Hand and Hand, they walk out of the dining room with their hearts starting to race because they will be totally alone for the first time together. Bram hoped utterly uninterrupted. They started up the step to Simon's room. Bram asks, "Simon, what is the good news your want to tell me?" Simon smiles with his eyes, which makes Bram feel intoxicated by the hint of surprise and a bit of the feral nature of Simon he saw Friday night.
Finally, they made it to the door of Simon's Bedroom door. For the span of a heartbeat, both of them hesitated at the threshold of the open door. Simon's mind was rushed into the moment of kissing on top of the world. Bram was thinking about the same thing. In the span of a heartbeat, they wonder if they went in, would they ever return again. Eyes meet, and Bram shows innocence and the need to surrender.
Together they cross the threshold, and Simon closes the door. Both felt the shift from an email to real-time. Bram and Simon had been friends in school since 6th grade when Bram and his mom moved to the area. Now in their senior year of high school, and had started an email relationship and were together. They were in six daily AP classes, which was unbearable for both of them during the separation. School resuming would be very different. "Simon, watching you make those two idiots look like simpering infants in front of the whole school was so funny," Bram says with a laughing smile. Yeah very even afraid to pick on Ethan now because I'll do it again. Simon's room shows his personality, brilliant, clever, chill, disorder, order, and true comfort. Bram just loves it and Simon more with each passing moment.
Simon turns to Bram. "I use Apple Music to Create a playlist base on two songs." What two songs did you pick" asked Bram. "One of my favorite songs, and the song you sent me this morning." "I'm just going to hit shuffle and see what starts playing" Bram smiled that the idea of the spontaneous playlist based on two songs, starting the list on shuffle. Neither of them was sure what's gonna play. Simon walked over to his desk, saying, "relax Bram and just be comfortable." Simon starts shuffling for the playlist and turns back to see.
Bram decided to remove his sweatshirt and get his shoes off. Bram is unaware of Simon, staring at him. Bram's body had taken new dimensions of beauty to Simon. Bram, 6'1 with slender bodybuild because he had been playing soccer since middle school. They were both in their senior year now, even with his jeans and T-shirt. Simon could tell he had a toned look in his chest and stomach. His curly short black hair had always captivated Simon. Bram always seems to have this naturally shy smile on his face. It was the thing Simon most noticed after their kiss on the Ferris wheel. Since the party at Halloween, Simon had noticed Brown's eyebrows gave him this ability to have an ever-changing expression on his face. His skin was like incredibly refined chocolate. Simon just wanted to feel Bram's skin with his hands, but he was rooted to the floor, taking in all the dimensions of beauty Bram possessed within him. After the kiss, he and Bram locked eyes to connect momentarily. Simon knew that in Bram's eyes, light and innocence him was remarkable to see. It awoke a feral feeling in Simon.
As Bram Stood up from getting his shoes off, he looked over at Simon and almost said something and stopped. Suddenly Bram became aware of the new dimensions of beauty Simon possessed. Simmons's eyes were one of the most expressive features that Simon possessed. By his eyes alone, he could convey so many things without speaking. Simon was standing at his computer desk facing him. Simon was 5'10. His body was that of an actor with all the talent that no one noticed. Yet, he has this naturally chill look to him. It was something Bram noticed when they met in 6th grade when he started in the new school in the area. His hair always looked like it had a style, yet somehow Bram knew he could roll out of bed, and everyone believed he had done something to style his hair. After the kiss on the Ferris wheel, they locked eyes for a moment of real connection. Simmons's eyes were this grayish green that captivated Bram for the rest of the night. His clean-shaven face was something Bram liked. Simon's skin with like cream that had lightly tan in the sun. Simmons's eyes possessed this remarkably commanding nature that Bram found intoxicating.
Simon emerging from the dimension of beauty, walk across his room, kisses Bram, pushing him lightly to fall onto Simon's bed. The light push was that feral and commanding need flashing in Simon. Bram's head was delighted to be the push onto the bed, like he just helpless prey. They lay facing each other about 6 inches apart. Sharing each other's gaze, silence covers them, and their minds become aware of the music in the background. Fragments of the song catch their minds, Bram using his naturally expressive eyebrow. Simon conveys things without words. Innocent wild Blue blue, the heart of the flame. Orange read the heat of desire. Oh, pulse entering into me. Deep, deep, surrendering up to power. Come to me now, lover and mystery. Come to me now, kiss me all over. Desire is spilling into me. True life, sensual beauty. Simon's feral nature is really beginning to pulse. His eye shows the inner animal waking up. Bram's expressive eyebrows show surrender to the animal waking up. They are both lovers and mysteries. Kissing each all over is the heart of their desires.
