Sorry i haven't updated in ages. I've had work for the past 3 days and i have to get up really early so i haven't had time to write any as i'm half asleep. But i like this story so i wrote another chapter first! I write in Kendall POV for a bit. I dunno why but i just did. This chapter is like longer than someof the other chapters put together but yeah.
Disclaimer; i don't own Big Time Rush or the boys : ( but i wish i did.
Anyway enjoy!
'This is our someday' the band sung finishing off their first song.
The sound that came as they finished was like you were stuck inside a drum and someone kept bashing it. You'd never seen the school so loud before, not even at a basketball game.
But, you had to admit, they were quite good. No matter how much you hated Kendall right now.
You jumped up and joined in with the rest of the school jumping around and screaming.
"Hey guys! I'm Carlos" the guy on the end said.
"I'm James!" the next guy said with a hair flick.
"I'm Logan!" another said.
"And I'm Kendall." The whole gym erupted. Well mainly the girls screaming.
"And together we're Big Time Rush" they all said together.
"Next up we're singing Worldwide! Hope you enjoy it" Logan said.
The music played and Kendall started off. His voice was amazing.
He was looking around the crowd, by the looks of it, trying to find someone. He looked straight ahead and caught your eye as they sung 'yes i may, meet a million pretty girls that know my name, but don't you worry cause you have my heart.' In a way, it felt like he was singing that directly to you. You broke contact when yet again the crowd erupted.
They played about 5 more songs ending in Cover Girl making all the girls go crazy.
You felt a tear roll down your cheek. Why was he so cute? Why did you have to fall for one of the most popular guys in the school? He wouldn't like you anymore now that all the girls are after him.
As soon as the song ended you got up and ran out. You ran for the bathrooms and just let the tears poor out. You would be late home, but oh well.
He's just like every other guy you know. Acts all innocent and like he loves you and then he moves onto another girl, yet just to play her. Why?
"Aki? Are you in here?" you heard someone call out.
You remained silent not wanting to talk to anyone.
You heard the door shut and someone saying "No she's not in there. I'm sorry Kendall, maybe she went home?"
Wait. What? Kendall. He was looking for you?
You got up and opened the door. You looked into the mirror.
You were no longer crying but your makeup showed that you had. A mix of mascara and eye liner was running down your cheek. You grabbed a paper towel and wet it lightly. You tried to wipe away most of the makeup, but it just smudged. You heard the door open and Kiki was in the doorway.
She took one look at you and came running over "Are you okay? I tried looking for you. I came in here before. Kendall was looking for you. He wanted to say sorry for not coming. He was really down." She said all in a rush.
"Oh" was all you could manage to say. She grabbed another paper towel and helped you clear away the makeup.
"i think he's still in the gym with his band, do you want to go see him?" she asked.
You turned and looked at her. You hugged her and said thank you.
It took a second for her to realise what was going one but she hugged you back.
"You really are the best friend anyone could ask for" you said smiling.
"And you're an amazing friend that deserves to have someone that won't play her, so get your ass to the hall and go see him. I know you really like him." She said grabbing our shoulders and pushing you towards the door.
You said thank you again really quickly and ran to the gym.
Kendall' POV.
As you headed out of 4th period class and started to walk towards the front doors you heard a familiar voice call out your name.
"Carlos?" you said tuning around to see not just Carlos but Logan and James standing there.
"What are you guys doing here?" you asked confused.
"Well, we thought we'd come and see our buddy. We miss you." James said.
You laughed and said "Guys, it's been about 5 hours since i last saw you. You can't of missed me."
"Well, playing hockey without is kinda unfair with 2 against 1. So we have missed you. We can't really play it unless you're there".
"You played hockey without me? You guys are gonna pay big time now!" you said pretending to be really sad.
"Oh - Oh we're sorry" Logan said apologetically "We didn't realise you'd be so upset."
"But you know how much i love hockey"
"We haven't played it in days so we thought we'd play. We're really sorry" James said.
"Oh guys. I'm only kidding." You said laughing. "I'm not upset; you see I do Drama now so I thought I'd do a bit of practice."
Logan and James got angry as they had been fooled but Carlos stood there laughing.
