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Chapter 6

BPOV

I woke up with Edward's arms wrapped around my body. He looked so peaceful laying there. We've been spending more nights together, but we still haven't went any further than touching and making each other come.

I was beginning to wonder if we'd ever make love. I was willing but it seemed like he wasn't.

It was the last day of finals, finally. Edward was able to make up the final he missed when we were arguing. I'm glad we made up, I hated to argue with him.

Plans were already made to go home to Forks for Christmas. We were all looking forward to it. The stress of finals have been hard on all of us. Edward especially, he's been tense and moody. But most of all, he's been so caring. He doesn't want a repeat of our last argument.

I ran my hand through his hair, pushing it out of his eyes.

His eyelids fluttered but he didn't wake up.

I ran my finger over his bottom lip and I felt his breath against them.

I could feel the wetness seeping onto my underwear, I wanted him so much.

I could also feel him hard against my leg, that made me smile. He wanted me to, I just couldn't understand why he won't just make love to me.

I slowly ran my hand down his chest, to his very hard cock. I rubbed him lightly and he moaned in his sleep.

That got to me as I felt myself getting wetter. God how I wanted him to touch me even if he would not go all the way with me.

"Mmm...love bug what are you doing," he moaned out.

I just continue my movement avoiding answering his question.

Next thing I knew I was pinned to the bed.

I felt him right at my core and he bucked his hips up hitting me right there. It felt so good.

I moved my hand to his boxers and started to placed my hand on his cock when he pulled back.

"Bella, we can't," he said as he rolled off of me.

"Why Edward?" I said sitting up. I was a little angry, a little frustrated.

"I want to make it special, not just some casual fuck. When I make love to you, I want it to be memorable," he said as his hand cupped my face.

I just looked at him. Not really hearing his words, just feeling the rejection.

I went to get up, but he pulled me back to him.

"Bella, I want to. Trust me I do. I've never wanted anyone more than I want you," he said as he pressed my hand against his hard cock.

"No one, and I mean no one has ever made me this hard."

I looked up at him and didn't know what to say.

"Edward, I just feel like you don't want me that way. I don't mean to be pushy. I just want to be with you in every way possible."

"Bella, I want you too. I just want to make it special. Don't ever think that I don't want you and you aren't being pushy. I kinda like that you're not afraid to go after what you want."

I smiled over at him and he pulled me against him.

"I love you, Bella," he murmured against my lips.

He kissed me softly and I couldn't help the moan that escaped my lips.

Wait did he just say he loved me.

I pulled away to look at him.

"Edward, did you just say you loved me?"

"Yes. I love you Isabella Swan," he said with a smirk.

"Oh my god, I love you too Edward," I said as I kissed him again.

We laid there on my bed kissing and cuddling until we had to get up and go to class.

I really didn't want to but it was the last day of finals.

As we were pulling on our shoes, Edward looked over at me.

"Are we ok, Bella?" he asked.

"Yes, more than ok," I smiled over at him.

We walked to the door hand in hand, and as we walked I couldn't help but think that everything would be ok.

We walked to campus and as we neared the building where my class was, Edward pulled me to him.

"Love bug, I hope your final goes well. Know how much I love you," he said hugging me tight as if he didn't want to let go.

"I hope your final goes well too."

I walked away and thought that it seemed a bit odd. Oh well, maybe he just needed to say he loved me again.

I hoped this day would get over and we could head home. This semester seemed to go on forever.

I was glad that me and Edward were able to talk things through instead of getting angry with each other.

Even though I still felt hurt that he wouldn't make love to me this morning, I kinda do understand his reasoning.

It would be both ours first time, and it should be special and memorable. Not hurried.

But I couldn't help but to feel rejected a little bit.

EPOV

As I walked to class, I couldn't help but think about how it felt to have her say she loved me.

I knew I loved her, but to hear her say it back to me filled my being with such joy and happiness.

But I couldn't shake the odd feeling I had when I hugged her to me. It was an overwhelming feeling to not let her go.

I wanted to keep her in my arms forever.

God, I was starting to sound like Alice. She always went by her feelings.

Everything would be ok, we were able to talk about the whole sex thing without getting upset and arguing with each other.

I hope she knew that I wanted to have sex with her, I know she was hurt by me stopping her. But I want it to be special and not rushed before class.

I know when we are going to make love, I just have to finalize the details.

I think I did well on my last final, at least I think so. Even though my thoughts kept going back to me and Bella this morning.

I loved waking up with her in her bed. Her tiny hands knew how to touch me. I so would have liked for her to continue touching me but I knew I had to stop her. There's only so much control that I had left.

I was glad that we were headed home to Forks in the morning and we'd be one step closer to the day we'd have sex together.

I already had the room booked at the bed and breakfast, and it would be a wonderful experience.

I told Jasper of my plan and he said that women usually like surprises like that. He started to tell me about him and Alice but I told him I didn't want to hear about it. That was my sister after all.

I made my way back to my dorm to finish packing, and then I headed over to Bella's dorm.

We usually spent the night there since Alice usually stayed at my dorm with Jasper. I didn't mind, her dorms were quieter and I loved her California twin bed. It was a bit bigger than an average twin bed.

When we slept in mine it wasn't as comfortable as her bed was. Even though we always ended up tangled together where ever we slept anyway.

I knocked lightly on the door and I heard her say come in.

She always knew who it was.

I looked at her as she sat on her bed with her phone pressed to her ear.

"It's my dad," she whispered as I sat on the bed next to her.

I knew how nervous she was about telling her father about us, so I just sat quietly and ran my hand along her leg.

She swatted my hand away, but I didn't stop. I had to touch her.

I continued to touch her and kiss her neck as she told her father about us.

He must have been fine about it because I never heard any raised voices and she never lost the smile on her face.

When she hung up the phone, I pulled her flat against the bed and kissed her lips.

She wrapped her arms around my neck as I continued kissing her sweet lips. I loved the taste of her.

When she pulled away, all I could do was stare into her eyes.

She had the most beautiful brown eyes, I could lose myself in them.

"Bella, what did your dad say about us?" I asked.

"Not much really, other than he wants to talk to you at some point, you know man to man."

I swallowed hard. But truly I was expecting that.

"I expected that, love bug. He wants to know what my intentions are towards you no doubt."

"Yep those were his exact words," she said as she laughed.

"He just wants to protect his daughter and I can understand that Love bug."

I leaned down and kissed her and she deepened this kiss within seconds.

I felt the urge to touch her so I took my hand and went under her shirt.

She didn't pull away so that must have been a good sign.

I just hoped after our last encounter that she would be okay.

I slowly pulled her shirt up and started to rubber her over her bra. She let out a moan as she bucked her hips upwards.

I held back a moan.

I kissed along her neck to the spot right behind her ear that I knew she liked so much.

She stopped and pulled away.

She sat up and began to take her shirt off.

Oh god she is really trying to kill me now. Once she had her shirt off she took off her bra too and it followed on the floor somewhere.

"Bella, what are you doing?"

"I just want to feel you with nothing coming between us that's all."

She laid back down and I could not help but to suck her left nipple into my mouth.

She whimpered out my name, "Edward."

After a minute she pulled my shirt over my head and it joined her clothes on the floor.

I really didn't want to take off anymore clothes because if we did I would not be able to control myself.

I would want to have her and I wanted to wait until we got to Forks.

I brought her right nipple into my mouth and gave it the same treatment as the other one.

She started to buck her hips into me and I needed some kind of friction.

She wrapped her legs around me and her arms went around my neck as she continue to dry hump me.

I could handle that.

"Love muffin that feels so good. Please don't stop."

"Never," I said around her nipple.

I started to move with her and I could tell by they way her breathing was that she was about to let it go.

I was close myself. I Could not wait until I could actually feel her and make love to her.

"Bella I'm going to cum."

"Oh god Ed...ward so go...od. Edddwwwaarrd," she yelled out.

I fell right behind her.

"Belllllaaaa," was all I manage to get out.

We laid there for a few minutes before I plopped down beside her.

We got our breathing back to normal.

I rolled her so she was facing me.

"I love you so much Bella. That was amazing."

"Love you too Edward more than you will ever now. I can't even come up with words to describe how that felt."

She got up from the bed and found my shirt and put it on. I just smiled at her. Seeing her in my clothes did something to me.

I watched as she finished packing and she came over to lay back down with me.

"Nite Edward. Love you."

"Good night Bella and I love you too. Sweet dreams."

She just smiled up, kissed my lips before she cuddle up into my side.

She was asleep within minutes and I was not that far behind her.