Understanding each other at the moment is easy. Simon leads into Kiss Bram softly, and Bram pulls Simon into a more passionate kiss that Simon had wanted all day. The kiss ended with a pang of hunger rising for more in both of them. Simon smiled at the fact that Bram gave him the opportunity for the passionate kiss he had longed for all day. However, Bram's innocent nature wants to know more about that surprisingly commanding side of Simon. Again still cover them, and Bram's mind returns to that night at the Halloween party. When his mom had been gone dealing with the mess, his aunt just was. "Simon, that party, when we sang karaoke to each other, I knew you were Jacque," Bram said. "I was with my Blue," replies Simon. That beautiful, shy smile that Simon could just stare at for the rest of his life flashes across Bram's face.
"After we sang to each other, I just want to say it is me, Jacque. I was in the bathroom trying to find the courage to find you and say it." Why didn't you? Bram asked. Now Simon smiled ruefully, which made Bram's heart skip a beat. "I was going to say it, but when I walked on you with the girl, I froze and tried to hide my hurt," Simon answers. Bram looking a bit awkward now. "I wish you would have yelled at me, blue, what you're doing with this stupid girl, not me. I know by your eyes I hurt my Jacque," Bram said sadly. "When you close the door, the second after, I just want to fly out of my room and beg you to forgive me." Bram continued with a few tears in his eyes. Simon gently brushes Bram's tears away and kisses him in a surprisingly soft, soothing show of tenderness. "Bram, it ok I forgive the next day. We were both really drunk that night." Simon, in the gentle voice Bram just wanted to melt and surrender his body to Simon's will.
"I am sorry, Bram, that I didn't tell you Matin was blacking, mailing me over our email. I should have done that." Simon adds his own feeling of sadness. Suddenly they both hear footsteps near the door, and Bram looks slightly alarmed. Simon chuckles and says, "Oh, I forgot to tell you the good news." "When we were in my bedroom with the door closed. No one may open the bedroom door without permission." Bram looks astonished and says, "Damn, Simon, your parents are about as liberal as they come. You were not joking about that in an email." Chuckling, Simon says, "It was a bit of a surprise. I found out from my dad today why my sister Nora and mom were out shopping for the lunch ingredients." "Simon, when I told my mom last night, she said something was excellent news I want to give you. She said she knew we were not in young puppy love, high school, the idiotic phase." Bram said. Simon smiled so big his cheeks hurt, "Bram, my parents told me the same thing." Knowing their parents would never question their love for each other only made the beginning of their life together even better.
Simon asked the question that hurt the most for both of them, "Bram, why did you block my email? After Martin leaked our emails," This hits Bram's heart, and he burst into tears, saying, " Simon was the biggest fucking mistake I've ever made." Simon starts crying now because it feels like he has crushed Bram, the last thing he wants to do in the world. With the actual acceptance of the pain they had caused each other. Their body became entwined as they cried with each other. The pain flows out of them. As their tears together end, the song, Light My Candle, suddenly comes on, and the moment it starts, they laugh. Simon memorized in 10-mins. Immediately Simon was Roger and Bram with Mimi. They sang to each other different lines for each of them. Expressed unspoken understanding, Bram used his eyebrows to change the expression on his face. The natural way he does it and Simon's eyes communicate his thoughts.
Bram's felt his feet weak in Simon's burning look on the step up to his room before the door closed. Bram and him in the moonlight as they walked around holding hands at the rest of the Winter Carnival. Simon staring at Bram, felt like he was looking at the person he would spend the rest of his life with. But, of course, he would never let him go. Bram's head spun at the moment of being alone with Simon for the first time. Simon lit the candle. Bram in the first kiss last night. Simon, So what Bram's smiles remind me of the need to make him always smile, he guesses. Now the wax dripping on Bram's body, this idea pleased him. Having the best ass is to goal to give Simon every day. There will never be a need for him to at another guy's ass again. Bram's mind being tied up and handcuffed just appealed to him. Has the song finished, they know the candle of their relationship has been lit, and it will never go out again! Has the song ended, Bram faced up against Simon's neck.
