Chapter 6!

rights to owners

JPOV

Were sitting in this hopsital room, and I feel like dying. Tori got herself here because I was to dumb to ask if something was wrong. Her arms are all bandaged, and she dosent look like herself. My hand is bandaged up as well, but I hardly notice it. It's not that bad.

This has just gone to far, way to far, and I plan on doing something about it.

Right now, she's sleeping, and she looks at peace. In her dreams anyway. I wonder what she's dreaming about. I lean back in my chair and look at my feet. Why did I let her do this? I look over to her phone, which she just had to bring with her. I grab it and look through what she was. These kids are horrible, and now making everything public. I find her status bar and click on the blank space to type.

All you who people cause Tori trouble, might want to watch your backs. You forget who she's dating. Yeah, me, Jade. So if your smart, you'll leave her and us alone. I will hurt you and don't think I wont just because I don't know who you are. You forget you have a profile picture.- Jade

I sigh and post what I've written, and hopefully things wont get to much worse.

"Jade?" She mumbles.

I look over and her eyes are slowly opening, and they look so pale.

"Hey."I smile.

She takes my hand and sighs.

"I'm sorry."She says.

I rub her hand with my thumb and look up at her. "It's okay, I just feel so bad."I say.

Tori closed her eyes and I could see a tear fall from her eye. I lift up my free hand and wipe it away. "Don't cry."I say.

"But, I'm the one who did this, and..."She says.

"Don't."I say."I understand. I used to cut, but you can get through it."I say.

I don't know why I feel so strong all of a sudden. I guess because I've gone through cutting before. I still have the scars.

I close my eyes and sigh.

"Tori, you gotta let what these kids say roll off of your back."I say.

"Jade, I can't. I'm not as strong as you are." She says.

I bite my bottom lip and stand up.

"Tori, listen to me. I'm not as strong as you think i am. I'm one of weakest people I know, and you are one of the strongest. I've cut before. I thought you didn't love me the way I loved you, and I couldnt take it. Well, with my parents being distant, trying to figure out who i really was. It was hard, and it tore me apart. But then, I meet you, and guess what, it got worse. I had been cutting before, but I cut more when I meet you.I couldnt control my anger, I was always crying, and I couldnt talk to anyone about it. I had thought about killing myself honestly. My father was never around me, me and my mom fought all the time, I was struggling inside, and me and Beck had been fighting more. I felt horrible, and when I had come to your house and kissed you was the night. I had thought about it before Beck showed up and I decided to break up with him. That's the night I kissed you, the night we got together. Now don't you talk to me about being strong. Your the strong one. You always had a smile on your face, no matter what you went through. I caused you hell everyday, and you where always sweet as rain. I tried every possible way to fuck up your day, and you know why? because I'm in love with you, and then i didn't want to be. Tori, you've changed my life, and now your gonna let some fucked up kids run your life with what they say? I know words hurt, they hurt like hell, but you gotta grow a back bone. You gotta stand up for yourself, and you can't do that if your in here. Tori, I love you so much, and I have from the day I meet you. We've been together all of three days and look where that has got us. Here in the damn hospital." I choak out. I was crying by now, and I couldn't control my words.

"Jade, I-"She says.

"Don't, Tori. I don't wanna see you die." I say.

She gets up from her bed, pulls her IV thingd with her and wraps her bangaged arms around my neck and kisses me. Her lips on mine, and they don't feel like hers, but after a while they start to feel like I know them. her tounge slipped into my mouth and I could feel her moan in my mouth and it caused one to escape from me as well. I pull away after a while and looked at her.

"Tori, that was-"I say before my mouth was cut off by her kiss again,

She pulls away and smiles at me.

"I'm sorry, Jade, and your right. I don't have a backbone, but I promise as soon as I get out of here, I;m going back to school."She says.

I smile.

/ 3 days later \\\\\\\\\\

She's out and home. I'm with her cleaning her corner, or trying to. Her capret was covered. We have music on and it seems like things have gotten back to normal.

"What a crazy week, huh?" She says as she sits up on the floor.

"Yeah, crazy."I say.

"And again, I'm sorry."She says.

I close the distance between us and I put my arms around her.

"It's okay. Things happen, you just went a little to far." I say.

She laughs and looks up at me.

I kiss her stand up.

"Okay,babe,well I gotta go. You need to get some sleep. I'll pick you up tomorrow,oaky?"I ask.

"Okay."She says and stands up. She puts her arms around me and kisses me."See you tomorrow,baby."She smiles.

sorry it's so short, and sad, but dang Jade got kinda deep lol