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Entry Six-teen
I have been throwing up in the morning for the last few days, and I was beginning to get a little concerned. So I went to my doctor and after a few tests he told me that I was pregnant. Yep, I Canada, a guy, is roughly one month pregnant. Body, what the fuck?
I already knew that it is possible for guy countries to get pregnant; just look at China and England's little love-child. I guess I just never thought that it would happen to me. And now that I am pregnant, what am I supposed to do? I don't know how to take care of a baby, especially by myself. My Providences you ask? they were already toddlers when I found them. A baby seems like a lot more work. What if I can't take care of the kid? What if someone decides that I can't take care of the kid and takes him/her away from me? What if the kid grows up to hate me, or even worse him/herself? What if the kid grows up to want to kill him/herself too? Maybe I'm just not ready to have a kid? Especially not now with my life going down hill.
I guess I could always just abort it. Is that even an option? I mean, for all I know the kid could be a new country. Maybe I should talk to Prussia about all this, but knowing him he'd probably think I was making it up so that we could get together. Even so, he would be the father…No, Fuck Prussia! He's the one who dumped me. He doesn't get a say in this decision. But if I did abort the kid, how would I be able to live with myself? Easy answer, I wouldn't be able to. However, if I were to commit suicide and actually kill myself, then I wouldn't need to worry about the kid's future or my own guilt.
But what if something goes wrong and I don't die and no one finds me. Do I really want to go through with this? But what else can I do? I wish I could turn to someone to help me figure this out. Like anyone would listen to me though.
With maple syrup,
Matthew (Canada) Williams
The room was in an uproar. China was being yelled at by England while Hong Kong gave the two of them a confused look. Many of the countries were now voicing their concerns. The only nation who remained quiet was Prussia, who after being knocked back to his senses by America mumbled out, "He's pregnant? And he still wants to kill himself?"
"That would appear to be the case," Russia said while trying to stop his big sister from crying.
"I GOT IT!" America suddenly yelled and catching everyone's attention, "I just remembered that on this one show I watched a suicidal character wrote the plans for her death down before hand. What if Canada did the same in his diary?"
At the idea of this, France quickly grabbed the diary from the still dumbfounded Prussia and began reading the latest entry.
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