"Why are you laughing Carlos?" Logan asked angrily.
"Well you see, i knew Kendall was acting. I'm just smart like that" he said between laughs.
"Oh right." James said.
"So anyway guys, why did you really come?" you asked.
"Well, we thought since we're a band we could play a concert. So we called the principal and asked. She said yes. So we're playing after lunch, and we thought we'd com and practice for a bit beforehand." Carlos said.
"Oh, right." You said thinking about Aki. Why did they have to come now?
They all looked at you and Logan asked "Are you going to take us to the gym? Apparently we're playing there."
"Oh yeah, right." You said obvious that you were distracted.
You turned and made your way towards the gym. You could hear the boys taking quietly behind you.
He's distracted.
No shit Carlos.
Hey! Stop it.
I think he's in love with a girl. This happened last year remember.
Oh yeah. He's in love.
Woah that was fast. 4 hours and he's already in love.
We have to meet her.
Yes. Yes we do.
You pushed open the door and walked into the gym. The boys decided to shut up about your love life and come stand beside you. You made your way to the stage that was set up.
"This is going to be fun!" Carlos said jumping around.
You started off by playing this is our someday. You were used to loud screaming and yelling from fans but never this loud. Maybe 'cause you were in a building with walls. The reaction was amazing.
You introduced yourselves and played the next song. Worldwide.
Where was she? Had she even turned up? Your mind was elsewhere for the whole song. You searched the crowd looking for her. It couldn't be that hard looking for someone as pretty as her.
As the last lines were sung, i found her right in the middle staring at me.
Why was she so amazing? She must hate me. I stood her up on the first time we were supposed to meet. She' not right for me. She deserves better. No guy should muck up on the first time. What am i going to say, my friends came and made me go to the hall so i could hear them discuss my love life?
Yeah right.
The school erupted once again and she stood up. She made her way down the stands and headed towards the door. Why was she leaving?
I've really stuffed this up. She can't even be here to watch me sing.
Time went slowly throughout your mini concert you had. You tried your hardest to focus on the songs. But all you could think about was Aki. How badly you fucked up. How much she probably hates you.
When the concert finished you found her friend Kiki. You told her everything that had happened and asked her if you could find her for you.
"i think i know where she may be. Follow me". She said walking out of the gym towards what looked like the girls toilets.
"Wait here" she said as she walked into the toilets.
"Aki? Are you in here?" you heard her say.
Less than 10 seconds later she walked out "No she's not in there. I'm sorry Kendall, maybe she went home?"
"Yeah. Maybe. Thanks anyway" you said trying to smile.
You thought that maybe Kiki could help, but not even her best friend could. Maybe it's just not meant to be.
You made your way back to the gym to help pack up.
"Where'd you go?" James asked.
"Just went to talk to someone" you said looking down.
"Is it this special girl?" Logan asked sitting beside you.
"How do you know it's a special girl?" you asked putting your head in your hands.
"So, it's a special guy? Carlos asked.
"What?" you said looking up to the boys. "No, it's a girl. I just need to apologize to her. I was meant to see her at lunch and then you' came to practice. You travelled quite far to come see me so i came with you' and she probably thinks I've stood her up or something."
"Oh. We're really sorry. You should have told us, it would have been okay."
"Oh well. It doesn't matter anyway."
You slowly got up and started to pack away the equipment.
You heard the door open and turned around.
It was Aki. You couldn't help but smile.
"I think this is the girl" you heard James whisper.
"Me too" Logan or Carlos replied. You couldn't figure out who.
"She's really pretty" James whispered.
"Okay guys, could you shut up" you whispered to them all.
"This is your time to apologize to her. Go! Before i go over there" Logan said.
You turned around and gave him an almost death stare.
"Thanks guys" you said smiling away.
You jumped off the stage and walked over to where Aki was standing.
"Hey beautiful" you said.
She smiled and hugged you.
You hugged her back with the biggest grin on your face realising she forgave you for being a dick. Now to being a gentleman. You grabbed her hand and walked towards the door.
"Let's go get a smoothie. I really like smoothies"
Yaaaaah. (: