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Chapter 5

BPOV

The next few weeks flew by. Edward and I have seen each other about twice a week, sometimes we just studied other times we made out in my dorm. Finals were fast approaching and tensions were getting high.

Edward and I went out to eat at a little restaurant close to his place.

We sat quietly as we waited for our food. I could tell he wasn't acting himself.

"Edward, what's wrong?" I asked cautiously.

"Nothing, just feeling the pressure," he said.

"Yeah, I'm sure we all are."

He smiled slightly.

"What?"

"Nothing, just I don't …"

"Don't what Edward?"

"I hardly think you understand the pressures I'm under, my classes are harder than yours."

"Why? Because I'm not taking courses to become a teacher, that my classes aren't hard enough?" I asked taking a sip of my water.

"Yeah, maybe. I don't know."

This was our first argument and I'm sure it will not be the last.

"Well I'm sorry if my career choice doesn't meet your expectations," I said placing my glass back on the table.

"Bella, I didn't say that."

"You didn't have to. Your tone said it."

"Your being ridiculous. I just feel like I'm going to crack under all this pressure, wanting to spend time with you and needing to study... I just don't …."

I stopped him there, I couldn't listen anymore.

"Well, I can help you out there. I don't want to see you anymore since I'm such a burden to you," I said as tears escaped my eyes.

I got up from the table and walked out the door.

I did not have anything to say to him. He pretty much said it all at the table. How could he even think that his classes are more stressful, or even more difficult. My classes are just as stressful but in a different kind of way.

I could hear Edward calling my name but I just kept on walking. I needed time to think about what he had said. I would talk to him when I was ready and not before then.

I finally made it to my dorm room and closed and locked the door. I knew that Edward followed me but I had a good head start on him. I crawled onto my bed and started to sob. Why did he have to say those things to me?

Was this his way of saying that he did not want to be with me anymore? Was I really not good enough for him? I had to ask myself those questions.

A few minutes later I heard a knock at my door. I ignored it, I knew who it was.

"Bella, open the door?"

I just laid there. I didn't want to hear him right now.

He continued knocking and I finally stopped hearing it about eleven o'clock. He must have gave up. He was so much like Alice. But Alice wouldn't have given up.

I got up and changed into my pajama's and crawled back in bed.

Sleep didn't come easy. I hated to argue with him. I truly loved him. But for him to think like that, really hurt me.

I knew I had to get to sleep, I had to get up early to go to class. Finally I just laid still and let sleep come.

I woke up several hours later and checked my phone.

Hmm... no messages. Maybe he got the hint.

I went to take a quick shower and got dressed.

I didn't have class till nine, but I wanted to grab some breakfast and look over my notes.

As I opened the door, what I saw surprised the hell out of me.

Edward was sitting up against the wall, asleep. He stayed out there the whole night. Why would he do something like that?

I knelt down in front of him.

"Edward?" I said pushing his shoulder.

His eyes fluttered but didn't open.

"Edward," I said a little louder.

He opened his eyes and looked around. Then his eyes landed on mine.

"Bella," he said as he ran his hand through his hair.

"Edward, what are you doing here?"

"You wouldn't answer your door and I didn't want to leave you with us being mad at each other."

"I'm still mad," I said crossing my arms over my chest.

I turned and walked away. I still didn't want to talk to him. I half expected him to be following me, but when I turned around he wasn't there.

I walked to the cafe and ordered breakfast. I looked over my notes as I ate. I felt bad for leaving him there, but I couldn't deal with him right now. I had to study some, sure my classes probably weren't as hard or complex. But they each held there own challenges.

I finished studying and went to class.

The final went pretty good. I think I did well on it even though my mind kept drifting back to Edward. Why did he stay in the hallway? I was so mad at him, so I just left him sitting there.

On the way home I stopped at the store to pick up something to eat for dinner, since I wouldn't be going out anywhere. I walked up the stairs and started down the hallway, when I stopped in my tracks.

Sitting in the same spot as this morning was Edward. He had his head leaning on his knees. Is he seriously crazy? He missed one of his finals, what the hell is up with that. I thought his classes were so much more important than mine.

I marched down the hall intending to give him hell, but stopped when he looked up at me his eyes were darker, and a shadow of sadness sat in them that made me speechless.

I felt lost in his eyes wondering what caused such sadness, was it me. I didn't notice the flowers in his hands until he stood up and said "Bella I'm really sorry about what I said at the restaurant yesterday. I was a jerk, please forgive me." He extended the flowers to me.

I took the flowers from his hand, and our hands touched. "Thank you, Edward. We're both stressed, and we're just taking it out on each other. I'm sorry I wouldn't talk to you last night or this morning."

"It's my fault, I shouldn't have said what I did. I'm sorry."

"Would you like to come in?" I asked looking up at him.

"Sure."

I opened the door and he followed me in.

"Bella, I am really sorry for what I said. I didn't mean it."

"I'm sorry too, for not talking to you and for walking away from you."

He pulled me into his arms and hugged me.

I wrapped my arms around him and held him to me. I hated being mad at him. It literally hurt my heart to walk away from him this morning.

EPOV

I could believe that I said that stuff to Bella. I have been so stressed out with studying and trying to spend time with her that I was over doing myself.