Bram started kissing Simon's neck like he had dreamed so many times of kissing Jacque for so long. Simon's neck tingled as Bram kissed him the way Simon wanted to be kissed by blue. The feeling it kissing Simon's neck was a bolt of lightning from the clear blue sky for Bram. Simon felt Bram kiss his neck, the impossible dream leaping into reality. Bram had secretly been at The Cabaret Play and watched Simon perform. Although Simon had been an extra in the production at school, something about him in a suit and tie made Bram feel like he was a character right out of the show Mad Men. After Bram blocked emails, Simon went to many soccer games had always done to support Nick. Now Bram was who he watched all the time in the motion of the soccer game.
In kissing his boyfriend's neck, Bram needed to feel his lips on Simon's. So he begins to move up his neck toward his lips. Then, finally, he reached Simmons's lips. Looking into Simon's expressive eyes last night, it was just a glint of the animal waking up. Bram's eyebrows show that intoxicating look of Simon's inner animal coming more fully into view. Shocked by the intoxication of Bram's eyebrows, Simon encourages the wolf to awaken. Bram's hunger to be the wolf prey is clean to Simon now.
This Burning desire for predator and prey exploded in a place neither of them had imagined. Now Simon imagined being on top of Bram, pinning his arms down, and Bram desired to let his body be Simon's private playground. The explosion of desire was not what they had planned for the first time. Instead, their lips met privately and uninterrupted.
This intensity of them making out the first time the rhythm was created with no forethought. With ecstasy, they found in each other lips. The discovery of sudden, hidden desires. The bliss of quickening, shallow breath. The softness of their lips met each time. The sound escaped them. The rapid beating of the hearts. The flow of blood. All of it binds into this incredible bliss that will never end. Finally, nearly out of breath, they're kissing breaks off, so they can breathe. Simon is the hungry wolf about to devour its helpless prey by his eye. Bram is willing to be that helpless prey by his expressive eyebrows.
"Simon, that look in your eyes makes me want to...?" Bram can't finish the statement, "Bram in, the look in your eyes makes me want to...? "Simon broke off the same way Bram did.
Simon is on top of Bram, straddling his stomach. Bram again has that pleading look in his eyes. Simmons's lips are on Bram's, and the wolf coming out to eat. Bram surrendered like helpless and trapped prey. Simon felt pushed into acting. He no longer had control of himself, and Bram's body was the prey. This moment desires. Both of them want to push this further, yet there's hesitation. The kiss ended, but the heat of desire remained. Now there was a gleam in Simon's eyes. It was dark, totally capturing Bram"s attention. In the stillness of pure desires within both of them. The words Bram said then were ripped out against his will.
"Simon, it is like you have an animalistic wolf emerging. I am helpless and prey that wolf this going to devour repeatedly." "Bram, I will never stop devouring you, I promise." Both one them, in a moment, understood the inner desire and accepted what they had both wanted from each other after kissing that night on top of the world.
A split second after these words. In a surprisingly forceful total command, Simon grabs Bram's arms and pins them above his head. Bram's instinct to break free comes over him. Simon sees the instinct to break free and only uses more force to pin his arms down. Bram squirms a little while trying to break free, enjoying the helpless feeling that he can't stop Simon. Simon, in control, enjoys watching Bram's helpless struggle. Simon and Bram's adrenaline flows and endorphins rush into their blood. Again their eyes lock into yet another moment that will be suspended forever in time between them. Finally, Simon and Bram's lips, the burning, and total understanding of the truth were to each other.
Neither realizes how much time has passed, and suddenly, Bram's phone rings. "Hang on, Simon, I gotta answer this, is my mom." Bram's mom said, "Hey, kid, it's 6:00 PM. You are going to be home for dinner, right." "Mom, I'll be home in 30 mins, ok. Sure, Bram," his mom hang up. "Babe, I have to go." "I know," Simon says. "We see each other on Sunday, right?" Simon smiles with that dark glint. In his eye. Telling Bram it is a command that they see each other on Sunday. Happily understanding the command, Bram smiles and nods his head. "Bram, I'll walk half to your place with you" "Great Sunday dinner with my mom and me?" "Yes, Bram, of course," Simon replies. They make their way downstairs. Emily and Jack are in the living room watching a show. Nora's in her room on the Computer, watching some new recipes.
