshi's apartment. Satoshi forgot his keys so I can't just leave here. How will he get back inside? I sat there, awaiting his return. I felt uncomfortable waiting in his home and I didn't know if I could face him again. But I forced myself to anyways, whether I was ready or not. I had to apologize for tripping him. It was my fault.
Or maybe I was just using that as an excuse just to see him again.
Luckily, Dark was asleep. If he ever heard what I was thinking, he would tease me on and on about it. What is wrong with me?
I pondered for a moment on the edge of Satoshi's bed. Why did I like…kissing Satoshi? He's a boy and I'm a boy. It just doesn't make sense.
I heard the door open. There were a few steps and it stopped in front of me. My head was down so I could only see the person's feet so I looked up, staring into Satoshi's face. I tried to smile.
"Hi, I was waiting for you because, well, you didn't take your keys…and…er…you're here so I guess I'll be leaving," I stood up and was prepared to leave but Satoshi pushed me back down on his bed. I saw he had a look of pain and uncertainty in his eyes. He sat down beside me and said quietly, ". I have to tell you something Daisuke. Would you try to listen?" I nodded my head slowly.
He was quiet for a moment, then he spoke.
"I know that this may sound weird to you but…I'm afraid I had….I'm afraid I had fallen in love with you. I know that you're going to reject me but I just wanted to tell you how I feel before…," his voice trailed off.
I was stunned. I sat there, staring into his gorgeous eyes, not knowing what to say or do. He leaned in closer to me and pressed his lips on mine. I sat there immobile, still unsure of what to do. He continued to kiss me hungrily and I felt myself responding. Soon, he was on top of me, unbuttoning my shirt. He ran his hands along my chest, massaging me a little, making me gasp. This was a mistake. He took this opportunity to slide his tongue inside my mouth. For a few minutes, he continued to kiss me. Suddenly he broke the kiss, leaving me breathless and began to kiss me along my jaw. He kissed my neck, my shoulders, my chest, and…
I pushed him off me. I whispered, "Sorry" to him and ran out the door, not caring how I looked. I wanted to go away from him. I didn't want anything to confuse me anymore. I wanted to just go home and hide from everything.
(Satoshi's POV)
I watched through the window as Daisuke sped around a corner and disappear. I knew I was too abrupt with him. I could understand why he did that. He probably would have rejected me anyways, I thought bitterly. I lay back on my bed and closed my eyes, tears silently falling down my cheeks. Wewere never meant to be. Never.
(Daisuke's POV)
"I was wondering where you went Daisuke. They told me that you went missing suddenly. Where did you go?" My mother, Emiko, asked me.
"I don't want to talk right now Mom. I'm kind of tired," I said listlessly.
"Oh alright, but you have some explaining to do after you have a nap alright? Are you going to have dinner?"
"I don't feel like eating."
"Poor Daisuke. Alright then, go and take a nap. But you have something to do tonight so get ready ok? I'll wake you up."
I knew that my mother sent out the warning note. She always does that without telling me. Even though I'm extremely tired, I still have to do my job. I just have to.
(Satoshi's POV)
I watched as Daisuke tried to crawl toward me, his blood trailing behind him. He held up his hand, his face showing pain and the look of sadness. I felt a laugh coming from my mouth and I held out my hand. For a moment, I thought that I was trying to help him but suddenly, I grasped his arm and twisted it. Daisuke screamed in pain and tried to make me let go. I let go and laughed cruelly while Daisuke cradled his arm, looking at me with those pained ruby eyes. I then grabbed Daisuke by the hair, and crashed his face against the mirror, breaking the mirror in the process. I wanted to scream, to let go of Daisuke hair, but my body refused. That's when I saw myself in the broken slivers of the mirror, that I had blonde hair. The corners of my mouth slowly raised into a smile. No, not me. Krad. He continued to laugh at Daisuke's pain.
"STOP IT! JUST STOP!"
I sat upright on my bed. I looked around sweating. No Daisuke here. I realized that I must have fallen asleep. I touched my face. It was…wet. I thought it was sweat so I wiped my face with my hand. I was about to stand up when something caught my eye. I looked, frowning at my hand and felt a chill. There was blood on my hand.
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