I knew her classes are just as important as mine.

After I said that stuff to her she got up at left me sitting there. I knew I had hurt her really bad.

I called her name but she just kept on walking. She never even looked back to me. I knew that I really fucked up this time. What the hell am I going to do?

I'm pretty sure that she was going to her dorm room. I can talk to her then.

I knocked on the door but she would not answer. At around eleven or so I decided just to give up on her answering the door.

I would just sit here until she came out. She had class tomorrow so I would make sure I spoke with her then.

I heard someone calling my name but I just could not open my eyes. Then I felt someone nudge me.

Opening my eyes I looked around and remembered what happen last night and turned at looked into Bella's eyes.

I said her name as I ran my hand through my hair.

She asked me what I was doing there.

I just told her that she would not answer her door and that I didn't want to leave you being mad with me.

She told me she was still mad at me and walked off. I knew I needed to fix this but I was not sure how.

I knew that if I followed her that it would make thing worse.

Finally after and hour of sitting there I got up and went to get some flowers for her. I'm hoping that flowers will help.

I knew that I needed to go take my final but I would not be able to concentrate on the test.

I would have to suck up to the professor and try and make it up.

I had to make things right with Bella first.

After getting what I needed I looked at the time and knew that Bella would be back real soon. I headed back to the dorms.

I was only waiting for about ten minutes when she came walking down the hall.

I watched her march up to me. I looked up at her and I could see her madness melt away.

I know I must have looked really bad. I was so sad that I made her so upset, that she'd walk away from me and it hurt like hell.

I extended the flowers to her and she took them. As she did her hand brushed mine and I felt the tingle that is always present when we touch.

I stood and told her that I was sorry. I knew that those were just words and I would have to show her that I was truly sorry.

We talked a few minutes in the hallway, then she invited me into her room. I hope I don't fuck anything else up. I truly loved her and I want to be with her.

We both apologized to each other. I pulled her into my arms and hugged her. She placed her arms around me and hugged me back.

I really hated that we had a fight but they always say that a relationship takes work and that you have to trust that person.

I placed my fingers under Bella's chin and made her look up at me.

"Love bug I'm really sorry for what I said. I'm just really stressed with the finals."

"Oh no, don't Love Bug me mister. Why the hell did you skip your final today? I mean that one is really important."

"Bella I will talk to the teacher in a bit and see if I can take it tomorrow. I would not have been able to think straight with you not talking to me. I wanted to fix us first."

"You better hope that they will let you make it up. You know how the professors are about their finals being taken on time."

"She will. I have never asked for anything from this professor and I'm pretty sure that she will be ok with me taking it later. Enough about finals. C'mere Love Bug."

I pulled us to her bed and I laid next to her.

I wanted her close to me. I had to have her in my arms.

She leaned into me and started to kiss along my jaw to my lips. She crushed hers to mine.

I let out a little growl. This girl was something else. She did things to my body that I thought were not possible.

I could feel my cock getting hard and I'm pretty sure she could too because she had her leg over my hip with her core really close to my crotch.

Next thing I knew I was on my back and she was straddling me and I was not sure what to do. I froze.

"Love Muffin it's okay don't freak out on me."

All I could do was nod. With her on me like this I was not sure what to do.

She pretty much answered my question when she grounded down on my cock. I really tried not to react but I could not help it.

I bucked my hips to meet her and I could not help but to let out a moan.

"Oh god Bella if you don't stop," I breathed out.

"What Edward. What if I don't stop?"

She silenced my answer with a kiss. I brought my hands to her head and held her to me. She was still rocking her hips into me.

She never once slowed down. I knew that if I didn't stop this soon I would cum in my pants. That would be so embarrassing.

I placed my hands on her hips.

"Love bug we have to stop. I can't be held responsible for my actions if we don't stop."

"Maybe I don't want this to stop Edward."

I watched her sit up some and take one of her hands down my chest, down my stomach to my crotch covered cock.

I felt her hand grab me through my pants and I growled out, "Bella".

With her doing that I took my hands and covered her tits. God they felt nice and firm. Nothing felt better than they did.

I rolled us over onto our sides so that I could kiss her.

She still had her hand on my crotch and I could not help but to buck into her hand.

While she was doing that I just had to so the same to her.

I crushed my lips to hers and took my free hand and placed over her core.

She was hot down there. Not waiting a minute longer I started moving my hand over her core just as she was doing to my cock.

She bucked into my hand and started to moan over and over again.

That shit was so hot.

We continued our make out session until we both got some relief.

Once that was over with. We just stared into each other eyes.

"Love Muffin I'm sorry I don't know what came over me. I have never been so bold."

"Please you have nothing to be sorry for. I think we both needed that. With all the pressure with the finals and then the argument we got into. I sure do feel somewhat better."

"Yeah I bet you do."

"I'll be right back Love bug I just need to go clean up."

She watched me walk away.

I was still in an awe when I finished up. I would have never in a million years thought that Bella would do something like that.

Once I finished cleaning myself up I walked back to Bella. She was on her bed fast asleep.

I knew that she probably didn't get a lot of sleep last night so I just crawled into bed with her.

I pulled her close to me and kissed her forehead before I laid down and fell asleep myself.