"Mom, Dad, I'm gonna walk Bram halfway home. He has to head home for dinner. Is it ok if I meet his mom at his house for dinner tomorrow?" "Sure, Simon, have a good night, Bram, "Thanks, Emily and Jack." they headed out the door.
After closing the front door, Jack and Emily knew something. Happened between Simon and his boyfriend. Ruled out sex immediately. It just didn't seem to fit. Emily ventured. "It's like there's a dynamic between them. I think our son is always safe, but being a psychiatrist, it felt like there was an element of dominance and submission." Jack looked slightly panicked at Emily and said, "Simon, a submissive?" Emily looked at her husband and laughed at Simon's submissive thought. Emily, "I can't even believe you're asking that question." Given our private sex life that our children don't know about. Jack laughed, "Admitted that was true. His son would take after his father."
Simon came back into the house, and his mom and dad said did you guys have a good time?. Simon, we had a great time. "I need to go talk to Leah." So he headed up the stairs to his room. Jack and Emily both know that the words "I need to go talk to Leah mean something has happened that was unexpected." Emily said, "I'm sure of it now. He's dominant" Jack smiled and said, "Yeah, I'm thinking the same should I talk to him about dominance." Emily, no, let him find his way through it. Just as we had to do it." "Jack, trust that he'll come to you if Simon has questions." Emily finished.
Walking up the step to his room. Simon needs a tell Leah what just happened but is not sure how. His predator wolf nature woke up, and Bram, oh my beautiful Bram, that I could just devour every day. My best friend Lech Simon is considering how to put that into words. To Lech. Bram thoughts in a circular motion, not out of fear. Simmons's sudden Wolf nature and his bottomless need to be devoured daily. I will tell Garrett my need to be devoured daily like prey by Simon.
Getting home, Bram comes in the door in a place of bliss. His mom had ordered pizza that showed up 5-minutes before Bram got home. Over pizza, Bram "Simon surprised me for lunch, and it was kosher Mom." said Bram. "Oh, honey, that's so cool." He coming over for dinner Sunday night to meet you. Can your best soul food dishes? He asked. "I will make Southen Style mac & Cheese, fried okra, and Southern fried chicken." Bram's mom lists off. "Wow, Mom, that sounds delicious and amazing," Bram replied. Do you know if Simon has had Soul Food? "No, that is why I ask you to do Soul Food Mom to surprise him for dinner the way he surprised me for lunch," Bram said.
"Aww, Bram, you sweet to him." his mom said. Awkwardly, Bram asked his mother, "Mom, what are the rules about Simon and me being together here in the house." This mother paused for a moment, needing to think. Finally, she answers, "I am ok with your door being closed if, guys, you want to be alone. However, I would prefer you not to have sex in your bedroom. Ok, Mom, that's fair, and I can live up to that rule privately, thinking to himself, sex is not off the table and Simon's bedroom.
Dinner finished quite pleasantly between Bram and his mom. Bram was looking forward to Dinner with Simon on Sunday and the great menu his mom created spontaneously for dinner. "Mom, I need to go talk to Garrett. I haven't had a chance to catch up with him since I Simon at 12:30." "Ok, hon, I am still not finished with work for the office on Monday. Just let me know if you need anything," she replied. Bram headed to his room, and his mom had it off to her office.
Bram is room text, babe. I can't wait for dinner tomorrow night. You're gonna love the menu that has been planned. Also, I ventured into the awkward question with my mom about us being together in my house. We're allowed to be alone, but we don't have the added protection of complete privacy. Which means no sexual stuff in my bedroom. So I think we can use my place to study more for exams or watch movies when schools are back in session next week. Other fun things can be on the table when we're in your bedroom. I don't know what came over us, but it doesn't change my mind. My body is your personal playground when the wolf comes out to eat.
Simon texted back. Glad you ventured into the awkward question with your mom, and I like your thinking, mainly that exams for the AP classes were in. It would be great to study together and hang out and watch movies. The wolf will need to devour soon, and your body is the prey with a purple-horned emoji at the end.